Suzu/Kira pov
Life isn't easy, nor is a dream we wish would someday come true, not like a children 's story book that ends with a happy ending, but instead like a horror film that describes the gruesome truth of reality.

Desire, yes. One of the sins all of us make in ourselves, and one of them is the desire to kill, a deadly desire that may cause you to be put in jail, or cause suicide because of the this desire they call as bloodlust, something they say that is clearly wrong.

But why is it that I am taught to not keep in this desire? Whenever I am being neared at by a person unknown to me or my decision to kill them is final, I kill them almost instantly, and the same goes for myself.

I don't know myself, I doubt myself, and sometimes try to go suicide but no, there are still some people who can see my intentions, and they stop me.

Is it wrong to choose what you want for yourself? Or is it right?

'-ra, KIRA YUUKI!!!!' Leo roared beside me, snapping me out of my thoughts as I looked at the annoyed looking ice lion beside me, the book infront of me laying down on the table untouched, it's contents still unseen as the front hides it all, like a life with a wall as an obstacle, when in knowing the truth.

'Are you even listening to me? What's in that head of yours that got you all staring anyways?' He sighed, pawing me at my forehead.

I just shrugged making him ticked as I opened the book about the nations, and it told me about some history of the different ninja countries.

There are so many of them that I couldn't count, (a/n:cuz Kira, you can only count to ten..) my interest in each one of them spiking in every sentence I read about them.

Suddenly, a knock came from the door and I opened it using my ice, and came butthead with the same stoic face he had. Well I think we have different faces because he still knows emotions while I do not. So maybe his is emotionless and mine is blank? I don't know really..

'So what brings the cockiness of a certain butt in here?' Leo mocked, both glaring like always when they first talked to each other.

"I just want to talk to Kira pussycat." Butthead exclaimed, not backing down on their normL glaring contests.

'She asks what is it.' Leo state, making me nod in agreement.

"I challenge you to a one on one match." Butthead cockily smirked, breaking his glare on Leo as he connected his eyesight to mine, while I just slowly nodded in reply.

'Yay! Let's get your puny little life killed then!' Leo cheered sarcastically, before slapping butthead using his tail.

"Why the heck did you hit me?!" Butthead growled.

'For being a cocky arrogant idiot who didn't think before he talked and unconsciously bid farewell to his only soul that has signed it's travel ticket to heaven that's why.' Leo roared, laughing like a crazy hyena as he saw the expression on butthead 's face, while I stood up and dusted myself.

'Oy turn around.' Leo said.

"Why? I won't listen to the likes of you." Butthead exclaimed.

'Fine, suit yourself to the feast we'll behold you to.' Leo mumbled, as I stripped and groggily walked to the closet with only my plain white cotton-made undergarments on, and didn't notice the blushing expression of butthead who almost bursted into a nosebleed but kept his resistance.

As I changed to my simple ninja battle clothes I turned around and saw Sasuke turned around, his back facing me, but I noticed that his ears are burning red.

Looking at him in question I walked to him and turned him around, connecting my forehead to his, which only made it redder, but it didn't seem like he had a fever..

'Kira get away from him, he doesn't have a fever just face issues now come on.' Leo snickered at his insult at butthead 's face, as the person himself glared at Leo while we headed outside, to be only greeted by Lady Tsukiko.

"Where do you think you're going with my creation?" Tsukiko growled as she glared at butthead, who looked at either of us for help.

'He wants to sign his contract to the heavens earlier than expected.' Leo exclaimed.

"Well that's good but before...this signs his contract to the heavens, Kira dear you still have a training session remember?" Lady Tsukiko sweetly stated, almost too sweetly as she dragged me through the hallway, not waiting for my answer or even for an answer while Leo and butthead silently followed from behind us.

As we reached the arena I was roughly pushed to the center, as Lady Tsukiko and the two disappeared, when the doors behind me slammed close, the sound of jail bars breaking, the sound of growling and the stomping of a hundred feet came all around me.

Came out of the dark were hundreds of similar looking fishmen, all having this hungry look in their eyes as they lunged at me with such speed, and I lunged at them as well, my bloodlust covering my sanity as I attacked all of them mercilessly, slicing head after head, throat to throat, arms legs and those scaly fins they had, all using these ice claws that I had.

"Earth style: Earth pillar jutsu." I thought, and did the handsigns in a rapid pace, slamming my hands to the ground as I felt chakra drainout of me, and earth pillars going up to the sky, smashing the bodies of about maybe 10
bodies each pillar, while I killed the rest.

After the fight, the sounds of clapping can be heard, and through my glowing, bloody covered eyes I looked at that direction and saw Lady Tsukiko standing there along with Leo, butthead, Mister Kabuto(when did he get here?) and Lord Orochimaru.

I bowed respecting his presence, as she he nodded in response, making me stand up and them going down to the blood stained arena floors.

"Good job dear Kira, now rest. Your fight with..him will be postponed for now." Lady Tsukiko stated, patting my head as we headed to the bathroom with Leo on tow.

I felt the same stare I got whenever I leave the arena, and knew it was butthead who was obviously watching me from behind me.

'Aww..and I thought that thr creepy little butthead stalker is gonna make his way to heaven.' Leo whined.

"Oh shut up." Was what I wanted to say.