I wake up panting and in sweat. I look around and see the sun is starting to rise. Shit it's early. I need to take another shower though. I stand up and my legs ache slightly from last night. I look back at the bed and notice Eren isn't there. FOr some reason, my heart sinks. OF course he wasn't going to stay, you aren't dating him. Plus that was most likely just to have sex. I feel a tear fall down my face.

"Damn it," I wipe my eyes quickly.

I gather some warm clothes before walking to the showers. I quickly wash myself and change into the new clothes, feeling much cleaner than before. I walk back towards the room and lay my head down on the pillow trying to sleep again. I can't stop thinking about it though. I passed out before I could do anything with him, but I felt so good. That's the first time I've come so many times and it felt that good. I feel my cheeks heat up and I quickly shove my face in the pillow. Calm down, Rin. It didn't mean anything. It was a one time thing. I need Eren to think I don't care about it. He wants to hurt me. He's toying with me. I just have to shove it back in his face. My eyes slowly shut and I finally fall back asleep.

I'm woken up by knocking at the door. I get up and rub my eyes. When I open the door, I see Sasha on the other side.

"HEy, come on. Breakfast is ready," Sasha says.

I nod and walk out with her. She starts talking about how excited she is to eat food since NIccolo made breakfast. He's some type of chef or something. When we walk to the kitchen, I see everyone already sitting there.

"Morning, Rin," Connie says, bringing all the attention to me.

"Morning," I yawn.

Someone bumps into me roughly, causing me to stumble a bit. I look over and see Mikasa staring down at me.

"Oops, sorry," she gives me a fake smile.

I ignore her and walk to my seat, in between Jean and Sasha. My eyes unwillingly trail over to Eren and I see him totally ignoring me. He's talking to Armin about something. I sigh and look back down at my food. Of course he doesn't care about what happened. He's done that to tons of girls, I'm just another name on his list now.

(Later on)

"Come one, Rin. It's not that hard!" Connie says skiing down the slope.

I gulp and look down at the drop. I have a fear of heights. I turn around. I can't do this. I bump into someone though. I look up and see Mikasa there. She grins at me evily.

"You scared of heights?" she inchees closer to me.

"Mikasa, no," I say my eyes wide in horror.

But before I can get away, she pushes me down the slope. I scream as I go down. The speed is incredibly fast. I feel my eyes water from fear.

"RIn! Turn to the side and stop!" I hear Sasha scream at me.

"I can't!" I say covering my face.

I feel my tears start to fall down my face. Shit, I'm gonna hit something. I"m so scared. I hate heights. This is too much. Please God, save me. Suddenly, I feel myself being pushed on the soft snow. I tumble a bit, but there's something holding me. Whne we finally stop moving, I uncover my eyes. I look up.

"ERen?" my voice cracks.

He looks down at me and holds my face. "If you were scared of heights, you should've just said that."

The tears blind my eyes. I hold onto Eren's jacket and I sob. He pats down my hair, calming me down. "It's okay, you're okay now."

"Rin! Rin, are you okay?!" I hear Jean's voice appraoch us.

Eren pulls away from me and helps me up. I wipe my eyes quickly. I look up and see Jean, Sasha, Connie, and Historia there.

"Oh my god, Rin," Historia engulfs me. "I"m so sorry, we didn't know you were scared of heights. We wouldn't have pushed you to go skiing with us. Please forgive me!"

I can't let any words out so I just hug her back, surprising her.

"Hey," I hear Ymir's voice.

I look up and notice her cheek bleeding.

"What happened Ymir?" Sasha asks her.

Niccolo comes in a few seconds later. "She punched Mikasa. Armin took Mikasa back to the cabins, and I pulled Ymir off her."

Damn it. I'm ruining their whole trip. Mikasa only hates me. If I wasn't here, she wouldn't have gotten into a fight and everyone would be having fun. I need to get out of here.

(Late that night)

I pack up all my stuff in my bag. The train station is about a mile down from here so I can walk there. I grab my phone and put it in my pocket before leaving the room. As I approach the main room, I hear some voices.

"Eren, what are you doing?" Mikasa asks.

"I just don't want to, is that a problem?" Eren's voice says annoyed.

"You never reject me, what's going on?" Mikasa's voice says.

"I just don't feel like it, get off me," I hear rustling and footsteps approaching the door.

It's too late for me to hide though. Eren opens the door and sees me there with my luggage. His eyes trail from my luggage to me.

"Wait stop-" Mikasa approaches the door and sees me.

She sees my luggage. A smirk crawls up her face. "Leaving already? You don't even have a car or a license bitch."

"I'm walking to the station," I say.

"Stay in the room for a minute," Eren says to me.

He leaves, with MIkasa following behind him. I don't know why, but I listen. Now's my chance to leave, go!

"Let's go," Eren's voice rings through the room.

I Look to the side and see him with his bag thrown over his shoulder and his keys in his hand. I shake my head. "No, you have to stay. I"m just gonna go."

"If you're going, I am, too. There's no point of me being here," he says in his monotone voice.

I feel anger start to bubble up in me. "Why are you doing this Eren?"

"What?" he asks confused.

"You're acting all nice now, but you ignore me everywhere else. You did all that stuff last night and now you're acting like it never happened," I finally say out loud.

He doesn't flinch from my words. Instead he closes the door behind him and grabs my bag, walking out the front door.

"Stop, Eren," I say, but he ignores me and puts my bags in the trunk of his car.

He opens the passengers side seat. "Sit."

I bite my lip in thought. It's fucking freezing. But Eren's just going to ignore everything I said. Fuck it. I sit in the car and he closes the door. He moves to the driver's seat and turns on his car. The heater warms us both up. He starts driving home.

"Eren-"

"No. We'll talk later, for now, just go to sleep. I'll wake you up when we get there," he says.

I bite the inside of my cheeks to stop myself from yelling. I sigh and lean my head against the cold window slowly drifting off to sleep.