The Bully part 2
A/N : depression and self harm
Bold = talking
If you are in the state of depression, please talk to someone it is not something you want to go through and if you do self harm, please get help it doesn't work or do anything it just makes it worse. I am not trying to encourage people to self harm or things around that with this chapter.
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Chief P.O.V

i was on my way home to the firehouse to get a start on dinner and to spend some time with Cody as we have been a bit busy the last week to really talk. i get into the garage and i go up the left while Chase heads down to the basement, i walk up stairs to find Cody and i start to look around he isn't in the main areas of the house so i head up stairs to his room.

i get to his door to open it only to find that it is locked, so i knock on the door hoping to get answer, when i don't i have this bad feeling that something has happened to Cody so i start to try and kick the door down when i hear Kade say

Dad what are you doing

Cody has locked his door and is not answering and i have a bad feeling about this

Kade nods knowing whenever i have a bad feeling it is always right and it has been proven.

Move to the side i can get it open

with that i move to the side and Kade gets the door down first go. i ran in covering my eyes from the dust, when i looked up, it was not what i was hoping to see Cody as, lying in the floor with he own blood coming from one of his arm and in the other a small pocket knife.

Kade get a towel with water and bandage wrap and fast

Kade ran to get those this as i make sure there is a pulse. i find one but it is weak, i brush some hair of Cody's face and look at him saldy

how could this happen i thought you said you were getting better

i said softly, yes i know Cody had depression he had told me once and i helped him out when he was younger, but he was never this bad, it was always just thoughts and i was able to get him to talk and when he said he was all better that it was all gone i guess he lied.t

That's why i stopped always asking about it because he said he was better and that he didn't want to talk about it. this is my fault i should have never stopped asking him about it and with everything that has happened over the last 2 month i guess it makes sense why it would come back.

got it all Dad

thanks Kade

and with that i got to work i had cleaned up the blood on Cody's arm so i could see the cuts better and they were deep which was not good. i wrapped them to stopped the bleeding then i saw the letters on the bed and picked them up and but the in my back pocket, then i picked up Cody and ran to the left while holding Cody as close to me as possible

Chase we need to get to the hospital as fast as we can. Kade inform your siblings of what has happened

with that we left.

when we got to the hospital the Doctors took Cody in and got him fixed up. right know i was in Cody's room waiting for him to wake up. i then remember the letters and i grab them out and there is one for everyone, i got mine and read it to myself hoping it would explain how this had happened.

Dear Dad,

Sorry i lied to you all those years ago about me being better and the depression had disappeared, but it never did and it was never getting better, with the help from you it wasn't to bad but i had to tell you it was better because i have never deserved your love i am the reason mum died if i was never around, mum wouldn't have ran into the fire to save me, and she would still be with you. i also realized that i am hopeless and useless now and that you have no need for me anymore and figured it would be easier to end my life then to live one where i don't belong anywhere. this is not your fault there was nothing you could do to help me i had already fallen too far into the darkness that nothing can bring me out. i love you Dad so much and thank you for being there for when i need it. i am sorry i am not the son you wanted.

Cody

well that explained it and i was in tears if i know it was this bad i would have told Kade Dani and Graham so that they could then help out i should have even if Cody said not to it would have been better. i look up to see my older kids walking in asking what happened and all i did was hand them their letters not being able to explain it.

once they finished reading it they were all in tears not knowing what to think. and we all just there hoping Cody will wake up soon.

3 days later

Cody had started to come to

Cody P.O.V

i started to feel pain in my arm and that's when i know i was waking up and that i was still alive i wasn't to happy about that as i would have to face my family how have most likely read their notes.

i open my eyes and look around to see all my family asleep in a stair i slowly sit up and then i am hugged by Dad

thank god Cody you're awake. now you also have one question left to answer as your notes answered most of them, who pushed you to go that far.

i sigh knowing i have to tell the truth, but i couldn't seem to be able to move my mouth it hurt so much, now. Dad seem to have see i was in pain and he got the doctor how asked what was wrong and i pointed to my jar i think the Doctor understood, because she took be to get a full body x-ray, and found out i had 3 broken ribs and lots of bruise over my body and a broken jar, so they fixed me up and then told my family.

just before the doctor left i was given some paper and a pen and when my family asked who did this i wrote the new kid in my class. i could see rage in their eyes and quickly wrote

he is nice to everyone but me and u think it is because he has a thing against disabled people or something happens in his own home to make him think it is ok to hurt me so please don't hurt him

they all nodded and calmed down and we all talked about everything, the notes, my depression, me cutting my self and ways to help me through it and to tell the truth i h=am not going back down that line again it was a bad choose from the start and i know i have people around me that love me alot.

within a week i was let hame but i still have to have my jar wired together to heal so a month of no talking, so i will have to work on something while i wait to be able to talk again and to be able to help in the commend centre

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