Thane's pov

"hey, Janos, are you okay? You look really pale and weak." I commented as Janos walked into our bedroom one night. He sighed and held my left hand, rubbing my knuckles with his thumb.

"I haven't drunk from anyone since the night I drunk from Holland. I need blood, but-"

"Drink from me, then. I love you, Janos, and I trust you. Please let me do such a small thing for you in return for what you've done for me. Please," I begged and held both of Janos' hands in mine. I turned my body to face Janos.

"Please let me do this for you," I said. Janos shook his head and stood up. He swiped his left hand through his bangs and exhaled loudly.

"No, Thane, and that's final. I don't want to possibly go too far and hurt you like that. It would take a month to recover if I drank too much. I don't want to hurt you, baby." Janos replied. I smiled and stood up to hug Janos.

"I trust you, babe. I have enough strength to push you away if it gets too much for me. I'm an angel for crying out loud! Maybe my blood will be more beneficial for you than human blood is?" I wondered aloud. Janos gently pulled me off of him and led me back to the bed.

"Get some sleep, Thane. You're just sleepy. When you wake up we can talk more about this." Janos tucked me into our bed and kissed my forehead. He turned to leave but I gripped his wrist firmly.

"No, Janos, listen to me. Just because I'm a little beaten down from working on our wedding dose not mean I am not in control of my thoughts, wants, and decisions. I want you to drink from me. I want to give you back your strength instead of some random human." I stated and sat up. I pulled Janos down onto my lap and turned him so he faced me.

"Drink," I demanded, my neck angled to the side so he had the room to put his face. He shook his head and tried to get up, but I held him still. I grabbed him by his nape and pulled him to my neck. I felt his peck my neck before he pulled away.

"Neck drinking is really intimate to vampires. Are you sure?" Janos asked to be sure. I nodded my head. When Janos didn't move an inch, I got verbal.

"I'm absolutely certain. Take what you need, then pull away." I smiled as I felt Janos litter my neck with kisses, some pecks, some open-mouthed. Janos finally sank his fangs into my skin once I was calm.

I squeezed my eyes shut at the intense pain. It was unlike any I had ever felt before. It was like two insanely thick needles were drawing my blood. I calmed myself down, remembering that Janos needed it to survive. I knew I would have to do this many times for him in the future.

Janos was being as careful as he could be, I understood this, but when he sank his fangs even further I had to draw the line. I first tapped his shoulder.

"Janos, you're hurting me, baby. Please stop." I begged him. He didn't seem to hear me and only drank more from me. I noticed the room starting to spin and I smacked Janos a little harder.

"Janos, stop!" I exclaimed and pushed him away with all of the remaining strength I had. Janos' eyes widened and he began to apologize profusely.

"It's okay, babe. Learn self-control, please?" I asked before passing out from blood loss.

A few hours later, I awoke in our bed, Janos asleep beside me. I smiled and gently stroked his cheek with my thumb. Janos slowly awoke and gasped seeing me awake so soon.

"Thane, I'm-"

"Don't apologize so much, babe. I was the one who didn't stop you soon enough. Look at me, I'm okay. I need some juice and a meal, but I'm okay." I smiled and watched Janos jump into action.

"How about a shower first, then I'll take you out to dinner? You can order whatever you want." Janos smiled. I nodded my head and made grabby hands at him. Janos came to me and picked me up. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and my legs around his hips.

"Will you wash my hair?" I asked Janos. He nodded and kissed my cheek.

"Anything to make up for what I did to you," Janos promised and helped me undress. I smiled and helped my fiance undress as well. We stepped into the shower together.

"Turn your back to the water, I'll wash your hair first." Janos smiled and squeezed some shampoo into his hands. I did as I was told and hummed feeling Janos' hands in my hair. he gently scrubbed my hair clean before rinsing my hair with the stream of water.

He soon grabbed a loofa and poured some body wash onto it. He smiled and grabbed one of my arms, washing it completely. He washed my chest and my other arm. I blushed and took the loofa from him before he got to wash my legs. I washed the rest of my body myself, then rinsed the loofa out. While I washed myself, Janos washed his hair.

I grabbed Janos' loofa and added the same body wash to it. I began washing his arms and chest. I kissed his lips once I finished and handed him his loofa so he could finish washing himself.

When we finally made it to the restaurant, I had something big on my mind. Janos had no idea what I was about to ask.

"Janos, I have a serious question," I said shyly. Janos nodded his head for me to continue.

"I want kids." I said quickly. Janos spat his drink onto the floor.

"Where did this come from?" Janos questioned once he stopped choking. I smiled and toyed with my fingers.

"I've always wanted kids. Now I have a fiance, and a wedding planned, so I want kids too. Please, Janos?" I asked. Janos smiled and kissed my lips over the table.

"We can go adoption looking tomorrow morning," Janos said sweetly. I squealed excitedly and thanked him a thousand times.