I was able to sneak and make a chapter
Enjoy!

Things to look out for
Y/N- your name

Your POV
I was out in the rain, it was pouring out I wasn't wearing any protection and was just walking, I got back home and opened the door, tiny drip drops were falling off me to the floor. As I closed the door I was sliding on it to the floor, tears falling down my face.

Zayn doesn't know any of this.....

My thoughts got interrupted by a knock on the door I was on.

Zayn- Y/N?
Y- Z-Zayn?
Z- hey it's me Zayn may I come in
Y- o-kay

I slowly opened the door, he gave a smile then turned into a frown. He walked in and grabbed my hand an leading me to the living room. When we sat he was sitting next to me looking in my eyes as I was, tears started forming in my eyes the I started sobbing. Zayn brought my head on his shoulder and rubbing my back, he was rocking my back and forth.

Z- tell me what happened?
Y- how do you know
Z- your friends contacted me, they know you tell me everything
Y- well okay
Z- take your time, no rush
Y- well, D/N killed herself

It became really silent he stopped rocking my and pulled away he looked deeply in my eyes.

Z- Y/N, you know why?
Y- I'm not certain
Z- it's okay, but right now you need to relax
Y- okay, see you-
Z- wait I never said anything of leaving
Y- your staying here?

He pushed my down the the couch and him next to me, I was facing his chest he started storming my hair and singing a lullaby softly.

For all the times that you rain on my parade
And all the clubs you get in using my name
You think you broke my oh girl for goodness sake
You thinking I'm crying on my own well I ain't

And I didn't want to write a song
cause I didn't want anyone thinking
I still care I don't but you still my phone up
And baby I've been moving on
And I thing you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back
Maybe you should know that

My mam don't like you N's she likes everyone
And I never lie admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what's going on
But know I know
I'm better sleeping on my own

Cause of you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holding on to something
You should go and love yourself

And when you told me that you hated my friends
The only problem was with you and not them
And every time you told me my opinion was wrong
And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't want to write a song
Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care
I don't
But you still hit my phone up
And baby I be moving on
And I think you should be something o don't wanna hold back
Maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I e been so caught up in my job
Didn't see what was going on
But now I know
I'm better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby you should go and love yourself
And of you think that I'm still holding on to something you should go and love yourself

For all the time that you made me feel small
I fell in love. Now I feel nothing at all
And never felt so low when I was vulnerable
Was I a fool to let you break down my walls

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holding on to some
You should go and love yourself

Cause if you like the way you look at much
Oh, baby you should go and love you
And if you think ( you think ) that I'm ( that I'm )
Still holding on ( holding on ) to something
You should go and love yourself

After when he finished I fell asleep.

( I had no internet on my iPad so I had to use my mums phone for the lyrics and I had to copy them down )

Few hours later

When I woke up I still saw a chest, it was warm and fuzzy. I opened my eyes and saw Zayn stroking my hair then he hugged my tightly.

Z- you sleep well?
Y- yeah I did
Z- that's good, you hungry?
Y- a little
Z- we can order pizza
Y- that would be nice

As Zayn ordered pizza, we sat down my the couch and has the pizza in front of us, we watched t.v while at it and had drinks, I felt a smirk come on my face as I thought of something.

Y- hey Zayn?
Z- yeah?
Y- you gave something on your face
Z- * wipes face * did I get it
Y- let me help you

I grab the glass of my drink and splashed it on his face, he shook his body and stood form he spot cause some of the drink to fall on the couch.

Z- what was that for?!
Y- nothing just thought it would be funny and it's more than funny
Z- ha, ha very funny Y/N I would be laughing my head off

( OMI when I was write this there's kids that are being violent with each other including my brother their just chocking someone! )

As he dried himself he came back on the couch, he stared hugging me so the wet ness would come on me.

Z- my little sister

Awwwww! Bro and sis time so cute! Now I was able to write this on the weekdays but not publish it since I was at a house and with no internet!
Author~chan out