I stood on the bus, with Harry's iPod I had stolen from him... he hasn't noticed.

I had wiped the whole entire thing and replaced it with, better, more enjoyable and awesome music than he had on it.

I was in some PJ short's and a Cherry Coke shirt.

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I put the head phones in and Jedward came on, now, don't judge, it isn't my fault. My neighbour has a kid, who is OBSESSED with the two idiots... and I like this ONE song. Now, please, let me go make a fool of myself.

"She's got her lipstick on

Here I come, da da dum

She's got her lipstick on

Hit and run, then I'm gone

Check my colour, colour, hey, hey, ey

Check my colour, colour, hey, hey, ey"

I danced on the table like a eipc dance ninja at a Dance Ninja concert.

I shuffled as I sang along, out loud might I add. That's right, I have no shame.

"You look at me and I got you in mind

I come on over see what I could find

No appetite for delusion

I could've win what i'm losin'

You're say yes when it is no, no, no, no"

I jumped around in the kitchen, making myself a sandwich... that's how I roll.

BITCH GOT A PROBLEM?! WELL NANANANANANANANANA, I'm not listening.... wait for it...

"When I walk in the club

All eyes on me

I'm with the party rock crew

All drinks are free

We like ciroc

We love patron

We came to party rock

Everybody it's on-" now my favourite part!

"SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS!  SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS! SHOTS!" I repeated and looked through the fridge for some coca-cola.

"The ladies love us

When we pour shots

They need an excuse

To suck our-" I stopped as I saw a can and picked it up, and continued singing.

"One day when I came home at lunch time I head a funny noise

Went out to the backyard to find out if it was one of those rowdy boys

Stood there was my neighbour called Peter and a Flux Capacitor

He told me he built a time machine

Like one in a film I've seen

Yeah, yeah" I put my sandwich on the table, along with my cola and jumped onto my 'bed' and belted out Busted's song, 3000.

"He said, "I've been to the year 3000

Not much has changed but they live underwater

And your great, great, great granddaughter

IS PRETTY FINE!" I laughed and did jumped round the room again.

"He took me to the future in the flux thing and I saw everything

Boy bands and another one and another one and another one

Triple breasted women swim around town totally naked!" I burst out laughing. I bent over clutching my side's and I listened to the chorus again. I smiled, sitting down on the couch and finally taking a bite into my delicious sandwich.

I felt being stared at, so I looked up to see Niall, Liam, Louis, Harry and Zayn staring at me... with their mouth's on the ground.

I was frozen mid-bite as we all stared at each other.

I was about to say something, until I heard my new favourite song in the world.

I stood, dropping my sandwich "OH MY GOD!" I fan girled in front of them.

"In the end, as you fade into the night

Who will tell the story of your life?

In the end, as my soul's laid to rest,

What is left of my body?

Or am I just a shell?

I have fought,

And with flesh and blood, I commanded an army.

Through it all,

I have given my heart for a moment in glory" I grinned and skipped over to Niall and grabbed his hand's.

I started to dance around him as he watched me, sing to him, kind of. I acted like I was telling him the story I made up in my head while listening to this song. I pointed and looked at him with the emotions I had thought to put with the music video I came up in my head.

I ran up to Harry, grabbed his hand's and circled him. I stopped and leaned into his face and looked at him with a slight mischievous smirk.

"Born a saint,

Though, with every sin I still wanna be holy.

I will live, again.

Who are we isn't how we live,

We are more than our bodies!" I twirled away from him and grabbed onto Liam's hand's.

"In the end, as we fade into the night

Who will tell the story of your life?

And who will remember your last good bye?

'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid,

I'm not afraid to die" I grin at him, before grabbing my food and drink, and legging it to their sleeping quarter's and jumped onto the made bunk bed at the top.

I hummed along to my song's as I ate the sandwich in peace.

I finished, and frisbeed the plate onto the opposite bunk to the left.

"What are you doing in my bunk Jane?" I look at Liam innocently from the top bunk.

"Sleeping"

"No"

"But i'm tired!" I groaned.

"Then sleep on your bed!" Zayn yelled from somewhere.

"PISS OFF YA FUCKED UP WULRUS!" I yelled.

"Why do I have to sleep on the uncomfortable couch? Why can't I just sleep on a bunk bed? Just for once?" I gave Liam my puppy dog eye's.

He sighed "Fine, but not on my bed"

I grinned "Kay babe!" I fell to the floor, face planting and then stood up. Liam gave me a concerned look.

"I'm okay! Nothing broken... I hope" I grin, before diving into the bunk in the middle.

"Niall, she's in your bunk!" Zayn yelled as he walked in and glared at me.

I grinned at him and watch as Niall walked in.

He stare's at me for a second "Where am I going to sleep?" he ask's.

I shrug "I don't care"

"Just get in with her" Harry roll's his eyes as he walk's in and onto the bottom bunk.

Niall look's at me, begging with those adorablkdkdgrfsdsflatetfodsde, I mean freaky looking eye's.

I sighed "Don't touch me" I say and move so I was next to the wall.

He climbed in next to me and we both laid there as everyone started to fall asleep in their bunk's.

~

After awhile, I couldn't sleep.

I turned over and stared at Niall with a pout "Wanna play rock, paper scissors?"

He look's at me and grin's "YES!"

"SHHH!" we heard someone growl.

"NO!" Niall and I yelled, grinning at each other.

"Okay, go" we started to play, with out screaming profanities at each other.

"Rock kills scissors man" I insist.

"NU-UH"

"Don't make me freaking hurt you" I growled.

"Try"

"YOU KNOW WHAT?! I WILL FUCKING GOOGLE THIS SHIT!" I screamed on top of my lung's.

It was silent, until we heard Harry under the bunk under neath us.

"Are you guy's actually googling sex positions?" the whole bus was silent.

"Harry, I give you the time to run as I push Niall out of the way to cut your curl's" I growl. I hear Harry leg it and I push past Niall and get off the bunk bed.

"HA, sucker" I snicker and climb into his bed.

"NIGHT!" I yelled out to everyone.

"Night" I heard Liam mumble.

"NIGHT JANEY!"

"Good-night Louis" I try not to laugh.

"Night, cheater"

"Do not make me come up there Niall, it will not be pretty"

"Trust me, where ever you go, it is never pretty" I rolled my eyes at Zayn's remark.

"Good night to you to, ass hole" I rolled over and fell asleep instantly.

~

I sat in the kitchen, watching Harry, who's shirt-less by the way... I don't know why.

ANYWAY, he's making pan cake's....

Niall and I sat next to each other, fighting for the maple syrup bottle.

"CHILDREN!" we stopped and looked at Liam.

"I will be having the maple syrup" Liam stated, taking the bottle of us.

"Ass"

"Dick head" I stop and stare at Niall wide eyed.

"Did you just say-?"

He grinned "Yeah"

"I HAVE CORRUPTED YOU!" I squealed and hugged him.

" KNEW I COULD DO IT!" I fist pumped and noticed everyone staring at me, Harry mid-way flipping a pan cake and everyone just looking at me.

"Um, a fish?" I point to the fridge and laugh as everyone turn's and look's at the empty fridge.

Gullible idiots.

I pried the maple syrup out of Liam's hand's "Mine"

I stuck my tongue out at him and sat down again, and received my pan cake's.

 ~

I finished and was now just walking around the tour bus, completely bored "Look's like Niall's got a new best friend" I heard Louis whisper to Zayn.

I stopped and slowly turned to them, fuming "Oh hell no, i'm no one's friend. No one's BEST FRIEND. I am a lone wolf, you are all just acquaintances that mean nothing to me. NOTHING" I growled at Louis.

He looked at me in surprise and I stalked away.

 ~

I sat on top of a bunk, going through someone's phone, delete, delete, delete, black mail, delete, delete, del- why hello there.

I looked at the girl next to Niall's, seem's someone's gotten a little girl friend. I looked at her, and instantly sent it over to my assistant, I call her Jelly.... but her real name is Jean Lauren Larks. Yes, I remember her full name.... who do you take me as?!

Find out all you can on the girl, call *insert random secret spy number here* and ask for Jane ~ yateddybearbabe ;)

Haha, secret code name's, you gotta love 'em.

....

Wait, why did I do that?

I don't actually care about NIALL do I?

PFFT, I don't.

And I can't.

It was just to embarass him...

Yeah, and black mail ^.^

I quickly wiped it out of the 'sent' items and then decided to set his alarm for two in the morning. I stopped as I saw the date...

It's the tenth.

I laid, frozen in place.

Today's the day he left.

Today's the day he committed- he died.

He died-ed.

Dead.

Gone.

Six feet under.

All because of the people that made my life a living hell. I slipped out of the bunk and then went into the bathroom, leaving behind Niall's phone.

~

I could hear everyone snoring, so I decided to finally come out of my little room, which I may have been crying silently in...

NO JUDGING.

I looked around, pulling a suit case to the centre of the tour bus and climbed up to the trap door in the roof. I opened it and pulled my self up. I put the door back and sat, looking up at the sky.

"Hey big bro.... how's it hanging?" I smiled a little.

"I miss you... I did what you told me to, look after mom and dad, they're probably at their house right now, drinking wine and having french bread... I just wish you could see it"

I buried my head in my arm's, that were hugging my knee's to my chest "I just wish you didn't do it... why leave me here, all alone? Why.... I'm just.... i'm just so alone. I can't do it. I'm so sorry. I can't make friends, not after what happened when we were younger.

Never trust anyone, that was what you said. These boy's, the one's that are snoring their faces off underneath me, they've got no chance... I only am friends with Chelsea, because she was your girlfriend. 

I'm not even sure if she is my friend anymore, she left me behind, she forced me. I'm pretty sure she's only being my friend because of sympathy and money. 

I just.... don't know what to do.

You were always good with this stuff, talking to people, helping them, mending them, befriending them, you were just the people person.... then there's me. I can't talk to people, everyone's either going to stab me in the back or move on with their life, don't you remember?

Remember all the time's where we were stepped on, thrown into the gutter?

I remember, when mom and dad couldn't feed us, so you and I went and tried to find some food for all of us" I chuckled, remember him and I running down back streets from the police, and only for a packet of gummy bear's and chips.

"And only for a pack of Gummy Bears and chicken favored chips, oh how we laughed about it week's later, how childish we were, only getting the junk food.

Though, it was entertaining, wasn't it? 

I just wish you're here now...

We could be on the top of the world, laughing and having fun, liked we planned...

But I guess thing's don't always go our way, ha?

Well.... I guess this is good bye for now, i'll talk to you soon.

I love you" I whispered, looking up into the sky, only to see a shooting star.

I closed my eyes and breathed in a choppy breathe, I wish I can be truly happy again.

I kept my eyes shut, just sitting there, feeling the cold night wrap around me and squeeze the warmth out of my very soul. I sighed, opening the roof's lid up and jumping down. I didn't look around, instead and I went straight to my bed and buried my head in my pillow that absorbed my silent cries and tear's.

~ Third POV ~

The three boy's woke up with a bang, they all got up and found that 'Jane' was no where to be found, they opened their mouth's to wake the other's, until they heard her speak.

~

 They knew she was coming down so they scattered, one under the table, one sat in the bus driver's seat and one hid in the cupboard under the sink.

They heard her get into bed and waited.

~

They slowly came out of their hiding places, looking at the girl who seemed to be filled with anger, weep silently in her sleep. They looked at each other before going back to their bunk's.

"I can't believe she actually has emotion besides anger" one whispered.

"I just can't believe she seem's to be filled with some much pain" another whispered.

"I just can't believe she's suffering, all alone, and we can't do anything to help her" the third one sighed.

But what no one knew, was that a fourth member of the band was wide awake, the whole time.

*~*~*

A/N: Hiya guy's!

I'm sooooo sorry I haven't updated in such a long time! 

To be truthful... I kind of forgot about the story D:

I'M SOWWY!

I was just a bit forgetful lately, I had only remembered to update Kidnapped, and I spent most of my night writing it.

I'm sorry if this doesn't satisfying you all :L

Well, i'll try harder next time XD

I PROMISE!

Oh, and if you want a fight/conversation/an event idea or something you want to happen, comment below and I'll try to put it into the story ^.^

PEACESKIES xx