The Bully
A/N : depression and self harm
Bold = talking
If you are in the state of depression, please talk to someone it is not something you want to go through and if you do self harm, please get help it doesn't work or do anything it just makes it worse. I am not trying to encourage people to self harm or things around that with this chapter.
Thanks

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Cody P.O.V

It was another of school, long boring and tiring. I didn't get the best nights sleep lately, you see there is this new kid in my class and everyone loves him and he loves everyone but me, so when ever we are alone I tend to find myself getting beaten.

I still haven't told anyone as it would be stupid to get help I mean I'm meant to be able to defend myself, if I get help my older brothers and sister are going to laugh and think I am even more useless then I already am.

The school bell goes and I start to leave for home as fast as I can to get away from the bully I get to a quiet path that is away from all the homes and where no one goes, I know bad why to go if you don't want that bully to hurt you but it is the easiest way for me to get home and it is a lot nicer of a view.

As I was looking around I failed to notice the bully come up behind me and push me of the wheelchair.

Will look who we have here boy hopeless. Heading home the loser way that only the useless one use. I don't even know way your family still care about you, you can't help them on rescues now can you.

With each of his sentences he was giving me two kicks in my gut

I am not hopeless. And my family's do care for me.

I replied back but only to be punched in my jur and kicked in my gut and chest some more and the bully continued like I said nothing

I beat that is why your mother left because she was ashamed of you right from when you where born, maybe she know that is would happen and left because of you

The bully continued I was almost in tears he had just insulted my mum, who I have never meant because she died when I was young.

Will look at the time. I have to head home bye useless

And with that the bully started to leave but not with one last comment.

Oh and do the world a favour and die

He then left and I was left on the ground barley awake. I activated my wheelchair and started to head home, as I have a quick look at the time and see that no one will be home as they will all be out on patrol, which means I have the house to p myself.

I roll up to the door and head inside to my room and lock the door so no one can get in, then sit on my bed. I put my hand under my bed and grabbed out a small box with 7 notes inside of it one for each so my family one for Frankie and Doc and a note for the bots each have their names on it and I take them out and look at the bottom is my trusty knife ever since my older siblings all had a job as a rescuer and I didn't and that I couldn't help I started to fall into depression and I never told anyone.

As I got older it got worse, I started to cut it was only ever small but now this is the worst it had ever been and all the things the bully said is true I am hopeless and useless and I am the reason why mum died.

I got the knife and started to cut DEEP and LONG as I did it all I wanted was for my life to end and to not be around anymore it will be better for everyone if I just died.

I had about 10 new deep and long cuts in one arm and I started to feel dizzy and before I know it I was out and welcoming the darkness.

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To be continued
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