I put a blanket and a pillow on the pull out couch in my room. My dad normally stays downstairs on the couch when he comes back home from the bar so Eren has to stay in my room. I hear the bathroom door open, but I'm not facing it. I guess he finished his shower. I play with the hem of my jacket. After my dad left, we didn't say anything. Well other than me telling him he can take a shower in my bathroom. I feel him approach me from behind.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I say.

He stays silent. I can feel his presence behind me. Damn it is he ignoring me? I turn around furious, but I get shocked by our close proximity. I tilt my head up so I can look at his face. He stares down at me.

"You never asked," he answers me.

"This is something that I shouldn't have to ask for. Why, I'm so confused," I back up a step but I don't look away from him.

I feel tears of frustration start to fall out. "You hate me Jaeger. It's your fault. It's your fault! Why are you being so nice to me? I hate you!"

I can feel the familiar feeling of an attack about to come. I drop down on the couch and hold my head in my hands. I tell myself to calm down and catch my breath. Just calm down. Eren is in front of you. You have to keep yourself composed. I notice Eren take a step forward and he kneels down. He tilts my head up with his finger so I'm looking at him. He stares into my eyes.

"You hate me huh?" He asks.

I nod. Suddenly, he pulls out a knife from his pocket and holds it up to me. When I don't take it he forces me to hold it with his own hand. He brings the knife to his neck.

"Kill me. If you really hate me, kill me," he says.

I open my mouth to say I will but I can't. The words won't come out. I feel his hand start to trace up my leg. Everywhere he touches leaves my body hot. Very hot. I'm already panting for some reason. He leans closer to me.

"Huh, I guess you don't hate me as much as you say," he says.

He takes the knife from me and puts it on the table. He puts his arms on both sides of me, trapping me.

"The reason why I helped your dad is something you don't need to know," he says.

"But," his breath tickles my cheek as he moves closer to my ear.

He kisses the place right near my earlobe before biting down on it, causing me to groan slightly.

"I am interested in you, Rin," he says kissing down my neck.

I feel my composure start to unwind. Shit.

"Eren," I start, "We can't."

"And why?" He asks, slithering his arm around my waist, squeezing it slightly.

I bite my lip to stop myself from making any noise. I start to look around frantically and then it clicks in my head. I push him away.

"Umm I need to take a shower," I get up and quickly run to the bathroom, closing the door behind me.

I place my hand over my heart trying to calm down the heartbeat. I turn on the shower to the hottest it can go and I strip out of my clothes. I look at myself in the mirror, like I normally do. I can't help but think.

"How can he be interested in this," I whisper to myself.

I tear my eyes away from myself and walk into the shower. THe water burns, but it feels nice. I feel my muscles relax. The water falls down my inked skin. No one has ever seen all my tattoos. I don't like showing them to people. I always wear long sleeves and long pants, except at that party. I wore a tank top which showed my arms. I hear the shower door open and my eyes go wide quickly covering myself.

"Hey," Eren says.

I look over at him and see he's completely naked.

"What are you doing Eren?! I'm taking a shower," I exclaim.

He walks in and closes the door behind him. "I wanted to take a shower with you. You forgot to lock the door."

He places a hand over my mouth, stopping me from saying anything else. His eyes trail down my body.

"I"ve never seen these tattoos," he traces the ones on my hip to my stomach.

His touch on my bare skin is so much more electric. I can't believe Eren Jaeger is in my shower. I can't help but trail my eyes down his body. His arms are tatted along with his chest. I look down and my heart beat picks up. He's big. I look back up at him and see him smirking.

"Like what you see?" he says still covering my mouth.

"Move your hands," he says moving my hands so he can see everything.

His eyes go wide. He traces the tattoo on my underboob.

"Is this the one..."

I smile softly. "Yeah. That's the one Hitch gave me freshmen year under the bleachers at that football game."

"You were all everyone talked about after that," Eren chuckles.

The tattoo is an arrow under my boob. I remember Hitch stole a tattoo gun from her friend and wanted to try it out but didn't want to put it on her own skin. So I offered. Eren was there, too. Basically everyone was there since you don't really get to see a little freshman get tatted at a football game.

"I remember all the seniors wanted to get with you in bed cause they saw your tits," Eren says.

I can't help but laugh. "I remember! People thought I was cool even though that wasn't even my first tattoo. I was wayy overhyped."

The awkward tension disappears from us. Eren grabs the soap and puts it on my loofah.

"Turn around," he says.

I obey and he starts scrubbing my back. "Wait, Eren, I can do it myself-"

"Shut up," he says completely disregarding my protests.

I sigh and relax my back. He's so weird.

"You know, this is things that couples do. You're literally like my enemy," I chuckle at the thought.

"Is there a rule where enemies can't be couples?" Eren asks me.

I turn my head around. "What's that supposed to mean?"

He opens his mouth to speak then closes it. "Nothing, just turn back around."

He smears some soap on my chin and I wipe it away quickly, causing him to chuckle. I can feel my cheeks heat up. I can't even imagine what is going on in his head. Is he playing me? Is he being for real?

"Relax, you're so tense," he says.

"I don't get it," I say.

"What?" He asks.

"Why are you acting like this Eren? Seriously, it's messing with my head," I say.

He stops scrubbing for a bit. I turn my head to look at him and see him staring at me.

"It doesn't matter what happened in the past or what's going to happen," he says. "Just enjoy the now."

He didn't exactly answer my question, but something was lifted off my chest. I take a few deep breaths and I relax. I don't know if he's right, but right now I want to forget everything. So I do.