"So" I demand the moment I see Edward "Edward has been a complete jackass to me this entire time because he can't read my mind?" For the last two hours Carlisle has been answering every question I've ever had in full detail since I made it plain that the more detail the better. I'm even writing in a little manual just for vampires that I've asked for him to proof read to make sure I didn't mistake anything.

Now the Cullen children have returned home from school seeing me on the couch since I needed to use the bathroom and I made it clear that if I stayed in bed one more moment I'd go crazy. I mean I've been in bed for over a week now and I need to stretch my legs.

"Essentially" Carlisle confirms "we believe you have a gift where your able to block your mind from Edward"

"Is it the same with Bella?" I ask, looking at Edward "are her thoughts boring? Does she have any deep dark secrets? Or is her mind just as boring as her clothing choice?"

He stares at me "I can't read her mind" note to self, read Bella's diary.

"Hi" Alice pops up beside me smiling "I'm so happy you know" I wince imagine pain letting out a strained cry when she pulls me into her arms crushing me.

"Your" my voice pitched "crushing me"

She lets go as Jasper is dragged out of the room by Emmett, I grab the couch as tears prick my eyes. Did she undo my stitches? "Alice" Carlisle scolds "you just broke her stitches, here" Carlisle moves me so that he can restitch my back together.

"Sorry" she apologizes before leaving to god knows where. The only people still in the room is Rosalie and Edward, Esme has just returned with Carlisle's medical bag and some other shit.

As Carlisle does this, Rosalie comes over to hand me some cards "People at school have given us get well cards or glad you're not dead cards"

"Thanks" taking the cards from her, my phone goes off but I don't answer it. I know exactly who it's from, I set up a specific ringtone to alert me when Renée is calling.

"Aren't you going to answer it?" Edward asks me

Shaking my head "It's Renee"

"You call your mother by her first name?" Rosalie asks "why?"

"She's no mother to me" shaking my head "Sue Clearwater and Tatyana have been more of mothers to me than her. Renee has never once bothered to ask about me or try to contact me, hell she doesn't even ask for me or my whereabouts whenever Charlie went to her and Bella to visit Bella"

"You call your father by his first name?" Edward asks "Bella calls him dad"

"He's not a dad" shaking my head "not to me"

"What were you doing talking to Paul Lahote?" Edward asks after a long pregnant pause of silence "didn't you make it clear to everyone and to him that you didn't want to see him?"

"He stopped me as I was driving down to this place in Forks" I say "he was in the road, don't know why I didn't run that dumbass son of a bitch over with my jeep. Biggest regret" Rosalie is smiling by my words.

"Really?" Edward gives her a look

"What?" I ask

"I was thinking" she shakes her head "that it would be funny to see that" the phone goes off somewhere and Esme goes to get it.

"More than deserves it" grumbling about that

"What did you see in him?" Rosalie asks

"We were friends" I rub my brows "then friends with benefits and eventually dating but now he's on my shit list of everyone I want dead"

"You have a murder list?" Carlisle asks

Nodding my head "Who's on this list?" Rosalie asks

"Isabella Swan" listing off all the people I hate but Alice and Edward since I'm in their home and it's like of rude to insult someone in their own home, plus one of them might kill me in my sleep. I don't know why but that I feel is like a real possibility "Renee Higginbotham Dwyer, Charlie Swan, Jacob Black, Billy Black, Sam Uley, Emily Young, Jessica Stanley, Mike Newman and now Paul Lahote—oh! Also half of my grade"

The three stare at me lie I grew a second head, I hear someone from someplace else laughing loudly. Emmett "What did these people do?" Edward asks "to warrant such hate?"

"Jessica for being a nosy gossip queen" I list "Mike for just flirting with me way too much, and I'm fairly certain I don't need to explain my biological family do we?"

"And everyone else?" He asks

"Half of the people I just want dead" shrugging my shoulders "no reason" Edward face palms when I say that "sometimes there are just those people you want dead"

"Carlisle" Esme comes in then "those were the Elders of La Push, they wish to talk about Catalina and her now knowing. They want to talk to her in person"

"No" shaking my head "I'm not going anywhere near them—who are the elders?"

"Billy Black"

"Always hated him" I mutter, I don't know why I've always hated him. Maybe it's because he cheated on his wife Sarah who was such a sweet person? Maybe it was because he never disciplined Jacob enough since Jacob Black? His son? He's a complete idiot, especially when it comes to Bella. Maybe it's because of his attitude to some things sometime?

"Also Old Quil Ateara" Carlisle says "and finally Hardy Clearwater"

"I'll speak to Harry" I say, they stare at me "I've never been a fan of Billy Black or his dumbass kid, I hate Sam and Paul and if I see Jared I'll punch him, and...yeah—if they want to talk to me, could you tell them that I'll only talk to Harry and no one else"

Carlisle nods his head "Alright, Esme" he holds out his hand and Carlisle takes the phone "Yes? Billy Black? This is Carlisle Cullen" there are mutters on the phone "yes she is fine and safe" more talk "she doesn't wish to talk to you"

Esme she helps me chance my shirt since my other shirt has blood on it "thank you" mouthing, she nods her head smiling as she helps me lie back down.

"She will only speak to Harry Clearwater" Carlisle says, more mutters "she feels more comfortable talking with him and given how she is still in early recovery it's not ideal for her to be around stressors" more mutters "no, that—I'll tell her since she's right here" looking at me "the elders all want to be present including the wolves"

"Can I see that phone?" I ask, he warily hands it to me before I scream as loud as I can "I DO NOT WANT TO SEE ANY OF YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES BUT HARRY BECAUSE HE IS THE ONLY ONE I TRUST AND IF I SEE ANY ONE ELSE OR THE JACKASS WOLVES BEFORE I AM READY TO SEE YOU I WILL GET CHARLIE'S RIFLE AND HUNT YOU DOWN THEN SKIN YOUR WOLF HIDES TO MAKE AS A NICE CARPET!" Handing the phone back to Carlisle "thanks"

He takes it from me staring at me then looks at the others, only Rosalie and Edward finds what happened amusing "No, she needs to retake her painkillers right now...we could have her meet Harry here since she can't really move too much. Alright" hanging up, he tells me "Harry will be here in an hour"

~One Hour Later~

"Hi Harry" I hug Harry, he sits down next to me since the Cullens are giving us space.

"I'm so sorry" he apologizes "that your finding out about this"

"Why did Paul come see me?" I ask "Carlisle has already explained in very lengthy detail about the supernatural world"

"He wanted to see if you were his imprint" he explains

I'm so confused "he wanted to do what a mother duck does?"

His lips tilt in amusement "No, imprinting is kind of like a wolf shifter's way of finding their soulmate"

"What do you mean?" I ask "is Sue your imprint?"

Nodding his head "She is...imprints, everything changes for us when we meet them. Their our gravity...we could form a brother sister, best friend ship or a lover relationship with our imprint. Most of the imprints are together in a romantic way, Jared with Kim, me with Sue...Sam and Emily"

"Was Emily really attacked by a bear?" I ask. He shakes his head no.

"Sam in anger shifted before her" he says "and Paul wanted to see if you were his imprint"

"Did he knows that he wasn't stable to be around?" I ask "that I would be very angry with him for what he did?"

He nods his head "He thought that if you were his imprint then things would be different"

"How?" I demand "he fucked the one woman in the world I detest to no limit, he knows I struggle being near Bella because she is a constant reminder of how I wonder why my birth parents didn't want me. She has me questioning what I could have possibly did to warrant why my parents feel the way they do about me. I'm not even going to begin with his behavior towards me since he started to get all buff and everything" a few tears come down my face, wiping my tears away Harry just stares at me.

"I know you won't want to talk to him now" Harry says "but one day, I think you should"

"I'm not his imprint right?" I ask

He shakes his head "No, your not...Emily wants to see you"

"Why?" Crossing my arms, wincing at the pain I felt when I did that.

"Besides Kim" she says "your the only human that knows about the supernatural world and she thought"

"No offense" I hold my hand out "but I'd rather fuck Paul again while he is covered poison oak than ever speak to her willingly"

"So that's a no to seeing Kim?" He asks

"I'll see her" nodding my head "and I'll see Jared, but only them since they aren't jackasses"