Throughout the night, he yelled and cursed at me, forcing me to it over and over again. I never shot a gun before... and I was pretty bad.

At the start, I couldn't even hit the target. He threatened to kill me multiple times.

He hit me a few times, causing a few dents in my frame.

Cycles later, I started to get the hang of it. I was very close to the middle of the target, almost matching his bullet holes.

He seemed pleased with my improvement.

I had mixed emotions. For instance, I was proud of myself for learning how to shoot a gun. But I would soon have to aim it at others... I wasn't sure I could do that. I was never a violent femme, my father was very gentle and caring- that rubbing off on me.

I couldn't be weak in front of Lockdown, unless I wanted him to hurt me. I had to show no emotion.

The next night, he taught me how to not feel. As in, having no regret for killing. I needed to be a blank slate, no care or concern for anything.

I was scared, no... terrified. He was turning me into a monster... but for some odd reason, I didn't mind. I started to see from a different perspective, the truth.

In the end, everyone will fight for themselves. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't help it.

Each night, I returned to our quarters for recharge.

I wasn't the happiest, but it wasn't horrible either. I started to grow comfortable with him... and I missed him when I was away during the day.

He continued to train me every night, until I was practically a spinning imagine of him.

I knew I was playing into his game... but then again, I don't care. I liked it... it felt good.

I changed over time. I was no longer the weak, broken femme I was the first time I walked into the camp, no. Now I was a strong, fearless hunter that served alongside Lockdown.

I couldn't imagine what I must've been like before I met him.

He was my lifeline, I couldn't live without him. And I was willing to do everything that he said.

I'm sorry for the delayed update! This chapter is the turning point of Brisk and this is where I really start to enjoy the story!

Thanks for reading and updates hopefully coming soon!

-Avalanche