Requested by thatrandomfangirl21

WARNING! SELF HARM! BLOOD!

Enjoy~

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Recoiling your hand back from the hot water.

It burned your arm. Especially because they were open cuts.

You sighed and turned off the sink. Reaching over for the towel and drying your hands. You pulled your sleeves back down to cover your arms.

A familiar honk filled your ears.

He's here already?!

You grabbed your shoes and slipped them on. Opening the door and looking back to check if everything was okay.

You shut the door behind you and slowly made your way to alt form. His bright red and blue colors shined in the sunlight.

He opened the door for you and you climbed into the passenger seat.

"How was your day (y/n)?" He asked politely

"Same as usual" you sighed

His mirror adjusted to make it look at you. His engine came to life and he began to make his way down the road. Passing by all the small shops and stores and getting out of town.

What do I say? You thought to yourself

"Is everything alright?" He asked

"Oh yea I'm okay" you said

You lifted your hand and pushed your hair behind your ear (sorry if you have short hair). Your black sleeve falling a bit. Revealing a little to much. Your sleeve slid down midway and stopped. Showing your fresh wounds and old scars. Dried blood covering some of your skin. Some of the scabs broke and blood trickled slowly down your skin.

You placed your hand back down not realizing he was looking at your arm.

You stared out the window as watched the scenery go by.

"(Y/n)?"

"Hmm"

"What has happened to your arm?"

Your eyes widened and your other hand whipped to your open arm. Covering as much as you could preventing him from seeing.

"It's nothing" you said

"It does not look like nothing. Has someone been harming you?" He asked nonchalant

"N-no it's was nobody"

"Is this your doing?"

You said nothing and looked down towards the mat.

"Inflicting wounds to yourself is not a justified thing to do. Why have you been doing those things, has something been bothering you?"

You stayed still

"If ther-"

"I'm sorry Optimus. I-"

You began to cry. Fresh hot tears rolling down your cheeks. Falling onto your hands. You held your hands together and began to fiddle with your fingers.

"It's just that. For a while I haven't been feeling myself, ever since my mom got cancer I can't handle it. I can't handle my emotions or my feelings. I've been feeling so sad and down that's I've been doing this. I can't even control my emotions, because I've like you for a while and I know it wrong because we are very different species"

Tears rolled off your nose and spilled out of your eyes.

Optimus came to a stop. Out in the open desert and away from humans. He decided to transform. The metal across his body began to shift into their different places to make up his general structure which only took a good 30 seconds. You sat in the middle of his palm. He lifted his hand so you were eye level with him. A feeling of vertigo washed over you

"(Y/n), harming yourself is not a good way to handle things"

"I-I know" you choked out

"But if I am being honest. I have had feeling for you as well. I never mentioned it before because I thought you would think it is unacceptable."

"N-no. I mean we really can't help who we fall in love with" you said lifting your head a bit higher.

"Then if you do not think think it is wrong, then I will say that I love you"

You looked at him wide eyed. A small smile formed in your face. It's been a while since you've heard someone say I love you to you.

"I-I love you too" you said and smiled

"But I will say one thing"

"Hmm?"

"Please do not harm yourself anymore. We are all here for you if needed. There is no need to inflict pain to yourself"

"I won't."

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698 words

*when I don't have motivation*

A~