i thought i was in love with you
you were supposed to be that one person that i would love no matter what
no matter how much time passes
no matter what you did
you weren't supposed to be him
you weren't that type of person
history wasn't supposed to repeat itself
you weren't smart or beautiful
and your chocolate brown eyes didn't make me weak in the knees
they made me see the opinionated person that you are
you were just a stupid boy that was so lost
damaging everyone around you and running in circles
i wasn't in love with you
i was in love with the idea of you