Friday, May 3, 2019

So, I got a weird urge today. The teacher of my class had left the room. Obviously, kids were starting to get restless. Then, as people were talking about someone's muscles, another person suggests that they arm-wrestle. This isn't too common in school anymore, but when it does happen, teachers aren't around to see it.
As guys started lining up and others were encouraging the two people behind me, I felt the urge to assert my dominance and at least stand my ground, y'know. Be at an equal level. I never usually care about winning, but I care about trying. I held back, but it was just so tempting.
I don't exactly understand why it was such a strong pull on me. I used to sit, do my work, and ignore the stupidity around me.
I just...wanted to be stupid, I guess. Then again, I've always hung around guys more than girls.