Anywhere but here...
Song: If our love is wrong by Calum Scott
"Where have you guys been...what happened to Ophelia?" his mom is asking while running around the kitchen to find a washcloth and all the other first aid materials to help fix my knee. Kodiak sets me up on the counter.
"I got this...mom," he tells her and she puts down all the materials and smiles.
"So what happened? Where were you guys?"
"We were in the woods playing...she fell and we saved her," Kia starts to explain.
"Well, I bet Ophelia is glad she had two superheroes to save her." She smiles again and then goes out of the room. Kia also leaves because he really doesn't like the sight of blood.
Kodiak pulls my pants leg up above my knee to check out the wound. He starts cleaning it with the wet cloth and then gets ready to pour some alcohol on it. "Ok...this may burn a little," he warns and then proceeds to pour a little on.
I gasp, "Ouch."
"Sorry." And he bends down to blow the stinging away. Then he places the band aid on top and kisses it. "All better." I fight back a smile. I bet this is exactly what his mom would do.
"All better. Thanks." I try to get up and he stops me.
"Wait...I need to look at your hands." He grabs them both and examines them. "I think you are going to live; it doesn't look that bad." He cleans them both up and then lightly kisses the bandage. "Ok now you can get down." He holds his hands out to help me down. "You want to go to my room?"
"Sure." He turns to walk towards his bedroom and I follow. When we get in there he closes the door behind me. I walk over and sit on the edge of his bed and when he sees me he come over to sit beside me. We sit on his bed at first in silence.
"Thanks again for fixing me up." I break the silence. "So how was the gig yesterday? Did you guys do well?"
"It was alright; I mean it would have been better if you were there but anyway what did you do yesterday?" He changed the subject rather quickly.
"I stayed home all day in my PJ's...would have today to if my mom would just leave me alone." I roll my eyes.
"Yeah...parents can be annoying sometimes." And we both smile at each other with that comment.
We sot there again in silence. I feel like I just need to apologize. "Kodiak...I...want...I..."
"Ophelia...wait...I need to apologize for everything. I need to control myself around you. It's just when I'm around you I can't keep my hands off of you. But I am going to do better I promise you...I will."
I lean into kiss him. And he kisses me back this time but keeps his hands to himself. "I'm the one who should be saying sorry," I say softly.
"No you did nothing wrong."
"But I should have talked about it...not freak out. I want you to be able to touch me."
"How do you want me to touch you?"
I grab his hand and pull him into me. We fall back on his bed and he slides on top of me. "I like when you are like this...I like feeling your weight on me."
He smiles at that and kisses me again. "What else do you like?"
"I like when you kiss me like that. I like your hands grasping my body but not linger in one place. I know its messed up but I like when you tighten your hands on me with just the right pressure."
"Like this..." And he grabs my breast and squeezes just enough. I nod. I try not to get overwhelmed with all of it.
So here we are on his bed...just touching more groping each other than anything. I don't remember my shirt coming off or his but it's just the two of us. His body feels so warm against mine. I try to take off my jeans and he ends up pulling them all the way off. I still have on my bra and panties and he has on his underwear. Other than that it's just us kissing, touching and my hands roam his body. I want to be able to experience these unknown feelings with him. I thought about this all weekend and it is something that I want. I do want this but I'm not sure how far I will go. We are so in tune with each other's bodies that we don't hear his bedroom door open. Wait the door just opened, did he seriously not lock it behind him with the family that he has. Seriously!!!
Kodiak jumps up and throws the covers over me. "Dammit...Kia...freaking knock next time. You can't just come in here like that," he yells at him and Kia takes off down the hall yelling. Within seconds his mom is in the doorway looking in and we are both frantically putting our clothes back on. She does not look happy.
"What is going on in here?" she practcally hisses and glares at Kodiak. "This is against our rules and you know it...I suggest you two get straightened up and come into the living room this instant." She turns and leaves so we can finish putting our clothes back on.
My face is turning shades of pink and my heart is racing. I am gasping for air and he has to stop me. Suddenly he wraps his arms around me. "Calm down...it's going to be alright, breath."
"No...no...no...you...don't...you don't get it...she is not ha...happy about this."
"It will be fine. I promise."
But everything is not fine. I am panicking. I don't know if I can face her or whoever is waiting for us in the living room. I don't think I can do this no, I know I can't do this. He doesn't let go of me and we hold hands all the way to the living room. His mom is waiting and guess what so is his dad. I think I'm going to pass out. I feel like we were called to the principal's office and I am in so much trouble. To top it all off my heart is racing and my palms are all sweaty.
"Have a seat," says his mom this time with more calmed voice but zi still hear that motherly tone. I look around and it's just his parents. The girls and Kia must be in their rooms.
"So...how long has this been going on? And I hope you are using protection because I be dammed if we are going to be taking care of a baby." She blows her nose in the Kleenex. She was so mad that she was crying. We caused this upon her and I feel so guilty about it. I should have never let any of that happen.
"Mom...it's not like that. Really we wasn't doing what you think we were doing."
"Well...it look like you guys were in the middle of something and your brother doesn't need to be seeing that. You could have locked the door of all things."
Right, that is exactly what I was thinking.
"I should have...I know...it's my room and he shouldn't be just walking in anyway. I mean how hard is it to knock."
"Either way...the two of you should not be doing that," she continues to scold us.
"I know...I'm sorry..."
"I don't think you are...you're just sorry that the two of you got caught."
"Like I said we were not really doing anything and even if we were...it's no ones business...I'm in love with her...we love each other," he raises his voice a little in frustration.
"Don't be rude to your mom." His dad steps in. "Kodiak we don't accept this type of behavior. I'm sure her parents don't either." He looks at me. I look down at the floor in embarrassment feeling my face turning redder.
Kodiak tightens his grasps on my hands. I look up at him with a few tears in my eyes. This is not how this is supposed to go. "I...I...got to go...I'm sorry." I let go of his hand and rush to the door. I make my way out and I'm about to be in my car when he runs out to me. I think my heart is about to explode because it has never beat this hard before.
"I...I'm sorry. I don't...don't want to get you in trouble," I start to sniffle and then the tears come.
"I will be fine. Where are you going?"
"Home," I barely get out between sobs.
He goes to the other side of the car and gets in.
"What are you doing?" I ask him.
"Going with you...let's just drive...let's just go somewhere...anywhere but here."
"Ok...but can we take your bike instead?"
He nods and we both get out. He hands me a helmet and as I put mine on he puts his on. His mom comes out the front door yelling at us, "Kodiak...you get off that bike this instance...you are not going anywhere right now."
He revs up the bike and ignores her. The motor comes to life rumbling through my body and he squeals tires getting far away from there.
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