I thought of this, I been having writer's block for this, and I just had yeah... Probably gonna take a while as I watch skin wars lmaaaaaooooo ha

Warning: none, it's short and fluffy, like not me XD *tall and edgy*

Evan's POV:

I was sitting in the park on an old wooden bench, waiting for my mother to pick me up. In the corner of my eye, a fast movement passed me.

I turn my head fully as the sun kisses my face gently to see a tall male on a skate board.

My face burned a bit and I put my head in my hands, wishing I'd stop reacting like that everytime I see the gosh darn guy. (A/N: me:*curses every minute*...*begins to sweat to find something more innocent*) The guy has a name of course, Connor Murphy, the mysterious, handsome Connor Murphy that I fell for years ago. It's like I'm unnoticed though, I never will have a chance, ever. I mean, I'm a fidgeting, compulsive, stuttering nothing. How can someone like me? Pass that, love me to even want lips to touch, to hold, to...anything? (A/N: mood famalam)

No one, that's who. I know it, he, she, we know it. I will never be seen, I'll never be loved. (A/N: meee)

I sighed in a stressful way. I finally lost the burning sensation on my cheeks, and I turned more droopy as the thoughts consumed me.

"Hey, Evan Hansen, right?" A voice said. I popped my head up to see Connor Murphy himself, making me not being able to move.

I felt like a volcano, ready to blow. Time to not fuck it up Evan Hansen. Don't say something stupid...

"Skateboards are cool!" I blurted out before internally facepalming as Connor chuckles.

"Yeah, I think they are too." He responded, his eyes filled with emotions.

"Uh- I mean, I'm Connor, no, no, I'm Evan, not Connor, you are Connor, I'm Evan." I said, trying to be chill, but it didn't work. Be more Chill...have to keep it in my mind for next time, if there is one.

He smiled brightly before sitting next to me, trying to not make it ackward.

"So, uh, yeah, I thought you were Evan, I see you around at school and you seem to be here alot." He said, looking forward towards the skating park in front of us.

I nodded silently, having my stomach to triple flips.

"Wow! Yeah, you know I only come here for the trees, and not in a weird way to like watch children, that's not me, that's super not okay to do, unless it's your own kid, because you know, children can get hurt and people can be here like that and...I just like nature..." I said, rambling on and on before I stopped myself, making it worse.

Connor chuckled before responding with, "no, no, I take you as a cute boy admiring things people can't seem to as they are obsessed with electronics."

It was my turn to look away as my heart paced and my face began to burn.

Cute boy?

"Yeah, I guess so, uh connor-" I was interrupted as my mother's car horn went off. It was time to leave of course. Time to leave Connor.
I stood up before Connor grabbed my wrist gently. "Wait, Ev, can I give you my number?" Connor says to me.

Oh my Patrick Stump on a kinky boot, i am going to melt at this point if he doesn't stop with the names and complements and the...I can't even!

"Uh, yeah!" I said before pulling out my phone and handing it to him, of course he let go of me (A/n: IF YOU WANNA FUCK ME LET ME GOOOOOO- that's not...how the lyrics go XD) which made me a bit sad on the inside.

He handed it back and we looked into each other's eyes before I looked back at my phone and I thought for a second about how I would quickly say goodbye. Of course my mind is amazing at this...

"Amiright when I say phone numbers so long?" I said out of nowhere to stop the tension.

"Something else's longer." Connor said as he winked and finger gunned.

"Panic! At the Disco song titles?" I said in response of not understanding the remark.

Connor threw his head back and laughed til he couldn't.

"Y...yes Evan, the song titles from Panic! At the Disco is longer then....phone numbers!" He said in between laughing.

"Uh, yeah, seems like it..anyways.. i-uh got...to go?" I said in a questioning way.

"Bye.. Evan!" He says as he's still laughing about what I said.

I walked off, laughing at his reaction.

Maybe skater boy has a happy side.

A/n:
Yes, you needed that shit right there XD I HAD to, I'm not sorry.

Also, I'm just blasting Get Scared's music as the edgy fuck I am...

SHE WAS A GIRL, HE WAS A BOY, CANT MAKE IT ANYMORE OBVIOUS...

Yes, that made this XD and also, my boyfriend skates and I was like "yeet, that sounds good as a one shot kinda..."

And also,was at the pool and there was a skating park and a teen was there and he was in dark clothing, skating and I thought, "CONNOR!" XD I'm sorry, that's how my mind works, it just snapped and I had toooooooo

Now ya know

Love ya bubsy.