~Y/N POV~

"Y/n could you chop up the vegetables for me please? It's just for preparation for tonight's dinner." Jin

I nod and turn my back to him, sliding over the chopping board that already has carrots lined up and ready to be cut up.

"Sure."

I mumbled to him but stared at the knife laying beside me on the counter. He does realise what he's asking me to do right?

Hold a knife?

Are they getting that wise I wont do anything that not only can I now roam the house as long as I have someone with me but now to hold a knife. How does he know I wont try and stab him?

My hand hovered over the blade, staring down at it but Jin came over to stand beside, me following y gaze to the knife and then looking back up at my blank expression.

"Go on, pick it up." Jin

"How do you know I wont try and stab you with it or anyone else in this house for that matter."

Jin only smiles and places his hand on the counter to lean against it.

"I don't. I'm taking my chances, it's already a risk to just ask you to help me prepare the food. You could poison it with drain cleaner for all I know when I'm not looking." Jin

"Point taken. I suppose it's up to me then huh?"

Jin raised a brow but nods, pressing his lips into a thin line.

"I suppose it is. So what do you chose Y/n? Stab me now or leave it?" Jin

I went back to staring down at the knife, thinking about my choices. I still want out of here but to stab Jin for it? I don't know.

He may have raped me, kept me hostage in this place but lately it's been hard to stay mad at this guy. He's been my beck and call around here, if I need something he gives it to me. No matter what it is and Taehyung is no different but that doesn't mean I've forgiven or forgotten what they've done to me.

So I picked up the knife and ran my finger up and down the blade as if inspecting it and Jin sucked in a breath.

But then I slammed it down onto the carrot, slicing it in half. My actions caused Jin to flinch but he realised that breath he was holding and smiled.

"Thanks." Jin

"Don't thank me yet Jin. I still hold grudges you know."

Jin eyed up the knife again and nods but walks away somewhere behind me. I just grinned to myself. I think I scared him even if it was just a little I'm happy to know I even got that much fear out of him.

From behind I heard Jin cutting up some meat from a separate chopping board so i begun with the cutting carrots task I was assigned to.

We're having soup for lunch which should be ready very soon and the table is all set up also so we should be eating fairly soon. These last couple days I eat with everyone else but I don't say a word, I stay to myself in my thoughts while they talk about whatever annoyed them through out the day or some kind of mission they have to find their uncle. I don't know I don't pay too much attention. I just know that I don't annoy them as much as I apparently use to. They barely speak to me actually which is nice. I don't care much for conversation from any of them but i sometimes do it because I know lack of communication can turn someone insane so I'm not taking those chances.

"Jin what are we having for lunch?"

I turned around when I heard Jungkook's voice. It's actually the first time I've heard him speak since I lost one baby. Usually at the dinner table he is the other one other than me that doesn't say a word, he doesn't even acknowledge my existence.

"Vegetable soup. Hoseok bought too much vegetables last time he did a shop and I need to make use of them before they go bad." Jin

Jungkook nods as he stood on the opposite side of the island from Jin, tapping his bruised knuckles off the counter but then looked over to me, catching my gaze. I almost looked away, surprised he even looked my way but I didn't and held his gaze.

At first he was shocked to see me looking at him but his gaze turned blank after a couple of seconds and then walked out the kitchen like nothing happened. Weird but okay.

Jin walked over to the cooker, checking the pot of soup by dipping a spoon into the pot to blow on it and take a small taste.

"Good, it's ready. Y/n can you go get Namjoon for me? I'll call the others." Jin

I nod, setting my knife down and wiping my hands off by using a dish towel near by and throwing it back down on the counter on my way out the kitchen. But then I paused by the doorway and turned back to Jin over my shoulder.

"Wait you mean alone or are you coming with me to call on the others too?"

"No you can go alone.He's in his office." Jin

I nod and slowly turn around and walk out the kitchen but first to stick my head out the door so I know it's not a trap and I wont be jumped. You can never be too sure of that happening in this place.

But it was safe, no one was around.

So I quickly made my way up the stairs, cradling my bump protectively and walked to Namjoon's office just to knock on it twice until I heard Namjoon's voice telling me to enter. Pushing the door open slowly using the one hand and keeping my other on my bump I stepped in to see Namjoon sitting at his desk scribbling on some paper in front of him but I kept my back to the door after it closed. I didn't want someone behind me and I didn't want to get too close either.

"Lunch is ready."

Namjoon's head sprung up upon hearing my voice and he stretched a smile, dropping his pen on the paper.

"Oh y/n? I didn't know it was you. Lunch you say?" Namjoon

"Yes, Jin sent me up here to tell you lunch was ready."

Namjoon nods and stands up but I noticed the way he would settle his sights on my bump but say nothing about it while he walks towards me. I step out of his way to open the door first but he pauses before he walks out.

"After you?" Namjoon

"No thanks you go first."

His brows furrowed for a moment and leans against the open door until he suddenly laughs shaking hus head.

"Y/n if you think one of us is going to jump you when you leave my office, your wrong. So ladies first?" Namjoon

He gestured towards the door but i shook my head denying the offer once again.

"Actually a true gentleman would go first and hold open the door for the lady so that way as he enters the room first he checks the area to be sure the area is safe for the lady to enter."

"Okay then." Namjoon

Is all he says as he steps through the door but holds open the door for me and stretched out his arm towards the corridor.

"Please?" Namjoon

I just walked out the office and he closed it behind him before walking along side myself towards the stairs. We just walked in silence to the kitchen but as we made it to the bottom Namjoon decided to break that silence.

"I'm surprise you didn't try to run when Jin told you to come tell me about lunch." Namjoon

"I could of, but I have other things to consider first."

"The baby." Namjoon

Oh yeah. I forgot that he doesn't know that there's two babies. So I keep my mouth shut at his statement and we entered the dining room to take our seats with everyone else sitting at their chairs waiting for us with bowls in front of them.

I wonder when Jin will tell them all there's still two babies?