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HOSEOK'S POV
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14th September 2019

I was never so lucky as to pass out after an abuse session.

I was always forced to stay awake while my back bled and my stomach felt winded.

Usually, once the bleeding stopped and the marks on my back scabbed over, I would find myself in the bathroom with a blade.

Today was the same.

However, as I held the cold, silver object, I found myself unable to draw the lines.

All I could see in my mind was you.

Yoongi.

I threw the blade across the room and began to sob into my knees.

Less than 24 hours and I could see you again.

That thought probably saved my life that day.

Thank you...