XIII
Mian.(sorry)
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"JIMIN!" His grandma shouted as he came towards him, unable to run so she walked faster to him.
"G-grandma...." he stuttered, his tears flowing down through his cheeks uncontrollably.
His nose a tinted red cause of too much of crying and his blood shot eyes were so vulnerable, which carries so much emotions in them, anger and sadness and maybe more.
His knuckles are bleeding continuously and there are some blood stains on his cheeks which he got it from his hand when he wiped his cheeks.
"Jimin...what's wrong with you?" His grandma yelled as she held his shoulders and started to cry, heart broken about the fact that her strongest grandchild is crying so vulnerably in front of her after so many years.
He last cried like this when his parents past away.
"G-grandma....Mina said that she hates me." Jimin said to her grandma breaking down even more and hugged her tighter to feel her warmth, which made him safe around him.
"Jimin sweety.....don't cry! You're a son of a mafia,remember." She said as she held his cheeks with her tiny hands.
"G-grandma M-mina...." Jimin trailed off and he once again punched the floor with his already bruised hands which made his grandma to give his cheek a heavy slap.
Jimin looked at his grandma with an emotionless expression and held his cheek with his way too bruised hand.
"G-grandma...." he called her. He didn't believe what is happening in front of him. His grandmother never hit him before. This was the first and he was surprised.
"Punching things and crying won't help you to solve the problems!" She yelled at him, her hands patting his shoulders repeatedly.
"Tell me what happened Jimin....Just tell me already!" She yelled once again, this was way too loud which caused Jimin to gasp a little.
"Grandma.....Mina told me that she doesn't love me..." he trailed off, feeling his eyes sweat once again but he wiped it soon and looked at his grandma.
"You know that I forgot Mina during that accident right?" Jimin asked as she looked at him in disbelief.
"You what?" She raised her voice, shocked over the fact that he forgot his own wife.
"Why didn't I know any of this!??" She yelled once again causing Jimin to shiver all of a sudden.
"Tell. Me. Everything." She emphasized every word as he nodded and began to tell the freakin' story which was happening for the last 3 months, while she was away from Korea.
"I've been a jerk after knowing that MiNa is my wife...." he said and his grandma began to hit him continuously.
"Grandma! Stop hitting me!" Jimin yelled as he tried to ran away from there.
"You deserve more beating you lil shit!" She cursed at him and continued to hit him even more.
"This is how I taught you to treat your wife!?? Huh!??" She shouted at him and she began to hit him now with his gun, which she found on the bedside table.
"I'm sorry grandma!" Jimin apologized for the hundredth time and he fell on his knees.
"What I did was way too wrong halmoni.....I don't deserve Mina." he said as he looked down, wiping his never ending tears away.
"Look Jimin.....She may be angry and furious with you but I'm so sure that she doesn't hate you. I know her very well. She loves you dearly Jimin. You're the world to her." She said as she patted his head as Jimin nodded, wiping his cheeks with his bruised hand, which caused his cheek to look even more redder.
"Now go shower and be a man and get back to work!" She shouted playfully and hugged him one last night.
"You're my precious grandchild and so as Mina...Just gimme a great grandchild already!" She joked and smiled evilly at him causing Jimin's cheek to flush a dark red colour.
"Grandma!" He whined as she laughed and exited his room.
Jimin, Mina loves you so much don't ever forget that.
With that thinking he went to take a shower to release his excessive stress and to clean his damn sweaty body.
I can't believe that I'm gonna work with Namjoon oppa on a freakin mission!
I squealed to myself as I began to drive peacefully, listening to some nice music which was being played on the FM.
Soon, I reached my home and unlocked the door and entered inside, making my way to my bedroom and laid down on the bed like I was knocked down by someone.
"Shit! It was such a long day!" I groaned as I began to breathe rapidly.
"You had fun?"
"DAFAQ!!!!?????" I screamed loudly, when the sudden voice was heard on my ear and I instantly jumped and fell down on my butt, hugging myself cause of the sudden action. Thank God I'm not dead yet and I saw the culprit, the owner of the voice right next to me.
"JEON FUCKIN JUNGKOOK!!!" I yelled loudly as I tried to catch him but we all know he is fast.
Faster than our wi-fi.
"I HATE YOU JERK!" I yelled at him, calming myself as I kept a hand on my heart and took a series of uneven breathes.
"But I love you!" He whined coming closer to me and hugged me out of nowhere.
"GO AWAY ASSHOLE!" I yelled again, starting to push him off me and hit his chest.
"I'm sorry babe!" Jungkook said with a sad expression.
I'm not falling for that bitch.
"I won't take your apology! Get out of my house." I yelled once again as I sat on my bed looking elsewhere but him.
"Look I'm sorry.....I'm really sorry. I was just messing with you and you know that." He said feeling really sorry to scare me out of nowhere as he looked down at his feet.
"I know you're like this but Jungkook....isn't this a bit much?" I asked, irritated over the fact that he did this even he knew well that I easily get panic attacks.
"I'm so sorry I really am. I'm not lying. I wanted to spent some time with you but I think I can't. It's fine if you don't forgive me, I'll get going then." He said as he released his arms on me and started to walk away.
"J-Jungkook..." I stuttered feeling sorry. Maybe I overreacted? Yes, definitely I did.
"J-Jungkook stop...." I felt my eyes getting teary as I stood up.
But he didn't stop he began to walk away.
"I t-told you to stop, Jungkook!" I yelled as I ran towards him, engulfing him in a big back bear hug.
"I'm sorry...it's me who overreacted. I-I'm sorry again. Just don't leave me like Jimin did...." I said as my arms around him grew tighter. I was now a crying mess.
He turned me around and hugged me tighter, allowed me to cry on his arms as he held me so gently.
So gently that you can't explain with words.
"It's alright....I-I'm sorry too." Jungkook said as he patted my head, ever so lovingly as he picked me up and went towards the bed and sat on it and me still on his arms.
"Did Jimin did something to you today?" He asked as he played with my hair, looking deeply in my eyes.
"Y-yes....he did." I said as I told him everything that happened with Jimin today.
"T-that jerk...." I stuttered as I cried even more which made Jungkook furious about Jimin.
He knew that Mina deserve more. She is like an angel right before him. Always smiling but was very hurt, deep down.
He wanted to give her all the love she deserves but he can't.
Cause she's married!
She's married for God's sake and he can't give her the love she deserves other than Jimin.
Jungkook was hurt. He only treated her like a sister, like a best friend but deep down he knew that he has feelings for her.
He doesn't want her to find out cause it will ruin their friendship. But he can't take it anymore. He can't keep it to himself anymore.
He wanted to show his love at this moment. He wanted to give all the love she deserves. He wanted to love her freely.
'This is the only chance' he thought.
'Now or never' he said to himself.
Hyung don't hate me....
But Mina deserves more.
With such a heavy feeling in his heart feeling his tears fall, he crashed his heavenly lips on his beat friend, Mina.
Mina was taken aback. She couldn't believe Jungkook. She couldn't believe anything at all! It feels like she was in a dream but she's not.
But the thing is Mina didn't push him when he kissed her. Instead, she pulled him closer to deepen the kiss. In that moment, we can't tell that Mina and Jungkook were wrong or not.
Jungkook wanted to show his love and Mina was deeply hurt by her love, Jimin so everything was numb around her and Jungkook cared for her ever so deeply which made her to feel like this.
Jungkook kissed her ever so softly as he held her with such love in his arms as he kissed her with those beautiful lips.
Mina couldn't take the pleasure anymore as she wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer and closer every second she got.
He licked her lips so sensually which caused her to shiver under his touch and gasp which made his job easier for him as the both made out unsure of their feelings.
He pushed her carefully on the bed and hovered over her and looked deeply in her eyes, which was closed.
"Open your eyes." He whispered but she shook her head and her tears are flowing down as she lets out small whimpers.
Jungkook went closer to her as he gave a trail of kisses down her neck causing her to let out a series of uneven breathes.
"J-Jungkook....." she whimpered as he quickly shushed her with his mouth on hers causing her to melt in his touch.
"You're so beautiful baby...." he said as he kissed her once again.
"You deserve so much love in this world..." he breathes out and began to suck her neck causing her to squeal.
"The skin of yours are sweeter than sugar..." he said as he held her cheeks, realizing what he was doing was wrong.
"And I can't give you much love other than Jimin Mina...." he said as he moved away from her, his tears falling down like diamonds as he sat on the bed.
"I-I can't be Jimin hyung...." he said as he wiped his tears.
Mina stood up and sat on the bed and looked at Jungkook in such a state. She didn't ever seen Jungkook cry but she did now. She have seen him cry so much now and that broke her heart.
And the thing which happened seconds ago, the both can't believe that it happened.
Jungkook regretted doing that and he cursed at himself.
"I-I'm so sorry Mina...I didn't mean to do this to you. I-I was not uhm...my mind was not clear that time..Forgive me please?" Jungkook said as he held her hands between his as he looked at her with such guilt in his eyes.
"J-Jungkook..." she trailed off as she looked down at their hands.
"I-it's my fault too....I kissed you back tho I-I'm sorry Jungkook. I'm really sorry that I can't give the love..." Mina sniffles as he hugged him again.
"I forgave you.....let's just forget this day never existed?" She asked as she looked at him.
"Let's do that." He said as he hugged her back before he wiped her tears away and whispered 'I love you buddy' sweetly on her ears.
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A/N:-
I know I'm evil Hehe *laughs nervously* but I'm so sorry if this chapter was boring seagulls! I know this chapter was crap but I swear I'll improve my writing! And also don't hate me after reading this chapter.
Ok so now....
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I LOVE YOU SEAGULLS! You guys mean so much to me! Thanks for liking this fanfic! I'm so glad! Uwu.
Please don't hate me!
*aegyo attacks*
Stay safe and hydrated!
With Love,
Miri☆
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