Honkai Impact 3

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Reincarnated Trap Male Reader

Background story:

Y/n L/n or us a person with no talent nor something to be proud of other than our imagination which we us to daydream every time we can because we want to just escape reality even for a bit

Every day is nothing but pain, always being compared to other people who are way out of the league... Always making mistakes... Dumb... Ugly... Useless... Talentless...

Playing games, drawing, watching animes, and daydreaming was our only way of trying to find peace

One day our parents were arguing with our Older Brother who got zero scores on one of his tests, cause he usually always gets a perfect score on everything

We were trying to be quiet and go to the toilet to take a bath

But... Our parents see us and call us

They then start screaming and scolding us that our Brother got zero scores because of us

We were used to this and just tune out most of the stuff they are saying and say yes or sorry

They scream at us about being loud and playing too many games

Like why? We only got a pretty old model phone and the only game there is Honkai Impact and we usually don't use max volume cause the game is pretty lagging in our old phone

We just start daydreaming about being pampered by Himeko or being praised by Theresa for doing a great job... This stuff was the thing we usually daydream about... Being praised and spoiled

When we come back to reality the situation was climaxing with our Older brother being mad and tell how he wants to have rest and don't want to study, and our parent scream how our Brother is being an ungrateful child

We want to leave but we probably will be scolded if we did, and after some long long hour it's done and we go and take a quick bath and brush our teeth

We then went to our room, do our homework, and then play Honkai Impact trying to rank up Himeko, and then play a game on our Laptop that is pretty laggy we play a Mod game about us chatting with a girl who is more or less talking to us and also a bit yan who love us a lot

The next day we go to school like usual and see our Older Brother being with his group of friends

While we spend our time at school alone... Eating alone... And draw something on our book

But today we're different... We were eating alone on the rooftop while reading Manga online

Our Older Brother who never goes to school rooftop is here, he approaches us and starts talking weird things

And it starts to escalate ending with us being pushed from the rooftop by him

The reason is " If you are not here then mom and dad would care about me more and give me rest "

Well as we are falling to our death we never really hate our Brother for doing that after all, we both are just mentally tired people it's just that one has given up to it... That's all

We felt immense pain in an instant as it all went dark

We then woke up and stand up confused and a bit panicking

We see around us was a wall and a giant steel door in front of us

At first, we thought we were in hell well because after all, we fail to make our parents happy so I suppose that is a sin

Not long after we walked around checking the room there was literally nothing here and there was also no window

Not long after a man in some kind of military uniform comes in and grabs us and drags us to a room full of people with hazmat suits

We were strapped to a table and they start using syringes and injecting a purple and orange colored fluid into our arms then we felt intense heat and pain from all our bodies making us scream in pain

After that was done they then bring us to a room where there is some kind of robot and we were given a weird chain ball weapon it was so heavy that we can move it at all and our body was still feeling hot and in pain

And so we run when the robot attacked and after an hour the military suit people come drag us out and start to electrocute us with a taser gun as punishment for failing to destroy the robot

And so almost every day went like that

At one point we realize that we have long hair and it's white although we don't know our eye color cause there is no mirror here other than using our pee as a mirror but... It's not clear

And the water the give to drink is also looks either super dark, purple, or sometimes white and when it's white we never drink it cause it's disgusting and also weirdly thick and so we thought it's probably made from man c*m

And sometimes there would be people coming in and rape us even though we're a boy...

And the researcher there also gauged out and put a mechanical eye that is connected to a drone

We do realise stuff that we are in Honkai impact world or something because they show us an image of Honkai and stuff, and also talk about being created by combining many honkai DNA and stuff

But us being pretty weak is considered a failure the only tho g good about us is that we actually survived and still growing

After many years we kind of just wanna die and tired... Wanting to have someone to pamper us and praise us for holding this long

Today marks the 30 days that we haven't eaten nor drink anything it seems the researcher has no more hope for us cause we are deemed as a failure and just left us to die on our cells... Well it's a miracle we still survive

We hug ourself and start to imagine stuff that actually makes us happy... Being hugged by Himeko while she cares our hair like a mother would and saying ' sssh... you did a good job and have a good night's rest'

While we were having a nice dream, it was disturbed by a loud explosion of noise

And the giant steel door was open due to the explosion and so we try to activate the small ball drone in the room to help us walk out of the cell and maybe escape

But a lot of other children and patients there who run away and we are pretty weak so being bumped just a little make us fall down

We start pass our cause of starvation and tired before we pass out we see a figure in front of us

We weakly say ' p...lease hel...p me'

We pass out

When we woke up we were on a bed a nice one with an IV connected to us

A nurse comes to check on us and then called a doctor who check on us

Many weeks pass and we stay in hospital and we didn't anything cause we just can't... Every time we try to eat, it always felt like there is something in the food

After some more weeks pass a girl come to my room and she has a red hair

It was Himeko Murata

We know her from the game but this is the first time we meet her in real life

She starts asking us some stuff at first she was very stern which make us a bit afraid... And when she know we were scared she start to talk more softly and nice

And help us eat and stay with us for a few weeks and encourage us to do some rehabilitation

And then at one point, we were invited to join Saint Freya we don't know why we'll probably because of how we were made

We meet with other character in Honkai if it were our past selves we would be happy but now we are just afraid of almost everything and also anxious

Kiana was also mad at us for not eating food cooked by Mei

It's not that it's not delicious it's just that... It's just that... We're afraid... We have a hard time eating food that is not cooked by ourselves or given by Himeko

It took time but we were able to become friends with Kiana and the other

And so our adventure starts! Training to be a Valkyrie and also finding out about who or what we exactly are start!

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Herrscher of ???

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For the love interest... Please do put your vote also this is not a harem!

Also we won't be dating Himeko okay! We will have a more of Mother and Son relationship

Love interest:???