Eren's POV

She's been in there for a while now. She's probably just taking her time, but I feel like something's wrong. Should I go inside? I don't really have the right to. I hurt her. It's all my fault, but I don't know how to apoligize correctly. Just saying it would mean nothing to her. She's had tons of fake apologies from people. She deserves better than that. The sound of the front door closing knocks me out of my thoughts. I guess her dad left already. The whole time she was gone, he goes out for the night and doesn't come back till morning.

"FUck it," I say standing up and going to her door.

The knob turns. She always forgets to lock it. I open it and I see the bathroom is full of steam. I look over to the shower and see her small body on the floor. SHe's curled up against the wall. I open the shower door and notice the water runs cold now. She's been here for a while. I turn off the water and grab a towel.

"You're gonna get sick pullin a stunt like that," I say helping her up and wrapping the towel around her.

I notice her knees wobble. I sigh and pick her up bridal style to her room. SHe's shivering in my arms. My heart pangs with guilt. This is all my fault. Damn it Eren why can't you just leave her alone? I place her softly on her bed before going to her closet. I grab pajama pants and a warm long sleeve before going over to her. Her eyes are fogged as she stares at nothing. I dress her and then use the towel to dry her hair softly. I notice a slight tan on her body. I guess she wore a bikini in California. My fist clenches. Other men got to see her like that. I can't lie, I'm jealous.

"I slept with someone," her voice croaks out.

I feel anger fuel through me. "What?"

"I slept with some guy I met at the bar," she says plainly. "Didn't even know his full name."

I squeeze my fist tightly, trying to calm down. "Why?"

She shrugs. "I don't know. I thought I would feel better."

"Did you?" I ask her.

A few seconds of silence pass before she turns her head to look back at me and shakes her head. "No."

I notice a tear fall down her angelic face. "I didn't feel better at all, Eren."

I drop the towel and pull her in instinctively. She's stiff at first but then she grabs onto my shirt and cries quietly. I tuck my head in the crook of her neck, smelling her shampoo.

"I'm sorry," I say in an almost whisper. "I have a lot of things I want to say to you, but I can't do that right now. It would be meaningless. Can you... give me time?"

She hiccups a few times before I feel her nod. "Okay."

I feel a smile rise on my face as I squeeze her slightly. "Thank you."

I kiss her neck softly. I kiss up her chin to her lips. I look at her swollen red eyes before tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. I hold her face in my hands before leaning in and closing the gap. Her soft lips mold with my own. I swear, I felt sparks fly everywhere. I feel her small hands tug on my shirt. I pull away and get up, closing her bed room door and locking it. I go back over the bed and pull off my shirt quickly. I crawl back over her and start kissing down her neck. I can feel her stifle her moans and gasps.

"You're dad's not home, don't worry," I say pulling up her shirt softly.

I don't want to go fast this time. I want to show her how much she means to me. I kiss her body tenderly, savoring her. I unclip her bra and pull off the pants I just put on her.

"YOu're so beautiful," I mumble against her skin.

I move back up to her lips and I notice her cheeks are flushed. I slowly push into her. Her body stiffs for a bit, sharp moans leaving her pretty mouth. I pull out and enter her again. While I slowly thrust in her, I lean down and kiss her. Her hands reach to my back, scratching it everything time I bottom out. She feels so good. I'm not lasting long. Both of our moans fill the room. I look down at her body shaking at every thrust. Her back arches into me and her eyes roll back. She's gorgeous.

"I- I'm gonna," she stutters.

"Me too," I groan quickening my pace slightly.

"Eren," she moans out.

"Come for me baby," I say feeling her flutter around me.

After a few thrusts I feel her cum. I pull out quickly and cum over her thighs. Still catching my breath, I lean down and kiss her cheek, catching her in surprise.

"I'm sorry," I mumble against her skin.

She runs a hand through my hair. "It's okay."