Sometimes I feel so shitty that I want to break everything and shout and cry and just make it all go away. And the worst part is that everything is all right. Everything. Is. Fucking. All. Right. But I don't feel like it is. And I feel pathentic and stupid and just... Awfull. And I want to erase all of my works and I feel so lonely... That's fucking horrible. And if anyone critice me when I feel like this or just this person doesn't act like I want at the moment, I'm angry and I start to feel even worse.