I turned off the straightener and brushed through my straight hair before exiting the bathroom. Kenzie was on my bed trying to put on her tights and I grabbed my dress and shoes to put them on. I looked at my appearance in the mirror and I loved how it turned out. I had winged eye liner which I spent thirty minutes trying to get it on fleek like they say on Tumblr, I've also put on dark red lip stick. My dress was the stereotypical party dress, black mid-thigh, tight and non-sleeved and I had basic black high heels. I sprayed some perfume before yelling at Kenzie to hurry up because Ashton and Michael should be here in few minutes. Today was new year's eve and Skylar organised a big ass party in her house, of course I'm going with Ashton and Michael asked Kenzie to be his date. I swear, the night that he asked her, she spent all the night screaming like a fangirl.

I heard a car honking outside and I grabbed my phone and jacket before hurrying to the door, Kenzie behind me. "Have fun mum and dad, happy new year!" I waved quickly before closing the door. Ashton kicked Michael to the backseat so I could sit next to him and he smiled kissing me on the cheek. "You look beautiful baby." I blushed and thanked him before he drove to Sky's house.

The house was crowded, everyone was pouring drinks, dancing and making out. The music was so loud and it seemed like a good party. I was already excited. Kenzie and Mike disappeared in the crowd and Ashton grabbed my arm guiding me to the kitchen.

"Okay, what do you want to drink?" He asked with a smile, I shrugged. "Surprise me." He bit his lip and started mixing drinks and he gave a red cup with a huge smile. I took a gulp letting the alcohol slip in my throat with a burning sensation, it tasted good.

"I'm not disappointed." I admitted and he laughed taking a cup for him too, he put his arm around my shoulders and we sat on the couch. I still hadn't seen Skylar yet or even Calum and his sluts. The music was extremely good, and I really wanted to dance. I put my empty cup on the side and grabbed Ashton's hand pulling him to the dance floor. I started swaying my hips to the beat and he eyed my body up and down before putting his hand on the small of my back to get me closer to him. I put my arms on his shoulders playing with the little strands of his curly hair. He turned me around so my back was against his front and we started grinding against each other, not only we were dancing to The Hills by The Weeknd but also, I was a little tipsy.

By the end of the song, he took my hand to the table in the hallway where there were shot glasses and lemons. I leaned against the table and he grabbed the bottle pouring the liquid into two shot glasses and he took one lemon from the plate. He stood in front of me and he passed me one of the shots and he put my hair to the side before tilting his head kissing my neck, he then rubbed the lemon against my skin before drinking the shot and sucking on it. I bit my lip closing my eyes when his lips met my skin, my stomach was doing flips and my heart was racing. He was ripping me to pieces with the pleasure he's procuring me and I moaned grabbing his bicep. I drank the liquid in the small glass letting it burn my throat without adding any lemon, I didn't care. I have Ashton Irwin's lips on my neck and I'm feeling myself getting turned on only by that. I guess the alcohol makes me horny. 

He pulled out from my neck and panted looking at me deeply in the eyes, I blushed and grabbed his hand guiding him to the couch that happened to be in front of the one Luke was seating on. Madison was on his lap talking to him about something that Luke wasn't even paying attention to. He looked so good tonight even in the dim light, I missed him. 

Lean On by Major Lazer & Dj Snake came on shuffle and I jumped in the dance floor rocking my hips to the beat. If I wasn't drunk, I wouldn't be dancing all alone in front of everyone, Ashton kept his eyes on me and a smirk was playing on his lips. Kenzie joined me holding a red cup in the air swaying her hips and we started dancing sensually and I could feel Ashton's gaze burning my skin. I put my hair on the side and continued dancing to the beat moving my hips and arms. My eyes met Luke's and I pretended I haven't seen him continuing my dance with my best friend.

Quickly the time passed and we were all standing outside in the porch counting down the seconds for the new year. Ashton had his arm around my shoulders with my head against his chest. Luke and Madison were behind us with Calum and Ashley. Calum surprisingly didn't talk to me or tried to annoy me and I was so grateful for that. 

"Three, two, one.." We counted and suddenly fireworks popped in the clear sky. Everyone was cheering and couples were kissing. Ashton squeezed me in his arms before joining his lips to mine. The kiss was soft and nice and his lips tasted like beer. "I'm so glad that I'll spend the next year with you." He murmured against my lips and I smiled kissing his another time before pulling away to hug Kenzie. We drank another round of shots before we sprawled on the living room floor and decided to play truth or dare being the little kids we are.

"What are we? Five?" Kenzie groaned putting her head on Mikey's shoulder, "Shut up Kenzie and play." Ashton said with a fake smile and she flipped him off before we started the game for real. Calum, Ashley, Maddie and Luke were playing with us, but I was too drunk to care, Skylar and Melissa also were there. Melissa is one of Calum's hookups, but he kept in touch with her. She was quite hot, with long tanned legs, big brown eyes and light brown hair with great waves. 

"Okay, Luke, you start!" Calum yelled and Luke rolled his eyes removing his arm from Maddie's waist before replying. "Truth." 

"How many times Madison sucked your dick?" Michael asked with a cocky grin and Madison smiled shyly. I would die if someone asked me a similar question. "Maybe two times or something, I can't remember really." He answered casually and I wanted to roll my eyes so bad. They're gross.

"Melissa!" Ashton said shooting her a very deep look before asking. "Dare." She shrugged and he shared a look with Calum before speaking, I feel so bad for her now. "Stay with your bra during all the game sitting on Calum's lap." 

She was shocked for few seconds before mumbling under her breath, lifting her top over her head. All the boys traveled their gaze to her cleavage and we, the girls, scoffed at their naughtiness. She stood up and sat on Calum's lap, he put his arms around her stomach kissing her shoulder. They looked cute, but I'm sure as hell, he wanted to get laid for the night. The round continued until Kenzie yelled my name. 

"Dare, I guess." I answered.

"You need to drink two full cups of vodka mixed with coke." She knows I hate that mixture, but, a dare is a dare, and I glared at her standing up to pour two cups of Vodka and coke. I made a disgusted look before drinking the first one and the fizz mixed with alcohol burned my throat and I drank the another one. "I hate you." I mumbled holding my stomach whom was doing flips because of that, plus, the alcohol made me more dizzy. 

"Okay, now, Ashton!" Madison said giggling, "Truth." She scoffed, "The fuck guys! Girls are braver than you, but, have you done the nasty with Lauren?" My eyes widened and Ashton looked at me panicking. I looked at Madison and she was giving me a dirty look, I was so sure that she's going to humiliate me in front of everyone. 

"Nope." My cheeks flushed when he said that and I saw Luke glaring at him. He put his arms around me and everyone got different dares and questions before Calum yelled my name another time. "Dare again." I said annoyed and he raised an eyebrow before replying. 

"You'll smoke weed now for the first time." He had a smug expression on his face and I pulled out of Ashton's embrace looking at him terrified. "No way." 

"Come on little girl, live a little. If you wanna hang out with us, you need to try these things." He said with a very rude attitude, it's like he was obliging me to do it. "Yeah come on, Laur. It won't be that bad." Michael said with a convincing look. 

"Girl, let's live for one night." Kenzie also said giggling, everyone was trying to convince me, even Ashton but certainty not Luke. He was trying to not get me to do it only with his eyes, why does he care? He hates me. 

"Fuck it, I'll do it." He grinned taking a prepared joint from his jacket pocket, Michael passed him the lighter. We stood up from our spot, both me and him, leaving everyone in the living room. We entered the bathroom and I sat on the edge of the bathtub. I placed the joint between my lips and he lightened it. I inhaled the air into my lungs and it felt so fucking great, then, I let out the smoke with a smirk. I took two other puffs before passing it to Calum, who took it between his plump lips. For the first time in my whole life, Calum Hood looked hot for me. I think that the alcohol and the shit I smoked made me crazy. 

"Good girl Laury, I love it when you obey me." He said with a raspy voice when he finished the joint and I laughed rudely. "Because it was a game and I had to accept that." I exited the bathroom and joined my friends sitting on my previous spot. We continued playing, we had so much fun, laughing and just enjoying the vibe. Then, we took another round of shots before going to dance. We were so fucking drunk to care. 

Luke grabbed my arm making me quit the dance floor, he guided me to a corner in the porch. I furrowed my eyebrows. "What do you want?" I asked very upset with him making me live the dancing party I was having.

"You're acting like an idiot. Did you really smoke weed with Calum?" He said raising his voice and I rolled my eyes. "So?" I sarcastically replied and he passed his hand through his hair furiously. 

"You really are insane." He blurted out blocking his eyes with mine, "Why do you fucking care? Go fuck Madison and leave me alone!" I yelled pushing him, he stumbled back but managed to stand still. "I'm not leaving you alone Lauren! I care about you!" He stubbornly yelled back and I felt tears filling my eyes, I don't even know why. 

"If you really do, you wouldn't go say complete bullshit about me behind my back to the biggest whore in the world! Go rot in hell Luke, I don't fucking need you!" I yelled throwing my hands in the air and I added. "I have Ashton in my life!" His eyes widened but he stepped closer to me before speaking.

"I didn't." 

"You fucking did, don't you even dare and feed me one of your bullshit, you fucking dick!" I screamed but he grabbed my arms gluing his lips to mine but I pushed him off of me feeling really disgusted. I was too drunk to process what even happened and also, too upset to kiss him back. Before Luke had the chance to talk, Ashton's fist hit his jaw and I gasped going straight to Ashton. This can't be happening.

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IM STILL NOT OVER SHE'S KINDA HOT. 

but shit just got real in lauren's life haha

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