Broken spell and broken heart

Toris' P.o.V

I went to the little fox. It appeared to notice me. Once I was near it i knelt down to it and petted it. It turned it's head and it did what I didn't expect it to do. It started to...........cry. I picked it up and held her close. I already figured it out who it was.
- Viskas gerai, Beatričė.- I say. She still cried as she transformed back. But she still had her ears and tail, though the ears where bent back.
- Atleisk man.....prašau......Aš nenorėjau tai daryti (forgive me.....please.......I didn't want to do that) - she said in between sobs, her beautiful voice masked by her tears. I kept rubbing her back. Everyone where watching us. The only one to come was Russia.
- У тебя всо хорошо (Is everything alright with you)? - He asked.
- НЕТ (NO)!!! - She says quickly standing up and staring angirly at Russia - МНЕ НЕ ХОРОШО (I'M NOT OK)!!!!!
She then grabbed my sleeve and dragged me away from everyone.
- BEATA!!!- I heard Ula yell. We ran away from the building and to the park not too far away from it. We stopped and she let go of my sleeve.
- Are you alright?- I ask.
- No....I'm not alright.- She said turning back with swollen, bloodshot eyes. It was unusually cold on Germany's country. I wonder what's wrong? The wind blew fer beautiful blond hair in front of her face. I wanted to pull back a few strands. but I touched a strand and she slapped my hand away - NO!!! YOU SHOULDN'T TOUCH ME!!!
I looked at her and her icy blue eyes held hate, regret, pain and another emotion i couldn't say what it was. Her cheeks where tainted pink and i thought it was from the crying but maybe it wasn't.
- I'm a monster. - She finally spoke as she looked at the ground and lowered her hand - I'm worse than Russia. You shouldn't be with me. You'll just get hurt. I never did tell you what happened in Russia did I?
I shook my head. I was really curious as to what happened. She just started to cry harder.
-..............I was raped.........when i was 12.
My blue eyes just widened. She was raped when she was 12?!
- My innocence is long gone Toris. I'm ruined. I won't ever be pure and innocent again. That was the secret. I couldn't tell that i was raped, otherwise they would've killed everyone who i held dear. I..... I couldn't let them do that. So i submitted myself. Let's just say I didn't regret it one bit. If i didn't do that Ula..... might've died.
I couldn't believe what i was hearing. She gave herself so she could save her loved ones. Her glasses didn't help me tell if she was lying or not, but the ammount of tears that she's shedding I know that she isn't lying.
- And you won't care about me either. After all that i've done..... how can you? I will only say this once Toris- She said. My heart ached to hear her words. She lifted her head and said the last words:
- I love you.........Visogero....... Mano Toriukas.
She turned on her heel and ran as fast as she could.
- BEATRIČĖ!!!- I yelled as she ran away. My voice was a bit squeaky since the spell. Bit it was lower that this morning. Maybe it was wearing off? I decided to go to the meeting room. When i came back Ula hugged me.
- Tu saugus (You're safe).- She said. I looked around and saw that a few of the nations where missing. Russia, France and Germany to be more precise.
- Kur Rusija, Prancūzija ir Voketija (Where's Russia, France and Germany) ?- I asked the winged girl.
- They're searching for Beatrice.
- We thought you weren't safe - I heard England join in. His voice was at a more normal tone. - The spell is starting to wear off. Though the spell Ula casted on herself and Beatrice are permanent.
Everyone stood up and left the room. I went to my house and Ula went with England. When i was in bed i just couldn't sleep. The spell wore off a while ago and I'm back to my normal self. I kept thinking to myself:
- What did she mean Farewell? Where did she go? Will the three of them find her? Will we be able to see her again? Will I be able to see her again?
I kept thinking those things over and over again. I eventually fell asleep.

Ludwig's P.o.V

I went through the garden again. I used Blackie ,My German Shepard, to try and sniff her out. It was dark and Austria gave his violin as an item that Blackie can use to find Beatrice's scent because she played it not long ago. France used a flashlight and Russia tried to just find her. I gave myself and him a flashlight, in case it get's dark like right now. Blackie just stopped.
- What's wrong?- I ask. The spell wore off and i sound like myself. Suddenly he started barking and started to run towards somewhere. - Where are you going?!
Eventually he stopped and started barking. I was pointing my flashlight and saw Beatrice lying there........Lifeless. I petted Blackie's head and went closer to her. I checked for a pulse and it was there. She had a sharp stone in one hand and a little dark blue/purple bird with a black heart which i think was supposed to be a wing. Her wrist was cut, quite deeply. I gave the signal and soon France and Russia appeared.
- Vhat 'appened to 'er?!- France asked.
- Is she alright?- Russia asked.
- I zhink so. She still has a pulse which is still good.- I looked at her wrist again- It looks like she wanted to cut herself.
- But vhy?
- I....don't know.
- Maybe Lithuania knows something. He was the last one with her after all.- Russia pointed out.
- You're right. I'll have to ask him.
- I'll take her to my place- Russia said picking the girl up. I nodded and we went our seperate ways.

Beatrice's P.o.V

I woke up but i didn't feel grass under me. If i remember correctly I was in the garden. Under that sakura tree. I opened up my eves and saw that i was in an unfamiliar room. But because the ironically placed bottle of Russian Vodka i knew where i was at. Russia's house. I stood up and speak of the devil here comes Ivan. He looked at me and saw that i was awake.
- You're alive!
- Too bad- I retort.
- Why did you cut yourself?- The Russian man asked.
- Because of what i did to you. To Liet. And more importantly....- i trailed off. He was listening more intenly and then i continued- What your people did to me.
He seemed surprised but then said:
- What did they do?
- They raped me like i was a toy.- I told him. I looked at him and he was surprised, shocked even. I looked at the coffee table and saw the little friendship emblem me and Ula have. I took it and noticed that my wrist was bandaged.
- Me, Francis and Ludwig searched for you almost all night.- He said. I'll have to thank them in the morning.
- Спосибо (Thanks) - I say. Ivan smiled - Just don't get any funny ideas will you?
He nodded.
- You need some rest.- He said. I nodded and put my head to the pillow. I was in the living room for anyone who wants to know. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep. I did remember that my glasses where on the coffee table. I heard footsteps and the silence. Then I fell asleep.