Oh boy...this might be sad,

Also this was before M.E.C.H got him.

It's long

~Enjoy

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"So where we goin'!" You asked excitedly. You ran beside Breakdown, carefully so you didn't get underfoot while you to where waking You looked up at him. Smile across your face. He looked down at you and also smiled.

"How 'bout a drive" he said

"Yea! Lets go!" You yelled. You started to sprint down the hallway, but Breakdown pinched your shirt and lifted you up. You yelped in surprise

"Umm, What are you doing let's go!" You said stretching your arms in exaggeration. He chuckled

"Wrong way, fleshy." He stated. You huffed

"Duh I knew that" you mumbled. He smiled and placed you on his shoulder.

"I know a good place for a drive, I need to go there for an Energon signal anyways." He stated

"Sweet let's go" You said pointing.

___________Le time skip_____________

You and Breakdown were cracking jokes telling funny storys along the way. Laughing your heads off. When he laughed his alt rumbled, which made you laugh. You both caught your breath and you leaned back in the seat.

"We are here" he said exhausted.

He came to a sudden stop. Your body jerked forward.

"Hey What was th-"

"Quiet" He shushed

You shut your mouth. You looked around the area and notice you both were in an abandoned town. The houses were green and broken. No glass in the windows and cracks on the outside of the houses. You heard someone taking. But it wasn't you too

"Breakdown, who else is here" you whispered

"I don't know"

The voice got louder and you heard pedesteps. You looked out the window and saw Bulkhead. Breakdowns enemy. Breakdown put his alt in reverse. And speed backwards fast. He stopped and the metal around you started to shift. Just like that you were in a dark closed in space. Your body jerked to the left hitting the metal wall. You realized that you were in his sub space. Then to your right you heard his arm shift, then yelling. You heard a thud from the front of the sub space. Only assuming Bulkhead fell.

"Hammer time" you heard Breakdown say

You chuckled a little, when you felt his arm being raised. Shock ran through his body and into your. Your body jerked and you hit your head on the metal. Knocking  you out. Breakdown fell. His arms twitching. You had no clue what happened.

_____________M.E.C.H____________

You heard the sound of drilling. Bulkhead doesn't have a drill. Anxiety and confused went through your body. You opened your eyes and you were still in the sub space in Breakdown. From the outside you heard voices, but they sounded human.

"B-Breakdown!?" You choked out. He body lurched forward but he didn't sit up. Was he held down? He yelled out in pain.

"Breakdown!" You yelled

The drilling all of the sudden stopped. Voices got closer to you.

"Open him" you heard someone say

"DONT HURT HIM!" You screamed

Breakdown yelled in pain again and the drilling was right above you. You started to hyperventilate

"Don't you dare lay a hand on her" you heard Breakdown manage to choke out.

His chest was cut open. Blinding you with light.  You closed your eyes and covered your face with your hands. Suddenly something sharp shot you in the chest and shock when through your body. Your body twitched.

"N-no" breakdown cried

You passed out

_________Weeks after______________

M.E.C.H took you away. They changed your anatomy. They experimented on you, when you got shot, they dragged your body out of breakdowns subspace and took you into their building. Strapping you down, wrist and ankles. Needles and tubes connecting to your body. Now Energon flew through your vains. Some parts of your body metal. You never knew that you were part metal

"NO!" You screamed. Being dragged by the wrist. "I'm not going on there again!" You cried

"Shut it!" The agents yelled, electrocuting you with a rod. Your body seized. Your feet   dragged across the ground. To weak to move.  They stopped and put tubes to your back. And threw you into a yellow liquid.

"Sto-" you hit the liquid. Sinking to the bottom. Your cuts you had started to sting. Your (h/c) hair floated around you. You opened your eyes and saw the agents by the computer. You body turned numb, losing feeling in your feet and fingers. Energon shoot through your body. You screamed but heard nothing. The liquid stopped your scream. Your vision blurred. And blacked out

~~~~~~~~~Next day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Again!" Silas yelled

You grunted. And stood up, your hand curled into a fist. You jumped on your feet and threw a punch. Left hook to his nose, making it bleed. He wiped the blood away and uppercutted you. Making your stumble back and fall. You sighed and spit out the blood from your mouth. Crimson splattered the floor.

"Enough! Pathetic." He spat

You sighed. Silas walked away leaving you on the ground. You sat there holding your chin where he hit you.

He will pay

You brushed yourself off and walked back to your room, but overhearing the game plan Silas had. Decepticon at the nearby mountain mining Energon.

This is my chance. Maybe my only to see Breakdown again.

You heard them mumbling. Then footsteps got to the door. You shook your head and started to walk away like you didn't hear anything and went into your room. You fell in your bed sighing.

Now or never

You rubbed your eyes and stretched your arms. You stood up once again and walked to the door. Opening it a little making sure the coast is clear. No solider in sight. Quickly you opened your door all the was and tip toed across the hallway. Scanning the area just in case. Once at the end of the hallway your went into a sprint again heading for the door. You looked and saw soldiers training. They looked in your direction. Eyes widened. They got their guns out

"Hey! Stop!" They all yelled. Starting to shoot and closing the door

You then ran faster than you have ever ran before. Making it out the door before they closed it. hearing bullets ring. Running full speed towards the mountain, hopping to Primus that Breakdown was there.

~~~~~~~Breakdown POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"S73v3! Station now!" I yelled at the vehicon.

"Yes sir. Sorry sir" he apologized

Sighing I made my way to the entrance of the mine. Sitting down on a rock. I put my servo to my helm, all these missions giving me a helm ache

Frag it. I miss her so much.

I heard Little pedesteps. Looking in it direction I transformed my servo into a hammer.

"Who's there?!"

~~~~~~~~Normal POV ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Who's there?!" You heard Breakdown call. You kept running toward him.

"I'm warning you." He called again. In your sight you saw him raise his hammer above his head ready to squish you. You skidded to a stop in the opening, only to stop into his pede

"Breakdown!" You yelled looking up at the shocked mech

"(Y-y/n)?!" He stuttered "w-what?! How, w-where!" He asked

"I'm so sorry" you started to cry. He scooped you up quickly. You rubbed your eyes and twists you foot. Crying

"I'm so sorry, I really am" you cried louder

"Shhh, it's fine, it's okay, I'm the one who should be sorry" you looked up and noticed his eye and the scar on his chassis

"WHAT HAPPENED!" You yelled

"When we went for that drive, M.E.C.H caught us, they opened my subspace forcefully and pulled you out. They took out my eye and tried to get the rest of my body. Bulkhead saved me and I never saw you since" he explained sadly

"Well, when I was gone...they trained me me to be a killer." You looked down ashamed . His optics widened and put his digit to your chin, lifting your head

"It's not your fault."

You nodded your head. Shouts were heard in the distance. You turned around and looked into the woods. Hearing rustling.

"Breakdown, run!" You mumbled

He turned on his heels fast and went into the mine. He curled his digits around you, making sure you wouldn't fall.

"Soundwave, Groundbride now" he called

Then the green and blue swirl formed in front of you both and you both ran through. At the other side was Knockout. In the medbay, he uncurled his digits from around you. Looking around, the Medbay looked the same as always.

I missed it here

"Oh Breakdown you wo- (Y/n)? Oh my Primus your back!" He yelled. He ran over to you and Breakdown. He grabbed his shoulder and held his hand out to you. Gladly you walked on, Knockout walked away and you looked towards Breakdown who looked...jealous?

"I need to scan you"

"Oh um okay"

He placed you down on the medical berth and walked away to get his scanner. Breakdown carefully walked over to where you were standing on the berth. He sat down next to you carefully not to squish you.

"I'm sorry" he said

"Breakdown. Stop it's not your fault." You looked up at him. And walked to his leg, placing your hand on the metal

"none of this is your fault."

He sighed. And looked at you and smiled.

"Alright, Come here doll~" Knockout called. You walked to the edge of the berth and stood up straight. Arms wide, knockout scanned you. Knockouts eyes widened.

"B-Breakdown... You need to see this" he told. You placed your arms back at your side.

Oh no

Breakdown got off of the berth and walked to Knockout. His optics widened as well and he started to stutter

"(Y-y/n) w-what happened t-to you!?"

"What do you mean?"

Am I dying, what did mech do

He turned the scanner around. Showing you your body. Your legs, one of your arms and eye, shoulder and a part of your neck weren't the same. They looked like

"Metal!?" You screamed "You mean I'm part metal!?"

"I'm sorry (y/n)"

"No no it's fine I'm fine I feel okay."

You sighed and turned around walking to the other side of the berth, your rubbed your face and pinched the bridge of your nose

"God damnit"

Suddenly metal wrapped around you and you had no time to look at what was happening. You were held agains blue metal. You spread your arms in a hugging manner.

"Your beautiful no matter what (y/n) and I promise that." Breakdown said softly

You blushed and smiled. He moved his servo to optic level

"Don't let no one tell you different. You are truly amazing. Metal or no." He kissed the top of your head. You smiled and hugged his face plates and kissed his cheek

"Your are amazing"

"I...I...frag...I love you"

You stood back for a sec to process what he said

"You...love me?" You asked

"I Umm...for a while"

You chuckled and blushed more

"I love you too" and kissed him on the dermas

"I ship it" Knockout mumbled

_______Sad bonus (read if you want)_____

"See ya later Breakdown" you called and blew him a kiss

He turned his head and winked at you and walked through the groundbridge with Dreadwing and Arachnid. Once the groundbridge disappeared you turned and walked to the med bay

—————————Time Skip————————

You woke up from your nap from the faint sound of the groundbridge. You smiled and got up immediately. You ran to the edge of the table and jumped down. Landing on your  metal legs, and sprinted to where you heard the groundbridge. Knockout turned around and saw you running towards him. He lifted his ped so you ran under and past him.

"See ya later Knockout" you yelled. The door slid open and down the hallway you went. You turned the corner on the flight deck to see the groundbridge close. But only 2 bots  came back in. (Arachnid came back with them cause reasons) Arachnid walked away fast to the other exit. Dreadwing has his back strut to you about to walk away

"Hey, Dreadwing? Where's Breakdown" you asked

He turned around. Sorrow on his face

"He could not return"

"W-What?"

"She killed him." He whispered

No

NO

"N-no" you chocked

"I'm deeply sorry (y/n)" he said and walked away

Tears formed in your eyes. Your knees started to give out. The love of your life was dead. By the hands of a spider.

She's going to pay as well

Your only optic turned red. Making everything you saw red. Your hand transformed. It never done that before. Instead of a hand it was guns. A cannon. You looked at it in awe. You looked down the hallway where Arachnid was.

"ARACHNID" you screamed. Voice louder then before. She turned around and looked at you in digust

"What is it You insect" she spat (says her lmao)

You raised your arm and shot at her. Hitting her square in the chest, another shot but this time on her spider leg

"You will pay" you screamed

Your feet transformed into wheels out of anger. Immediately you knew how to maneuver them. Full speed you sped toward Arachnid. Her spider legs came out and she started to run towards you. She moved her abdomen and tried to trap you with her silk. Missed, you sped under her. And held up your hand and shot her again in the chest. She hissed in pain. making her bleed. She brought her mandible down and tried to hold you down but she missed and you shot her mandible. Falling off and Energon across your body.

Suddenly there was text in your eye.

Target acquired.

You didn't know what else your body could do so you ignored it. She grabbed you and held you by the neck with her digits and held you in the air

"ENOUGH" a hoarse voice yelled

You both looked and saw Megatron standing in the doorway. His arms crossed and disappointment on his face

"Let her go!" He told Arachnid. She immediately let go and you fell to the ground. Landing on your feet then immediately falling in your knees. Catching your breath. Arachnid huffed and and walked away. Megatron watched her walk away. And walked to you. Hearing his thunderous steps, he held out his digit to help you up.

"Impressive, you surprised me, you made her bleed"

You sighed and started to cry, you Broke down crying. Megatron froze. He had no idea how to comfort you or any human for that matter.

"I am sorry about Breakdown. I shall talk to her" he said softly. You grabbed his digit and lifted yourself up. You looked down in sadness.

"Thanks." You said coolly. You let go and walked away to breakdowns berthroom. Sniffing and crying. You dragged your feet and held your arm. When the door opened you walked in and when it closed you collapse crying. Breathing heavy. You rubbed your eyes and saw a faint blue glow. You snapped you head up. And saw an blue misty orb. Just like breakdowns color.

"B-Breakdown?"

"I'm here"

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A/N- this one is so long I love it. I had another sad bonus in mind, maybe I should make another chapter cause this one is so long. what y'all think. Anyways I think this is adorable. See ya later guys

~A