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      I take a bite on my steak and looked up to see Julien silently eating his dinner.

     "I heard the Valentino Empire dropped a few percent on public ratings after EXRay Media released their report on the company a few days ago", Johnson suddenly tells me, making me quickly shift my attention to him.

     "Ah yes, I read the report from president Sterling", I say, not even a little concerned about the matter.

     "News about me being a bad person started circulating just because of that Paul reporter. But news are news, it will be forgotten after a few days if we ignore them", I say, and Johnson nodded his head as an agreement.

     "Anyways, who even gave the idea to let reporters inside the main building anyways?"

     And why the hell did I stupidly agree to it?

     "President King did, remember? He talked about how the public will love the Valentino Empire more if you try to connect with them, and apparently, letting reporters inside the building will be a great way to do so", Johnson explains, making me sigh.

     Of course, it's because of President King again.

     I'm starting to notice that everything that's happening to me now is all thanks to him.

     "You're from his branch right?" Johnson suddenly asks, but it wasn't towards me, it was a question directly thrown to Julien.

     Julien gently puts his spoon down and says, "I was."

     "How is he? Is he a good boss to everyone? Chairman Val here hasn't visited that company for a long time now so we don't really get to hear reports about him", Johnson says.

     I don't know why but I suddenly remembered that Bryson was able to find that Club Luxuria because of his father, and apparently, Julien works there, and since President King obviously goes to that club too, then it means Julien was able to get a job at the Valentino company because of him too.

     It's a disgusting thought but...has Julien...fucked him too?

    Well it can't be, president King isn't even gay. He's actually happily married for at least 20 yeas now. 

     But then again, the question on why he had that token would resurface.

     Why on earth would president King – not a gay man – have a token that will give him access to an exclusive gay club? And why on earth wasn't Bryson even shocked about finding something like that in his father's room?

     It's either President King was supposed to give it to Bryson since it was his birthday, or, President King is really secretly gay and Bryson knows about it.

     "He's always at his office, but when he's not he attends meetings outside the company. But, he checks on us time to time", Julien explains.

     "Meetings outside the company", Johnson and I said in unison.

     President King was once a CEO of a small company. My father was once acquainted to him in the past, which is why I knew him. When I was starting with my own company, he went to me and practically begged me to partner with him since his company was going on a stage of bankruptcy.

     After a few years of being partners, I bought off his old company and made him a President in one of my own companies in which President King was very honored about.

     Since it's Valentino Group of companies, it means I have a lot of sub-companies that are being handles by presidents, vice presidents, and directors. Like President King, he's a head of a different branch; President Sterling handles the main branch, and a few more presidents handle my other branches. But all these presidents have one boss, and that's me, the chairman of the Valentino Empire.

     Though the presidents have a boss (which would be me), they still have a lot of power over the company.

    One of the powerful ones is none other than President King.

     A few years ago, I only had one sub-company, and that company was the company that President King handles now. I have at least 15 sub-companies now, but since President King is the oldest and was with me when I was still growing, he's basically the second most powerful man in the company next to me, so there are a lot of things that he's able to do without me knowing about it.

     He hasn't really done anything that would ruin my name or even make the whole company fall, but I think if he even gets to do something like that, I wouldn't even be able to fire him so easily, especially when he knows too much about me.

     But then again, I said "wouldn't be able to fire him too easily" not, "wouldn't be able to fire him".

    "Heard those are meetings with stockholders and future partnership projects", Julien quickly explains, obviously noticing our reaction when he mentioned about it.

     It pissed me off a little when Julien seemed like he was defending him. But I brushed the stupid thought away as quickly as possible.

     I looked at him and took another bite on my food, "Don't worry, it's not like we're suspicious towards him. If he wanted to do something that would ruin me, he could have done it a long time ago."

     "Is that so-"

     "And besides", I quickly say as Julien looks at me, waiting for me to continue.

     I took a sip of my wine and looked at him seriously, "The things he knows about me...is nothing compared to the things I know about him. Attempting to destroy me is practically attempting to destroy himself, do you understand that Mr. Choi?" I asked.

     I get really serious about topics related to these things, and I think it's the first time Julien saw me like that too.

     He gulps when I looked at him, then he quickly nods his head as an understanding.

     His reaction made me smirk.

     "Wait till you see me during board meetings", I tell myself as I continued to eat.

     "Anyways, are you done eating Julien? I noticed you're not eating anymore", Johnson suddenly says.

     I quickly looked up and realized Julien's plate was already empty.

     "Are you not hungry anymore?" Johnson continued to ask.

     Johnson asked the question, but Julien looks at me instead. He shyly bites his lower lip and answered, "I apologize if I'm being rude but...I'm actually craving for something else."

     My eyes widened as I gripped on my fork. Then I slowly glanced at my watch.

     7:59 PM

     "Oh, is that so? Then what could it be, we might have it in the kitchen", Johnson says. But before Julien could even answer, I quickly put my fork down and said, "Don't spoil him on his first day."

     Johnson looks at me, but I ignored him and stood up, "We still have some papers to finish so we'll be going upstairs first."

     Johnson looked like he was going to ask about it, but he sighs and nods his head anyways.

     "Alright then", he says, quickly making Julien stand up from his seat.

     I walked upstairs first, Julien right behind me.

     When I was now in front of the door of my office, I stopped and looked at my watch again. When it was exactly 8:00 PM already, I took a deep breath first before turning the doorknob and heading inside.

     I walked towards my desk and heard the door close. I slowly turned around and sat down on my chair, watching Julien just stand there, staring back at me too.

     "Ready to play?" he suddenly asks me.

     I don't say anything and just stared at him.

    "What are you doing Romeo?" I asked myself as I watch Julien slowly walk his way towards me.

     "If my owner won't talk or even move me, then I wouldn't know what to do", he tells me. Now he was standing right in front of my desk.

     "You want me to command you?" I finally asked him, making him grin, "Those are the rules."

     He leans forward and seductively continues, "I know you love rules, right? Chairman Val?"

     I smirked and nodded my head, "If that's the case then neatly clear my desk please", I tell him.

     It was obvious that Julien was expecting me to give him a sexual command, so when he heard what I commanded him instead, his expression quickly changed into confusion.

     "Alright then", he says anyways as he removes my perfectly aligned pens and papers and neatly places it on a different table. He then takes the small sculpture and my lamp and also placed it on top of the other table until my desk was completely empty.

     When my desk was now clear, he looks back at me and asked, "Are you actually going to make me clean your desk? Because that is seriously a huge turn off."

      When I heard what he said, I started laughing my pants off.

     "Looks like I have a lot more tricks than you do", I tell him as I crossed my arms.

     I stared at his eyes deeply and said, "Rather than making it clean, I surprisingly want you to make it dirty."

     Julien continued to look at me confusingly, seconds later his eyes widened from realization.

     "You want me...to masturbate...on top of your desk?" he asks, unsure if I was actually messing with him or not.

     It was actually confusing me too. All I want is order and neatness, but somehow, because of Julien, I ended up wanting him to do something dirty for me.

     For a man who I literally just met, he had the ability to confuse the shit out of me. 

     But I'm slowly starting to learn that I should just go with the flow and accept it.

     It might sound weird but...Julien might be the only thing I need to clear myself from this torturous disorder.

     He makes me forget about the bad things.

     He feels surprisingly comforting.     

     And he especially makes dirty things look fucking irresistible.

     "I command you to play with yourself on top of my desk. Those are the rules, right?" I asked.

     Julien looks at me with disbelief, like he couldn't believe that he'd actually be able to hear those words come out of my own mouth. But after a few seconds of sinking it in, he chuckles and nods his head anyways.

     "You're right. Those are definitely the rules", he says as he walks towards the table to get one of my fountain pens, then he looks back at me and finally removes his necktie.

     I thought he was going to strip again, but instead, he only removes his coat, pants and boxers, leaving his turtleneck shirt and gloves still on him.

     "Enjoy the show", he mischievously says as he sits on the edge of my desk. He quickly turns his body so he could be able to face me now.

     My thighs were in between his legs, but before they could even touch, he quickly lifts it up so he could kneel in front of me.

     His cock was a few inches away from my face; if he moved a little further then I'd be able to touch it with my own lips.

     "Just watch", he warns me, like he felt like I was really going to suck his dick, which was very unlikely so there wasn't any reason for him to worry.

     "Since you can't go inside me, maybe something you own would be an acceptable replacement", he says as he shows me the fountain pen, "If you don't mind."

     I stared at the pen, thinking I'd definitely just throw it away after.

     "Go ahead", I answered.

     Without wasting any time, Julien started licking on the pen like it was some kind of ice pop.

     I cringed a little when I saw him do it, but knowing the fact that all my pens are brand new makes me feel at ease at least.

     "H-hopefully...yours is bigger", he suddenly says while still sucking on the pen.

     I quickly understood what he meant so I chuckled and answered, "You'll need at least five more of those if that's what you're wondering"

     Julien slowly pulls the pen out of his mouth and smirked, "That will definitely destroy me", he sexily tells me.

     I don't know how he made that sentence feel so sexy but he just did.

     "All wet now daddy", he playfully says, showing me the wet pen.

     I gulped and started bouncing my leg up and down again.

     The moment he said the word daddy, my whole body quickly became 10 times hotter than it already was.

     "Now let's feed this naughty little hole", he says as he positions the pen on his asshole. Then, with a slow push inside, Julien quickly moans.

     "A-Ah shit...it's so s-slippery", Julien says.

     I gulped and watched him push the pen deeper.

     He moans again, but louder this time.

     I had to grip on my thighs to make it stop bouncing, "If you don't want to be heard you have to keep quiet", I tell him, quickly making Julien bite his lip so his loud moans wouldn't come out of his mouth.

     He starts pushing and pulling the pen inside his hole.

     "D-daddy...your dirty toy...c-can't stop the sound f-from...coming out", he tried to say as he now bends over so he could properly shove the pen inside.

     Julien quickly moans again, making my pants feel even tighter.

     "Fuck", I say under my breath as I felt my own dick twitching.

     If he continues on moaning like that, I wouldn't be able to control myself anymore.

     "I told you...keep quiet", I say as I started looking for something that would be useful in this kind of situation.

     My eyes eventually saw my own hands.

    I gulped as a stared at it, but when I heard Julien moan again, I quickly showed him my thumb, "Bite", I say, making Julien look at me with shock.

     "If you feel like moaning...bite as hard as you can", I say, not sure about it myself.

     "I'm wearing gloves anyways", I thought. Trying to convince myself that it was okay. But before I could even change my mind and back out, Julien starts thrusting the pen faster, making him quickly bite my thumb.

     The sudden contact of his teeth made me grip on my thighs harder.

     It was definitely painful.

     But, there was obviously something else, and that something was obviously something that I was enjoying.

     "Rome", he mumbled while my thumb was still inside his mouth.

     One final push and cum started oozing out of his cock.

     I quickly pulled my thumb away from his mouth.

     I was panting heavily, like I was actually the one who fucked him. I quickly looked down and felt something warm inside my pants.

     I sighed when I realized that I actually came as well.

     "Great", I whispered to myself.

     I suddenly felt so dirty after everything that JUST happened. 

     I wanted to quickly change my gloves and even my pants and boxers. I felt like a kid who pissed his pants and I felt so embarrassed.

     Wait a second...

     "Embarrassed"

     My eyes widened when I realized something again. The thing that I'm feeling right now is actually embarrassment...not disgust, nor anger. It felt so new that I felt the hair on my skin stand.

     "This is enough", I finally say.

     "Wear your clothes back and go downstairs", I say as I slowly stood up.

     I looked at Julien who was panting heavily while he was still on top of my desk. He pulls the pen out of his asshole and neatly places it on the table.

     "Let me clean up first. Don't want the maids to think about weird things right?" he says as he slowly goes down from the desk.

     He wears his clothes and used some papers to clean the desk.

     After throwing the dirty papers away, Julien quickly puts all the items back on top of my desk.

     He then took the pen that he used and was about to throw it away as well. I don't know what came up to me but I quickly stopped him.

     Julien looked at me confusingly as I said, "Clean it up and hand it over to me."

     Julien laughs, like I made a joke. But when he saw my serious expression, his own expression changed as well.

     He took another paper and used it to wipe the pen. Then he gives it to me.

     I stared at the pen. My brain was telling me to just fucking reach out and take it, but a bigger percent of my brain kept on telling me to throw that disgusting thing away.

     "Do you really need this because I don't think it's necessary for you to-"

     Julien stops mid-sentence when I quickly took the pen from his hand and quickly hid it inside my pocket.

     "Are you serious?" he asked, shocked on what I just did.

     "If you don't want to leave yet then I'll go first", I say as I quickly turned around since I was starting to feel my face getting hotter and hotter.

     It was definitely turning red, and I'd rather die than let Julien see that kind of expression.

     "Wait!" he suddenly shouts, making me stupidly stop walking again.

     Seriously, I'm acting like a weakling when I'm around him.

     "What you did just now...why?" he asked me.

     "I don't know either", I whispered to myself, but I didn't dare say it to Julien.

     The pen was hot inside my pocket, and it felt heavy too. I don't know why I suddenly wanted to keep such an item, but somehow, I felt like keeping it...would make me feel like I'm keeping...him.

     "Alright, you don't have to answer. But at least...sit down", he suddenly tells me.

     I finally turned around and looked at him.

     "Sit down and let me help you with that, to at least repay you for dirtying your office", Julien says as he looked down on my bulging crotch.

     "No, you can't touch me, remember?" I asked him.

     Julien nodded his head, like he obviously understood it already and I didn't have to keep on telling him about it.

     "You have severe OCD right? I heard some say that a lot of people have already tried to help you with that disorder but nothing happened. A lot of them had already lost hope, and one of those people is none other than yourself", Julien suddenly tells me. I didn't know why he was saying those things but somehow, it was a big punch in the gut in my part.

     "But earlier, during the incident at the restaurant...I touched you", he finally says, surprising me since I thought we were never going to talk about that event.

     "You didn't react, you just let me touch you", he continued.

     "What's your point Mr. Julien Choi?" I finally asked him.

    Julien looked like he was thinking really deeply before he answered me, "What if there's still hope? What if..."

     Julien paused and looked down, like he was unsure of it himself. But after what seems like a quick debate with his inner self, Julien looked straight into my eyes and continued, "What if I can help you?"

     Help you.

     How long have I not heard someone say that those words to me?

     "You can't help me", I coldly answered him.

     I thought he was finally going to give up on the idea, but I saw him clench on his fist instead and persistently say, "No, you can still be cured."

     "I'm not fucking sick", I fired back, shocking Julien.

     "I-I'm sorry..." he softly says, and the way he looked suddenly made me feel angry.

     "Enough with this crap", I say as I was about to turn around and leave the room.

     "Rome", he suddenly calls out, making me flinch.

     "I know...and you know...that whatever is going on between us...is helping you with your OCD", he honestly tells me, making me gulp since that was exactly what I was just thinking about a few minutes ago.

     "I told you I'm used to the pain, and you can use me to put it all out. If using me...will help you with your disorder...then use me all you want", he says, making me clench on my fist.

     "Why do you even care about me Mr. Choi? You don't even know me that well, and you've only met me too", I tell him.

     I thought he was going to answer my question, but instead, he tells me instead, "I should be asking you the exact same question Mr. Valentino. Why do you even care about me? You don't even know me that well, and you've only met me too...but why? Why do you want me to stay by your side?"

     I took a deep breath and just stared at him.

     "You got me", I whispered to myself as I closed my eyes to calm myself down.

     I'm a person who wants nothing more but order. But ever since meeting him, order was already gone, and I didn't even mind it. If Julien can help me escape this torturous disorder, then who am I to be picky? Everyone else has given up on me anyways.

     I took a deep breath and finally asked him, "What did you want me to do again?"

     Julien quickly smiles, shocking me since it was my first time to see him smile like that.

      And for the first time...

      He looked beautiful.

     "You don't want to be touched, I get it. People touching you makes you feel dirty right?" he suddenly asks me, quickly snapping me back to my senses.

     He removes his necktie again and walks closer to me, "But if you can't see it, you won't know...right?" he asks me again.

     "Sit down and let me finish our play date", Julien says, and like a puppet, I sat down on the chair in front of my desk.

     "Close your eyes", he says. Now it was his turn to command me.

     "I can't believe I'm actually doing this", I whispered as I closed my eyes. Seconds later I felt Julien tie something over my eyes.

     I flinched, and I could hear Julien shushing me, like he was trying to calm me down.

     "Earlier you were counting...if you feel uneasy, and doing that will help, then I want you to count", Julien tells me.

     I took a deep breath and felt like there wasn't any reason for me to do that...yet.

     "Count", Julien whispered, then I felt him unzip my pants.

     Like what he expected, I started to feel uneasy. But before I could even say anything, he pulls my pants and boxers down, quickly making me grip on the edge of the chair.

     "S-Stop..." I quickly say as I felt the breeze touch my now exposed cock.

     "Count", Julien says again.

     My heart was beating fast, and I felt my hands starting to tremble a little.

     I gulped and finally started counting, "O-One one thousand, two one thousand, three one thousand, four one thousand, five one thousand, six one thousand, seven one thousand-"

     I continued to count as I agonizingly waited for Julien to do something.

     Finally, I felt his breath near my cock. I was gripping so hard on the edge of the chair that my hands were starting to hurt.

     "I can't", I finally say, then, a tear fell out of my eyes.

     The whole room was silent, and then I felt Julien pull my pants and boxers back up.

     He zips my pants and finally removes the necktie off my eyes.

     I quickly wiped my eyes and looked down, afraid to see Julien's reaction.

     "Rome..." he suddenly called out again.

     My heart was beating fast and my hands continued to tremble as I slowly lifted my head to look at him.

     To my surprise, Julien's eyes were teary too.

     He gives out this smile that blew me away for the second time and sincerely says, "You did a good job...Romeo Valentino."

     I didn't know why but those words suddenly broke me. Tears started pouring out of my eyes even more as Julien kneeled in front of me, "You did a REALLY good job", he tells me again.

     But before I could even say anything back, someone suddenly knocks on the door three times.

     "Romeo...you're being called for an emergency meeting", Johnson says outside the door.

     My eyes widened as I quickly wiped my tears away to stand up.

     Emergency meeting.

     "Company?" I asked.

     Johnson paused for a few seconds before answering, "No...family"

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