"We are the new Americana, high on legal marijuana, raised on biggie and Nirvana, we are the new Americana." We sang along to the wonderful song by Halsey, I didn't know that these jocks listen to Halsey.

The song came to an end and I felt warm lips on my cheek. I smiled looking up at the blond boy sitting next to me. We all were sitting outside with a drink in our hands listening to good music. So many people were here but no chaos are involved. No sweaty bodies grinding against each other or insanely loud music blasting in the house. I wish every body organize hangouts like these.

"Lukey, I printed our work. It's a masterpiece, just saying." I rolled my eyes taking a sip of my beverage. I seriously wanna throw it in her face but I'll waste my delicious drink on someone like her. Luke nodded without looking at her and sneaked his arm around my waist. 

"The kid doesn't even show some gratitude for her, what a move." I gasped when I heard the comment, my eyes locked with his deep green ones, he smirked cockily puffing out the smoke from his cigarette. 

"Man, stop." Calum whined from the other side, I really appreciate Calum's reactions lately. He's being way more reasonable these days and he's not sticking to Ashton that much anymore. 

"Nah let me show him some manners." He blurted out causing Luke's grip to tighten around my waist, I looked up at Calum for support. "You're talking about manners huh?" Luke growled clenching his jaw, I could see his veins popping out on his neck. I have a bad feeling about this.

"Yeah, the manners that apparently they didn't teach you in your kangaroo land." Everyone is our circle was silent watching the two young men shooting each other angry looks, I can feel how pissed Luke was. "Woah man, you're talking about manners? Are you high? Did the shit that you sell fucked you up?" Kenzie and I looked at each other completely alarmed. 

Luke knows.

"The fuck you're talking about!" Ashton yelled suddenly knocking over the cups in front of him, making everyone gasp. He stood up and took Luke from his collar, "What am I selling you bastard?"

"Don't try acting tough with me Irwin, I'm driving you nuts. You can never beat me." Ashton's eyes darkened and his knuckles turned white from gripping Luke's shirt tightly. My tongue was tied, I couldn't speak, I was frightened. Jacob whispered something in Calum's ear making the dark-haired boy look over at me quickly. 

"Yeah because you're fucking manipulative and my poor girl is weak, she couldn't resist you." My jaw dropped when I heard his last statement, how dare he call me weak? Is he the same person that was confessing his love and apologies few hours earlier? 

"Says the one who was crying in the phone this weekend confessing his love." I blurted out making him shot me the deepest glare that provoked shivers on my arms. I had to talk, I couldn't let him act like a dumb ass. I thought that we were over these childish act. It's not like I'm going to be with him because he wants me to.

"Stay away from this, Lauren." He warned pointing me with his finger, I stood up from the bean bag and locked my eyes with his, "Or else what? You're going to beat me up too? Is that what you're trying to do to me lately?" 

"I don't even understand why I apologized today, you're still a disgusting slut." Right when the words echoed in the now silent garden, Luke's fist flied to hit his jaw, I couldn't even take a moment to think of a comeback. Ashton stumbled back to land on the wooden table. Calum and Jacob stood up immediately trying to stop the mess that just happened.

"The only slut is your mother, you bastard!" People started cheering around us, this is so stupid, and I wanted to hide and cry. 

"Fucking stop Ashton!" I screamed holding my temples, I felt Kenzie's hand on my shoulder, I didn't care about anything. I had to take this out of my chest.

"Are you fucking insane?" I yelled on top of my lungs making his face turn pale, "Can you fucking remember what you kept telling me these afternoon?" I continued yelling at him, tears making their way to the corner of my eyes. Luke looked at me, concern across his face when all I can feel is my blood boiling with anger. "You definitely are schizophrenic! Do you call the girl you love a slut? Are you even honest with yourself?" 

"You talk about manners? Do men call women sluts on daily basis according to your 'manners'?" I put air quotes around the word manners, letting his mouth hang open. Everyone was dead silent as I was sharing a deep look full of anger and hatred towards the curly-headed, I huffed and took my phone from the bean bag storming off the circle. 

"Yo, whores defend their bosses!" I heard him yell but soon after, several screams echoed and I hurried back to find Luke hovering over him hitting his face, Ashton whimpered as he kneed Luke in the guts. The blond boy groaned but was tough enough to hit Ashton again. The two boys fought each other and I was scared to death trying to pull Luke off. 

"Luke please!" I begged trying to stop him, Ashton threw some punches here and there but he was drunk so, he doesn't have the strength needed. "Hold on Lauren!" 

"You can do nothing bastard!" Ashton fought back kicking him in the guts again but Luke hit him again on his cheekbone causing my ex boyfriend to let out a loud groan. Calum and Michael difficultly stopped Luke from hitting him as Jacob took care of Irwin, I wrapped my arms around Luke's waist holding onto him like there's no tomorrow. I was fighting back the tears trying to not break down here, this is not the right moment. His arms engulfed me in a warm embrace and I felt his lips on my head. I felt safe after this frightening moment.

Ashton kept throwing several insults at the Luke but luckily the boys took him away. The girls were as lost as I am, Skylar and Melissa sat finally on the table holding their temples. I pulled out of the hug and met Kenzie's gaze. She shot a weak smile before throwing her arms around me too rubbing my back. 

"I'm sorry buttercup, he's an ass. He doesn't deserve you." I nodded even though I know she won't see me. What was I thinking when I decided to forgive him? Why the hell did I let him back in my life after all what he has done to me. This boy made my life a disaster for several years, yet, I did forgive him and fucking dated him. I can't believe that I was about to give him my virginity. I'm really dumb and I hate myself for it.

I pushed past people who were sending me weird looks, heading quickly to my car. I have to leave this place, I guess parties aren't my cup of tea. I'll never attend a party again. I felt Luke following closely behind me but I didn't mind it. 

I hopped into the driver seat and waited for Luke to get into the car too. I took a quick glance at his face, I was literally shocked. Even though, Luke ruled the fight, he did have few cuts and wounds on several places on his face. I saw him wincing when he hopped in the car. 

"God Luke, I need to clean you up." I said rubbing his obviously sore cheekbone with my thumb, he winced under my touch. "I'm alright babe." 

"No, oh my God!" I exclaimed starting the engine, I started driving quickly exiting the neighborhood. The whole ride was extremely silent, I was lost in my thoughts while Luke was watching the scenery from the window even though it was pitch black at some point. Neither of us had something to say, except Ashton is one motherfucking bipolar and I'm so done with his shit.

I pulled the car in front of my house and grabbed my stuff. Luke followed me quietly and I unlocked the front door. Everyone is definitely silent since it's three in the morning. "Be quiet." I whispered taking his hand in mine to guide him through the dark. I kinda know the path since I'm used to sneaking out in the night. When we reached my room, I locked the door switching on the lights. I sighed rubbing my temples before grabbing his hand again to go to my bathroom. 

"Sit on the counter." I ordered grabbing a cloth and the bottle of disinfectant. I stood between his legs and took his jaw in my hand examining the wounded skin. I started rubbing the wet cloth over his skin causing him to wince a little. It hurts my heart to see him in pain, especially because it's because of me.

"I'm sorry Luke, it will go away." He pressed his lips together while I continued cleaning up his pretty face. I went back downstairs to grab some ice because there's a bruise on his stomach from Ashton's kicks earlier. I've never really hated someone in my life, but, I definitely hate that motherfucker right now. He is the one who started the fight, he doesn't want to stop acting like an asshole. I thought that this afternoon, he was being honest, that he won't cause more problems, but blame my naive self. 

"Doesn't it still hurt?" I asked with a concerned look on my face, "Just a little, I'm alright though." I nodded throwing the dirty cloth away before placing a kiss on the corner of his lips, since they were cuts on them. His hands gripped tightly my waist placing another kiss right on my lips, I could taste the disinfectant on mine but I didn't care. My hands held slightly his sore jaw putting enough passion into the kiss. The feeling of his lips on mine relaxed me in so many ways possible, I'm really glad to have him by my side. 

"Do you want to take a shower?" I asked him caressing his cheek softly making sure to do not hurt him. "Yeah." I nodded taking steps back to head over to bathroom cabinet to grab a clean towel while he's taking off his clothes. 

"I'll take one in the other bathroom." I mumbled exiting the room, I took the first t-shirt and pair of underwear that came on handy and made my way to the hallway's bathroom. I took off my disgusting sweat-drenched shirt along with my shorts throwing them to the side, my underwear followed them quickly. I turned on the water faucet and jumped under the hot water.

I washed off all the dirt and sweat from my body, letting the warm water relax me. It's been such an eventful night and I'm really proud of myself to be honest. I finally got the guts to defend myself, he seriously crossed the line too many times and I didn't do anything. I dried my body once I've finished and put on my clothes before going back to my room. I'm still surprised how neither of my parents woke up, but their room is on the other side of this floor so, they won't be able to hear me. Like, the other day, I started drumming at 2 in the morning and they didn't wake up.

I locked the door again behind me and I found Luke laying on my bed with his phone between his hands. He shot me a smile when he saw me standing next to him. I still feel bad for his face, I sat next to him and he took the opportunity to hold my hand in his.

"I'm exhausted, let's call it a night." I said with a yawn, jumping under the duvet, Luke followed me switching the lights off. His arms were around my waist holding me from the back, I love spooning with Luke. His light stubble tickled the skin of my neck, making a smile appear on my face.

"Luke, your beard is tickling me." I giggled moving my head trying to get rid of the tickling sensation. He laughed rubbing his jaw against my neck making me let out several loud giggles. He put his hand over my mouth to muffle my laughs.

"You're going to wake your parents." He murmured against my skin where he placed a kiss, when he removed his hand from my mouth, my lips found his in a very languorous kiss. He used his elbows to hold his weight when he was hovering over me. Butterflies attacked my stomach intensely making me realize how much I like this boy. 

"Luke, your wounds." I warned caring about not hurting his cuts. "I'm okay, as long as I'm kissing you." I smiled sealing my lips with his again. We moaned quietly, the sound made my heart race and I was craving more and more.

"Fuck you little shit, what are you doing to me?" He mumbled against my lips chuckling in the end, I hummed taking his bottom lip between mine, his lip ring sending shivers all along my body; the coldness of the metal contrasted with his warm lips. I sucked on it and my heart skipped a beat when he let out a muffled quiet moan. 

I pulled back, our lips barely touching, breathing hot puffs of air in each other's mouths. I lightly brushed my nails against his shoulders, then pulled at the hair at the nape of his neck when I reached it, and that made him lose control. He latched back on my lips, kissing me harder. I moaned into his mouth as he placed his hands on my lower back.

He lifted my baggy shirt and teasingly rubbed my hipbones. He kept our eyes locked in a gaze and his hand travels up under my shirt lightly touching my sides, making me shiver. His hands were under my shirt but barely touched my skin. The anticipation of his touch made my pulse quicken and my skin flush harder. I felt myself getting wetter and i couldn't take anymore teasing.

I moved back from his waist and straddled his lap, feeling his hard cock through his pants. I steadied myself and started grinding against him to get the friction that I burned for.

"Lauren.." He threw his head back in pleasure and his hands immediately found my hips, he didn't control my pace but he just kept them there, encouraging me. After a while the grinding lost its slow rhythm and grew more desperate,looking for more friction through both of our underwear. 

I rested my hands on his chest as I leaned as my still wet hair left droplets on it as I planted a kiss on his swollen lips. I went down to his neck and left open mouthed kisses there, my hips still working on his hard dick. I moved down lower to his stomach, minding his bruise and an idea popped in my head. I want to pleasure him first. I licked over his stomach slowly, my eyes searching for his, checking his reaction. When he understands what I'm trying to do he smiled and took my hair in his hand. 

"Fuck baby." He hissed, his eyes closed.

I felt a boost of confidence and moved back up and whispered hotly in his ear. "Can I suck your cock?"
He closed his eyes as if he's trying to think properly and whispered back. 

"Fuck- Lauren- babe- Do you even have to ask?"

I smirked at him and backed away getting in the right position I reached up and hooked both of my shaky fingers round the belt loops of his trousers and carefully pulled them down along with his boxers as he lifted his hips making his cock sprang up the second his boxers were down, hitting his stomach, it looked heavy and flushed.

My tongue darted out to lick at the pre-cum gathered on his slit. I look up at Luke questioningly to see him staring at me with furrowed eyebrows and a clenched jaw ,resting on his elbows. 

"Go on babe" He breaths out, his hand find my hair and massaging my scalp. Although this is my second time giving a blowjob, I'm definitely still so nervous and anxious, but the action reassured me.

I parted my lips and took the head in, his hand tightened in my hair and I tried to go deeper but ended up out of breath. I pulled off and breathed deeply trying not to cough. "You okay?" He asked ,his voice concerned. I nodded, knowing that he was looking at me already. I remembered Luke's instructions from my first try and this time I calmed myself before I took the head in my mouth again, I went down a bit deeper than before, reminding myself to keep breathing through my nose, I took the rest of his cock that i couldn't reach in my hand and pulled off, to soon go back down while pumping my hand up to meet my mouth. 

"Fuck Lauren, yeah like that babe" Luke moaned on top of me and it only made me more eager to please him. I soon got the hang of it, bobbing my head up and down hearing him whine and curse while still holding into my hair. His sounds made me feel even wetter and I needed to do something about it, I sneaked my left hand between my legs, tilting my panties to the side massaging my clit in circles. After a while my jaw started hurting and i didn't even have a technique anymore, I was just trying to go deeper every time now that my throat was relaxed. Suddenly Luke's hips jerked up and hit the back of my throat, "Oh fuck" He moaned I immediately pulled off and started aggressively coughing. 

"Oh fuck babe I didn't mean it- Sorry I just kinda lost control I-" I shook my head, my eyes tearing up from coughing and fixed a goal to myself. "What are- Oh fuck, Lauren." I took more of his cock into my mouth, using my tongue flat against it until I reached the end, my nose hitting his stomach, when I tried to pull off, he held my head there. 

"Shit im going to-" He came and I felt the warm liquid in my throat. I flinched but I swallowed nevertheless, this is my least favorite part about giving a blowjob but oh well. I didn't mind the salty taste on my tongue when he pulled me to his chest and kissed it away from my mouth. My heart still beating fast as I breathed heavily against his lips. Both of our cheeks were flushed and our lips swollen and mostly mine. He locked his dark blue eyes with mine before murmuring, his hot breath tickling my skin.

"Be mine Lauren."

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FIRST THINGS FIRST. thanks for my friend Ghada for helping me out with the smut bc i'm an awkward lil shit hahaha

anyways this chapter was really eventful and Im really proud of it srsly

ROWYSO IS OVER AND I STARTED CRYING THIS MORNING, i hope i'll get to see them soon in real life bc i dont know what im going to do with my life if i don't *cursing my lame country*

enough ranting about my shitty life 

hope you enjoyed this chapter and more exciting stuff are coming

i love you lotsss

AND WE ARE CLOSE TO 2K READ WHAT

yasss 

alright bye x