A/n: not happy right now lol. Uhhh, hope your all healthy as fuck. :) im not and I'm complaining again XD don't mean to.

Warning: talks about throwing up, I tried not to go in such detail.

Connor's POV

The Evan Hansen, himself, skipped class.

Which is huge to me. I never ever seen my boyfriend skip nor miss a day of school.

But he did today.

It was about seventh period, science, when I didn't see him. He did have a different look on his face today. He looked kinda really tired.

He fell asleep during lunch; I threaten a really nasty threat at everyone at our table if they wake him up, something's going to happen.

He always said personally he hated the bathroom, filled with germs and such , and only goes in there once and a while if he has a panic attack. Today, he has been going every five minutes and usually spends ten minutes in there every period I am with him.

I think he is super sick to be honest. It just bothers me that he didn't tell me nor did he take a day off.

Evan's POV.

I am sick. Fully drop dead sick.

I never get sick at all. It has been a few years of me getting sick.

Literally.

(A/n: same Evan, same. I have to be a new patient to the thingy and stuff. Yes, I can describe things XD)

I been throwing up all day long and accidentally fell asleep In one of my classes. Luckily Connor took notes for me and said it was no big deal after I apologise a million times.

My throat is so raw, my empty stomach flipped around, and my head pounded loudly.

The thought of food made me even more sick.

I left around seventh period, I couldn't take no more.

I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom; which the reply was yes.

I picked my things up as the teacher looked back at the board.

I ran out the door so fast and dashed to the front door.

I lied and I felt guilty for doing it but I was sick, I didn't know what else to do.
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I walked to my house, which took me a while, as the sun hit my skin, which made me sweat exessively.

The house stood up tall, and made me  have a sense of warmth and comfort as I entered.

My bed seemed to call my name because that's the first place I went and flopped on my bed.
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onnor's POV

The period ended and he hasn't came back. He didn't even explain to me when he picked up his bookbag and ran.

So, I had bluntly left; without a word.

It isn't like I give a fuck. Let them call my parents and give me a detention, I dont really care.

The teacher called my name as I headed towards the front door, leaving this hell.
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I ran towards his house, worried.

His house's door was easily  unlocked.

I stepped in side and locked the door; out of habit of doing it to my own door in my house.

"Evan?"

No response.

I crept to his closed bedroom door.

I knocked on it softly.

"Evan?"

No response still.

"Evan, open the...open the door, please.....Evan open the door....it is not like we are fighting anymore... Evan I know your scared, I been there--"

The door immediately opened and arms were wrapped around me.

I tried to calm him down as best a possible. I checked his head and it was burning.

Poor Evan.
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Evan's POV

I threw up many times.

I think I have gotten a virus or so, which sure is great.

Ironically my mother isn't here to help me at all, since her studying and work is busing her already as she is in and out of the house.

Connor, the person who would be always be there for me as I make my shot and so, was standing at my door.

I felt instantly relax and relieved in a way as I wrapped my arms around him.

I was silently laying in bed, feeling death grasping at me. Intil I heard my name being called.
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He had made me soup as I laid in a ball on my bed.

I waved my hands at him and pushed it away.

"You aren't throwing up anything. At least try to. I know, I know, it hurts and such. But you'll feel better."

I shook my head.

"N-...no..I just want to sleep...I am not hungry.."

Well, boy oh boy, was I forced to eat. I cried as I did because my throat hurted and my stomach was horrid. But, needless to say, I felt kinda better.

Fucking hate when Connor's right.

"Evan, wanna go to a doctor?"

"I wanna sleep!" I wined at him.

I felt like a tiny child as I laid in bed.
I sweated profusely all day and I had changed into shorts and a tank top.

"I just want to sleep Con...I will be fine after I sleep."

I tugged at his hand.

"Please stay... please?"

He sighed before taking his shoes off.

"Like I want to go back to school. Plus, your dieing it seems."

He gently smiled at me as he began to cuddle me.

"Throw up on me, and see what happens."

I laughed at him. I already got medicine in my system, I already felt better a bit.
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Connor's POV.

He fell asleep for about twenty minutes now, which made me calm down a bit.

I couldn't sleep after that, adrenaline rushed through my veins and my worried thoughts still floated above my head.

I checked his head about five times; each in which he had cooled more down.

Maybe I am over thinking it.

Maybe I should just sleep myself.

But then my ringtone was played on his nightstand.

I tried not to wake him up as I reach for the phone.
I pressed the answer button and held the phone to my ear.

"Hello?"

It was my father who was on the phone. His voiced boomed through the phone, which made me jump and again, worry in fear of Evan waking up.

"Connor Mell Murphy! Where are you at this moment and time?!-"

I pulled the phone away from me and stared at it for a moment.

Not going to throw away my shot, so in the perfect moment I say to my father figure, "I am doing hella drugs in the back of Payless. Bye."

I hung up on my father figure, knowing there will be consequences.

But I put the phone back without hesitation and kissed Evan on the nose.

Til then, I fell asleep.

A/n: wow. Why do I keep on doing that? Like, it always ends with them sleeping? Is my insomnia and mind clock messed up talking? I don't know..I think it is really cute.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

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dk why but I feel like this is Connor's phone in a way XD fucking Zoe as the cow 🐄. (Not in a rush sense but like a humor sense)

Love ya bubsy 💓