Yoongi's POV-

Wha- who-

Who am I?

I glare at him while he stares back at me with big innocent eyes showing absolutely no recollection of who I am. Not even an inkling.

"Why did you try to kill yourself?" I hiss back, not trying to be gentle with my tone at all.

His eyes go wide before he chokes out, "K-kill myself?"

"Was life so bad with me that you could think of no other way to break your promise? A simple 'I don't love you and I never did' would have sufficed."

He is looking at the blanket in his lap, eyes full of confusion, before I see his hands that were rested next to him ball into tight fists.

When he raises his head, bringing his eyes back to meet mine they have fury burning in them.

"How dare you accuse me of such a terrible thing. I've never been so happy! Why would I do that? Why would I leave him! I finally have someone that loves me!" His voice begins to raise as he throws the blanket off his lap, moving to climb off of the bed.

"He just went down the street! He was coming back. He did come back! He saved me! Why would I want to leave?! It was an accident. It was just an accident! I couldn't move. I tried but- he knows I didn't mean for it to happen. Why would I want to leave! It was an accident!" He exclaims as he sets both feet on the ground.

When he tries to stand up his legs are unable to support him, causing him to fall forward into his knees.

During the fall, his IV got caught on the guard rail of the bed which caused it to be ripped out of his skin harshly.

I immediately crouch down in front of him with the intention of helping him to stand up, but as I am now closer to him I am frozen in my spot.

From this distance I see much more clearly the pain as well as confusion in his eyes as he stares back at me.

He breaks the eye contact to look down at his now bleeding cut on his forearm, hissing at the stinging before looking back up at me, continuing to yell. "Why would I do that? He was coming back!"

By this time Kook's yelling has taken Taehyung out of his sleep and he rounds the bed quickly, immediately dropping to his knees next to Kook.

As soon as Kook sees him he clings to Tae and begins to sob. He's clawing at his shirt and hiding his face away from me.

I can hear him mumbling between sobs as he cries into Taehyung's chest. I have to listen very closely, but I do manage to catch a few words.

"Why would he say that... I'm happy... I'm finally happy... it was an accident..."

Taehyung is patting and rubbing his back, holding his close. Seeing him comfort Kook makes my heart ache. That should be me he's holding onto.

Why didn't he want me? Why didn't he reach for me?

"I will explain what's going on another time but right now you need to leave." Taehyung says to me softly but still sternly.

I look between the two with tearful eyes biting my lip in order to keep my cries at bay.

He said he knew I would be back... He said he knew I would be back so why would he leave...

"What does he mean?" I whisper out as I stare at Kook's shaking frame in disbelief before looking up at Taehyung. "What does he mean?"

"We've been trying to tell you. He didn't do this." He says as a tear rolls down his cheek.

I can't hold my tears any longer. I stand up on my shaky legs before leaving the room as quickly as I can.

My mind is swimming in perplexity.

He did do it. I'm the one who found him!

The Doctors found the drugs in his blood.

He was so upset... The most upset I had ever seen him that entire week leading up to that day. He did try to kill himself.

But... he just said he was happy. That he'd never been happier. That he finally had someone that loved him. That he knew I would be back.

But then... why did he do it?

Jungkook's POV-

Tae holds me tight while he rocks me in his arms, trying to help me calm down. I feel my breathing slowly start to even out until a sharp lightning bolt of pain is felt in my right temple.

The sudden excruciating pain knocks the breath out of my lungs. I start screaming as I bring my hands up to my head.

Tae begins yelling, reaching up onto the bed behind us, frantically feeling around for something.

He must have found what he was looking for because I can feel his arm stop sweeping from side to side and instead his muscles beneath start to compress and decompress in quick intervals as if he is doing the same repeated motion as he continues to yell for help.

I think I can hear the faint clicking of a button. He must have the call button for the nurse. I can feel him shaking next to me as his faint sobs reach my ears. He's crying too.

Finally a man and a woman appear in the doorway. The man comes forward, kneels next to Tae and looks me over while he asks Tae a few questions as they work together to lift me onto the bed.

The woman left shortly aster she appeared in the doorway and has come back with a syringe.

I look at her with wide eyes and try to get away from her.

I don't want to fall asleep. I don't want to not wake up again. I can't go to sleep.

"Tae! Tae please don't leave. Stay with me please! I don't want to sleep. I have to stay awake. Don't let her put me to slee-"

Just then another sharp pain takes my breath away as it shoots through my temple again, causing me to gasp.

"My head. What's happening in my head?!" I scream again, bringing my hands into my hair, grasping tightly.

"Koo it's okay, I'll be here. I'm not leaving. I'll be here when you wake up." He says as he climbs into the bed next to me and wraps his arms around my waist to pull me into his chest.  "I'll be right here."

My ears are ringing and my head is pounding. It feels so pressurized that I'm afraid it might pop.

I feel a sharp prick on the side of my neck before my eyelids begin to feel heavy, reminding me of that day in the tub as I lose the fight to keep my eyes open.