second

my father always put me after
after what he needed
after what he wanted
just after
but you
you weren't any better
i was your second choice
you pick her over me
and every time i pick on
her details
i couldn't tell why
you would pick someone
who would hurt you
for ice could freeze you over
your heart already black
over someone
who gave you all of her pieces
who you mean everything to
everything