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Anneyong Lovelies!
So..... I just wanted to give you guys a small ted talk 😌..... Lol... No;sorry 😅.
Actually, I have a lot of things to tell my dear readernims.Well first of all;don't worry,its nothing serious.Its just that, I don't have my Bestie TAEJINER with me right now cause we live in different cities and....well....my college-friends don't even know that I'm a writer at Wattpad;so this is the only option where I can pour my heart out and tell others how much happy I have been since last 3 months and HOW MUCH I've enjoyed being a writer.....
So,like any other author in this app or rather in this whole world,I too have been fond of literature since my childhood. Be it the stories in my textbooks or well known stories by famous writers;whether they were written in Bengali(My first language) or English,it didn't really matter.I LOVED to read and (I know that all of you would connect with me at this point) it used to give me a feeling of pure happiness.
By the time I turned 14,I became completely addicted to Books written by famous novelists of our Bengali literature; And well...sometimes I even used to spend my nights by finishing the works of some newbies too.Book Fairs became my paradise and I secretly started writing a little bit too.But,it was all limited to my first language.
English is a language that I've always loved and to be very honest,I was never really "weak" in this language but still.....I wasn't as comfortable with it as I was with my first language.As weird as it sounds,my exploration in English literature had been limited between my school texts and a number of novels by some Indian authors(And those were not even classic ones).Even if I am a Potterhead, I still haven't been able to read a single book of the HP series.Trust me,its one of my biggest regrets.Anyways.....the irony of the century happened when I chose English literature as my subject after highschool ended. I chose it on my own;not really as a challenge but because I love it! And....I wanted to know a LOT MORE about the classics in English literature.Maybe I'm still not really efficient in it;but I'm happy with what I have learned so far.
Now,comes the best part!Okay let me tell you a secret..... *whispers* I'm a new ARMY. I mean,yeah....😂 I got to know about BTS in last year's October only and became obsessed with the bunch of seven ethereal and talented boys in a single day.....Yes;like...literally. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ And I'm thankful that I did.Because, the more I learned about them and their music,their friendship, their views on life;I realized how open minded and pure souls they are.They inspired me in many ways and let's say that I did a PhD on them in a month.
And that's how Taejin came into my life. I observed them,their every interaction, their body language, their deep stares towards each other and boom!; I fell in love with a pair of love birds. I swear, I love them so much;more specifically the unique bond they share,I'm not really sure if I'd ever be able to find a love for myself or not. (Sings 'Epiphany')
Okay,so in November....I learned about some Taejin FFs and Wattpad and eventually made an account..... Only to read.I never had any intention to write in any social media sight. I always felt my little works safe in the hands of my bestfriend and that's it.I loved it when she liked them or praised my writing skill but never really thought about sharing them with anyone else.
Yet,when I explored Wattpad, I don't know what happened to me but I felt this urge to write something.I was already pondering over the thought when my Bestie told me, "Write something on Wattpad no!" and that slight push was enough for me.I remember when I published the first chapter of 'I've Always Hated You',I wasn't at all nervous. Because, I was sure that nobody would read my book.It was just supposed to be a daily dose for two hungry Taejin hearts that belong to me and my 'beach'.But,then some awesome and supportive readernims came to read my trashy fic. ZeenSalim all_bangtan_feels coffeelove222 seh_rin02 worldwide_cutie_guy dreamyytrust tjislove EimonThetkhine7 SJH_PCY .....I would always remain grateful to you all.And there are many more;I couldn't mention each and everyone but trust me all of you are special to me.The way you have loved and supported my works even though I now they're not really special (*Hides face in embarrassment*),I don't really know the most perfect way to thank you all. I'm gonna be honest,writing a single chapter nowadays, has been really stressful because I've unconsciously started increasing the word counts on each and every chapter and as I have to use my phone only,you can imagine how tough it can be.It takes hours and hours to write a chapter and my mind as well as my hand become so tired lol.But,when my dear readers give me comments on how much they've loved the chapter and how they just can't wait for the upcoming one,I forget everything and the cycle goes on;hehe.
I don't know what got into me that I'm rambling on these things all of a sudden. But....it feels nice to be able to let you know that how much each one of you mean to me.You guys don't even know how happy I become because of your single comment or vote.I hope that I make you happy too in some ways?😋
Yeah,so that's it...I lost the track of what I was supposed to say and I don't know;maybe I made you bored? Sorry,lmao.Just remember that you guys are awesome and I love you all!! *Hugs and Chus you all*
And yes,I'm going to update soon 😉...
Oh! And...as usually,
Purple Ya! ^_^💜
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