Wooooo pain time bc I'm sleep deprived

I sighed as I watered the last crop in my garden. It was peaceful yes, and quiet. But I was getting bored, I just want to be back outside. Living in the farm again. How boring it was just endlessly exploring a house you've already explored. Boring most of the time, until you find someone new- or something new. Then it was actually quite fun. Until Martin pushes them of the clock, or just someplace high. Then it was just chaotic, genuinely.

Tubbo: Hey Scott!

A familiar voice called, I spun around. There was Tubbo, trotting over.

Scott: Hey Tubbo
Tubbo: How ya doing?
Scott: Fine
Tubbo: Uh huh. Yeah right.
Scott: Is something wrong?
Tubbo: Scott- seriously?!
Scott: What?
Tubbo: You- argh! You know what- just- arghhhhhhhhhh-
Scott: Erm- you alright?
Tubbo: Yeah yeah fine.
Scott: Uhm- alright?
Tubbo: So, uh- yeahhhhhh- uhm- howsssss- trauma?
Scott: Active and violent, and absolutely hating me.
Tubbo: O h,
Tubbo: Then... opinion on snow?
Scott: Love and hate. Love it because it's nice and cold, also I get to chase people with snow or ice.
Scott: Hate it because I get sick quite easily, it's cold, and my crops, or most of my crops. Hate it and hide.
Tubbo: Huh, nice.
Scott: You?
Tubbo: Hate it. Get stuck in it all the time.
Scott: Fair enough.
Tubbo: Ok, bye bye.

Tubbo said, retreating. I sighed, quietness again. I fished up my farm and when to cook it. Been a couple hours now. Cooked a lot of food. Then, Lizzie came.

Lizzie: Hey Scott!
Scott: Hey Lizzie.
Lizzie: How ya doing?
Scott: Fine, feeling just fine.
Lizzie: Alright. Yeah no, where's your boyfriend?
Scott: My wha???????
Lizzie: Boyfriend? Owen?
Scott: HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND! HES MY BESTFREIND? WE'RE BESTIES.
Lizzie: You sure? Your blushing~
Scott: BECAUSE IM MAD!
Lizzie: Nah, that's embarrassment blush, because I know your secret.
Scott: Nononono. And no. And he's probably in his clock.
Lizzie: Alright! Thanks for the info loverboy!
Scott: ARGH- LIZZIE WE'RE NOT DATING!
Lizzie: WHATEVER YOU SAY LOVERBOYYYYYY

I groaned. Two people have annoyed me today. Great. And as I was doing other things other people annoyed me. All except Owen. I mean he knew what in hell was going on. I don't like him he don't like me.

Even though he is good looking- NONONO- BAD SCOTT- BADDDDD SCOTTTTTT. HELLLLLA NOOOOOOOOOO- HES YOUR BESTIE SCOTT NOT LOVERRRRRR.

Bek: We'll if it isn't the farmer and cooker of the attic. Who secretly loves Owen.
Scott: For SAKES why is EVERYONE SAYING THAT!?!?
Bek: Well. First, he comforts you through everything, second your the one he called during you panic attack, third we you flew off your chair, Owen was the first to you,and the one who calmed you AND the one you hugged then fell asleep on. Then when you were sick- Owen slept with you. The with the wolves you were blushing when you took Owens top half of clothes off. Then that CPR thing when you accidentally kissed. Then the attempt unalive of yourself by yourself, Owen was the first to go head first into the water to save you. Many more things Scott. Many more.
Scott: I-
Bek: Your not friends. No matter what you say. You two are definitely in love. Everyone knows. Except you and Owen. And the hole. ' We'Re NoT iN lOvE ' thing. You guys are blinder than bats. I believe.
Scott: I- erm- I gotta go!
Bek: Okayyyy! Bye loverboy!
Scott: DON'T-

I stormed back into my home. They were wrong they were wrong THEY ARE WRONG. I threw things across the room. Crashing everything in the house. I pushed my back against the wall. Curling up against it. Crying. I don't like him I don't like him I DONT LIKE HIM.
I heard someone rush into the house. Owen. I lifted my head, Owen stared at me in shock, I stood up running into the Owen. Hugging him tightly. He hugged me back. He knew. He knew. He knows.
Trauma really is alive these days.
I cried and cried and cried. Not caring if anyone else was gathering around. I just wanted Owen- OWEN'S COMFORT JEEZ ME- I pulled myself into him more. He brung me in more. I moved up to his chest, listening to his heart beat. Owen rubbing his paw up and down my back, trying to sooth me. I fell asleep. Definitely, everything went black. And I accepted it. It was nice sleeping on Owen anyhow. He was comfortable and careful. And I love That. So, I just. Slept, letting myself fall asleep on Owen. There and then.