Warning: Strong language is used in this chapter.

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"Y-Y-You... You d-d-d-don't..."

"..."

"...l-l-l-like me?"

"No, I..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"...I-"

"..."

"I love you."

"What."

"I love you, Just Ben."

"..."

"W-W-W-W-W-Wh-"

"God dammit, I fuçking love you okay?! I'm not going to say it again!"

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"..."

"Oh my God, what happened?!"

"..."

"Ben! Did you just faint?!"

"N-N-N-N-N-No, I-I-"

"..."

"..."

"...Just Ben?!"

"..."

"What's going on? Are you okay?!"

"..."

"Oh my God are you even breathing?!"

"Y-Y-Y-Y-Y-Ye-"

"Are you having a seizure?! Or, or, or, a stroke?!"

"..."

"Shit shit shit, oh my fucking god you're dying!"

"...C-C-C-C-C-Ca-alm d-d-d-d-d-down..."

"You're telling me to fücking calm down?! You're the one who's writhing on the ground in pain and-and-and-"

"..."

"-Oh my god I need to call 911 you're getting worse! Shít!"

"...W-W-W-W-Wait-t, n-n-n-no 9-9-9-91."

"You can't even say 911 properly! I'm calling!"

"N-N-N-N-N-N-N-No-o-o-o-o."

"Shut the fuçk up Ben!"

"I-I-I-It, I-I-"

"No, no, no, you're making it worse! Just don't talk!"

"No-o-o-o-o-o 911."

"Shh."

"N-N-N-N-N-N-"

"What the fúck are you shaking your head for?! Like I care what you think! I'm calling a goddamn ambulance whether you fučking like it or not!"

"N-N-N-"

"Ben, no! Please don't try to speak! Sh, everything will be fine."

"N-N-N-o a-am-am-am-ambu-ambulance."

"Sh sh, you'll be fine okay? Just hang in there please, for me."

"No-o-o-o, b-b-b-b-b-beautiful, n-n-n-no!"

"...Ben-"

"P-P-P-P-Pl-Pl-Please?"

"..."

"..."

"..."

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"Fine! I won't fücking call, happy?!"

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"What can I do to help, Just Ben?! You're scaring me."

"..."

"Ben?!"

"P-P-P-P-P-P-"

"Shh, don't speak, it's making it worse."

"-P-Pa-a-a-a-a-"

"It's fine, you don't have to tell me."

"P-Pa-Pan-n-n-n-n-"

"..."

"P-P-P-Pa-a-a-n-n-nic!"

"...A panic attack?!"

"Y-Y-Y-Y-Yea-a-ah."

"..."

"..."

"...God dammit."

"..."

"Of course the one guy I fall in love with has a freakin' panic attack after I confess my feelings!"

"...R-R-R-R-R-Rude."

"Just Ben! If you speak again I swear to all that's holy I will punch you, panic attack or not."

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A/N:
Many of you guys guessed Tracy's feelings but I don't think you expected this, did you?! I'm so sorry about all the language, btw!

Also, I wanted to let you guys know that you can always talk to me no matter what. You've always been there for me, let me return the favor :)

I love you all <3

~ thebestsingerever

P. S. The totally cute Trains cover was made by uponmyimagination! I absolutely love it, thank you so much!! <3333333