POV SWITCH
HEATHERS POV

fuck. Did he really have to give me the real bullet? And seriously? Henry? STOP TORTURING ME!!! I can't do this. I deserve this. This is what I deserve. I hate myself. I'm so stupid. If I'd been a better kid mom wouldn't have left. Dad wouldn't have quit his job. My aunt wouldn't have had to drive to my house, which means her car wouldn't have flipped because of a drunk driver. She'd still be alive. My uncle wouldn't have overdosed from grief if she hadn't died. Turns out my aunt was pregnant. The baby wouldn't have died if I'd just been a good girl when I was little. It's all my fault. I deserve this. I deserve this. I DESERVE THIS! No no no no I need. I need my pills. I need my pills. I can't do this. I'm so sorry mom. I'm so sorry I wasn't a good daughter. I'm sorry aunty. I shouldn't have tried to make you be my new mother. You should've stayed with your family in Florida. You shouldn't have tried to drive here. I'm so sorry Uncle Rick. It's my fault your wife died. I'm so sorry I caused this for you. But I'm not apologizing to him. Never will I ever. I deserve this. I need my pills.

A/N: hope y'all are enjoying. Don't forget to comment and vote. I'm so grateful for all of you. I'm serious everyone is so so so amazing. I love all of you so so much. Thank you.
Eliza Schuyler Hamilton 💙💙