I opened my eyes difficultly trying to adjust them to the strong light of the morning. I rubbed the sleep off my eyes before turning around to meet Ashton's sleepy face. I smiled slightly before memories came back suddenly. Dirty dance, the shots, truth or dare, smoking, fighting with Luke, kissing him and Ashton hitting him. Apparently Ashton saw him kissing me and he got really mad. I tried calming him and the guys joined keeping Luke, so he wouldn't punch Ashton again. I'm so upset with Luke. He's such a douche bag.

"Morning Laur." A sleepy raspy voice mumbled and I pushed his blonde locks off of his forehead smiling. "Hey Ash, how are you?" I asked.

"I'm okay since I woke up to you." I blushed enrolling my arms around his torso, he makes me so fucking happy. "Sorry about yesterday, he just kissed me and .." He cut me off immediately and I furrowed my eyebrows. "He deserved that because he needs to understand that you're mine, he can go fuck Madison and forget about you." 

"He made fun of me." I murmured avoiding his gaze, "The other day, Madison said Luke told her that I'm so pushy, clingy and a terrible kisser." Ashton's jaw clenched when I finished talking, he leaned and kissed my forehead before speaking. "Babe, fuck them. You know exactly who you are, you don't need Luke or Madison or whoever to tell you that. You know what, you are amazing. Your personality is pure gold and you're a good kisser. Hell, you turn me on only by kissing me." I laughed burring my face in his chest blushing, he brushed his fingers through my hair and I lifted my head to meet his beautiful eyes.

"You're so beautiful Lauren." He truthfully said and my stomach was doing flips. I'm so glad to have him in my life, so fucking glad. He knows that I'm so insecure coming to my appearance and manners, he knows that Luke's words hurt me so bad. But he knows how to fix this. 

We continued cuddling in bed and watching Netflix, being the lazy butts we are. We didn't bring up what happened yesterday again and I planned on forgetting about it. I had my head on his chest and his arms around me, his presence warming me up in a cold day and we were enjoying the movie we were watching. 

"Lauren?" He broke the silence when the movie ended. I hummed keeping my attention on my phone, there were a lot of pictures from yesterday's party. "I wanna tell you something."

"Yeah, go on." I mumbled against his chest and he cleared his throat, I'm not really paying attention to him, I was too focused on a picture Madison posted with Luke in her bed apparently. I'm so disgusted, but I can't help it, I'm so jealous. 

"I feel so comfortable around you, Lauren, like I miss you every time you're not over and I found myself thinking about you the whole time and everything is perfect about you. I really wanna clear things with you. So, will you be my girlfriend?" My eyes widened and I dropped my phone looking up at him, he had a nervous look on his face. 

"Wait, what?" I asked quickly confused, is he really asking me to become his girlfriend? He bit his lip, his cheeks flushing, "I really want you to become my girlfriend, of course, if you want to." I kissed his lips without hesitation passionately and his hand caressed my cheek. 

"Of course I want to." I whispered once I pulled out of the kiss, he smiled widely pecking my lips another time. He grabbed his phone from the side and opened the camera app, facing it towards us. I covered my face under the blanket and he laughed tickling my side. I probably looked like shit, I'm not taking pictures. 

"Come on baby, let's take cute couple pics." He begged trying to remove the blanket from my face, after many temptations, I gave up. I fixed my hair and showed my best smile. We took so many pics, with silly faces and kisses. Then, he decided to post the cutest one where Ash kissed my cheek and I was smiling widely. He added 'my cute gf <3' . The whole school will know about us now, but, I don't care. As long as I'm happy, I don't care about anyone.

After few minutes, my phone vibrated under the pillow and I saw Kenzie's name on the screen. She's so gonna freak out. I slid the answer button over the screen and put it on speaker. "Let's annoy her." I whispered to Ashton before speaking to the phone. 

"Hello buttercup." 

"Is Ashton being serious on his last post? Are you really his girlfriend?" I laughed hysterically before answering. "Yep, we're together since this morning." 

"Baaaaaa.." Ashton started making the sheep's voice and I laughed even harder. "What the fuck, is that Ashton?" 

"I don't know really." I managed to answer with a muffled voice and she snapped. "What are you? Four or seventeen?" 

"Maybe less.." I shrugged and Ashton started making the cow's voice. I put my hand on his mouth muffling his voice and he licked my palm. I yelled wiping it on his pillow with a disgusted face, "You're so fucking gross, ew." 

"You love it." He replied with a smug smile on his face and I rolled my eyes annoyed. "Guys, I'm here!" Kenzie yelled through the phone and I started laughing. I really forgot about her. "Go away Kenzie, I'm having fun with my girlfriend." Butterflies erupted in my stomach when he said my girlfriend and I smiled shyly but I burst out laughing when she cursed at him. 

"Go fuck yourself Ash, stop stealing my bestie." She said before hanging up and I tried to catch my breath because of how hard I was laughing. Kenzie has always been so dramatic over so many things, she would always freak out and cause a huge scene. 

"Okay Ash, let's do something productive today." He finally broke the silence lifting himself on his elbow, I shrugged touching the home button to see the time, it's actually five o'clock in the afternoon. Ashton got up of the bed mentioned to me to get up moving his hands. I sighed stretching my muscles before getting up, I put my hair in a messy bun before exiting his bedroom, I noticed that I was only wearing his flannel and if his mum saw me like that or his brother, it would extremely awkward.

"Where are you taking me?" I whispered and he laughed out loud shaking his head, "You don't have to whisper Laur, we are home alone." I followed him downstairs to a little room connected to the office and I figured that it was where he keeps his drum kit. "I got new ones for Christmas, so, let's try them together, you still play?"

"Of course silly." I replied with a huge smile. The drums has always been my escape, I remember begging my mum to let me take drums lessons when I was around thirteen, Ashton was the one who convinced me to learn how to play it because I'd spend hours and hours admiring him play, I found my world in these instruments and even though during the last three years without Ashton, I kept playing and improving, because they've became more than something that reminds me of him, but something that makes me forget about my problems and drown in these loud beats. 

"I learned this sick technique, oh my God, Lauren, you'll be shocked!" He gushed happily sitting on the stool grabbing his drumsticks. I sat on a random love seat in the corner kicking my feet up on the arm, keeping my eyes on him. He started playing moving his head to the beat and I got lost in how handsome he looked. His teeth were gripping softly his lower lip, his hair was flying the air everything he balanced his head, his muscles moved under his skin. His beautiful eyes were focused on the drums with eyebrows furrowed. He was so damn hot, I know exactly why all the girls in my school droll after him. But, he was mine. Completely mine. He played the last roll before banging the crashes. I was pretty impressed, but, I'm gonna kick his ass off. 

"You don't even know, what you're involving yourself in, Irwin." I said getting up from the couch taking a seat on the stool. He handed me the drumsticks, and I flipped my hair back dramatically before starting playing. 

"Fuck Laur, you're so hot sitting on my drums kit! I just wanna bang you as hard as you're going to bang these fucking drums." I heard him say through the noise I was making and I rolled my eyes playfully. I secretly like who he talks dirty to me.

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suddenly you're an angel ashton? thats new.

I have so many pre-written chapters and I'm planning on writing more, so that when I'm on vacation next month I'll update normally. 

i hope that this chapter is good

we're getting in guys! the real meaning of the story is coming soon! 

okay byeee 

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