Yoongi's POV-

"I've been in here before... haven't I." Kook says as he looks around the room a bit before making his way to the couch and snuggling into the blanket.

"You have spent a little time in here with me, yes."

"Do you have any songs you can play me? Your song earlier was so beautiful. It made me feel like sleeping wouldn't be so bad."

"Actually, I do have a song if you'd like to here it. I wrote just before you-"

I cut off my sentence when I realize what I was about to say that would bring up his accident. Something I definitely want to make sure to avoid. I wrote this song the week after it happened. Just before Irene came back into my life and poisoned my mind.

I rephrase my answer.

"I wrote it a few months ago, but I kind of stopped working on it so it's still not quite done. I have my part recorded and some outside vocals were lended to help with the flow of the song... if you'd like to hear it." I say, already doubting if this is a good idea.

"I want to hear it!" He says with the sweetest innocent smile.

"It's got a very nice melody. I think you'll like it. Just let me get it pulled up."

With a few clicks around the screen and some adjustments on the sound board the song starts to play. I keep my chair facing towards my screen because I know I won't be able to keep it together seeing him listen to a song I wrote that he doesn't even know is about him.

"This is beautiful! I can really..." I hear him start to speak before he trails off as my part starts followed by the chorus.

You're just like a butterfly from afar
I steal glances
If we touch hands will I lose you?
You shine in this pitch darkness
That is the butterfly effect
Your light touches
I forget the reality at once

Will you stay by my side
Will you promise me
If I let go of your hand
you'll fly away and break
I'm scared
Scared of that
Will you stop time
If this moment passes
As though it didn't happen
I'm scared, scared
Scared I'll lose you

Jungkook's POV-

This song is gorgeous. It's incredible and beautiful, but it also makes me sad. I made a promise to stay by his side but I broke-

The wind gets knocked out of my lungs as images of Yoongi and I start flashing in my mind.

The two of us having dinner with our friends, how cute he looked when he was concentrating on painting, when I returned his wallet to him in the café and he turned out to be the guy who owned the apartment I was staying in. This apartment.

I remember how good it felt to hold him and to be held by him. The night I told him I loved him and the night he said it back. It all hits me at once and it is an overwhelming feeling of happiness, love and guilt.

I can feel my head begin pulsating slowly as a headache begins to build but it's not an excruciating pain yet.

These memories should knock me off my feet but instead I find myself standing up from the couch to walked closer to where Yoongi is sat facing away from me towards his monitors.

I'm hesitant to ask, but I do so anyway. I have to know.

"What is this song about?"

I must have startled him a little because he flinched before he brings his hands up to his face, wiping both eyes before he takes a sharp breath and looks up at me.

Seeing his slightly swollen eyes and red nose cause the first of my tears to fall. The sight also confirms my suspicion.

"This is about me, isn't it. I promised you to stay by your side and you think I broke my promise." More tears flow down my cheeks as I kneel in front of him so we are level with each other.

"I didn't meant to break my promise, Yooni. You were the only thing making me happy. You wer- you are my whole world." I say as I cup his cheeks in my hands and swipe my thumbs across his cheeks softly as I say barely above a whisper, "Where you go I go."

We were locked in each other's adoring stares when his phone buzzes on the desk beside him. I pout at the disruption as he turns to stretch his arm towards the phone to see who texted him. 

He lets out a low sigh. "That was Taehyung. He said he will be out for the night helping Seulgi and was hoping you could stay the night here. Are you okay to stay the night? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable." He says as he is looking away from me, placing the phone back onto the desk before turning back towards me.

As soon he is facing my direction I lean a bit closer to him. I move my eyes over is features and take extra time to look at his tempting pouty lips.

"So pretty." I say in a whispered voice before he leans in to close the remaining space between us and presses his lips to mine.

It brings more tears to my eyes at the love being poured into the kiss as well as the sadness because of the time we missed with each other. Time that was stolen away.

We continue to move our heads in sync as our lips glide and push together. I try to keep myself from rushing the kiss and instead enjoy and extend this moment with him for as long as I can.

I pull away to catch my breath and he stares lovingly at my features and into my eyes as I say, "You saved me that day."

"Yes."

I smile softly, but it quickly drops when I realize what that means.

"And I've thought it was Tae. This whole time I've thought it was Tae who I loved" I look at him as guilt washes over me and I cast my eyes to the side.

"He probably hates me. That's why he's been so distant from me. He probably hates me. I didn't mean to. I thought my memories were with him!"

My eyes are wide in horror as I look back at him. "And you had to listen to me talk about how much I loved him. I-I kissed him today- in front of you and told him I loved him IN FRONT OF YOU!"

He comes forward and wraps his arms tightly around me as he leans his head against mine.

I let out a pained sob at all the realizations. I told him so many times that I would never leave.

"A-and you thought I left. That I broke my promise and I left. That I chose to leave." I sob louder into his chest while he holds me.

After a few moments, I look up to him and he has his head dropped low as he cries silently as well.

He feels my head move and he lifts his face back up to connect his sad eyes with mine.

"I would never do that Yooni. I would never leave you, but especially not like that." I begin to sob. "You probably thought I didn't love you, but I do. I love you with all my heart."

Our faces are still close so we bring our lips back together and I can tell that my heart missed this feeling of love. This feeling of being with the person I truly love.

I pull away for a moment just enough to barely disconnect as our breath is still fanning each other's lips I whisper to him. "Where you go I go Yooni. I never want to leave you again. I love you. I love you. I... love... you..."

I start to hear a low humming in my ears as bright, sporadic flashes of white light begin to appear in my field of vision.

I feel my head start to bob side to side and I'm trying to keep my eyes focused on Yoongi but they won't. The light is so bright and is causing my head to pound.

I can hear an echoed "Kook?" before everything goes black.