How can making plans make me so upset?
I make plans with friends and tell mum and she suggests other plans which I tell to the friends that they don't agree with and they suggest an alternative that my mum doesn't like and I'm just thinking 'i don't want to waste money on train tickets because I'm saving up and I had a good day with mum but they're making valid points too and stop getting mad at me for not agreeing with your plans oh what's the point in even fucking going right now? Are you supposed to cry and when you get stressed out like this? And I love you mum but please stop suggesting things because you're confusing me.'

All I want to do now is be miserable in my room for my days off. Give me more work I don't want to be off I wanna go places in the future. Ffs why did I even ask the f they were free this weekend?