The club was closed for two days now, I didn't try to convince the silly kids to help me out. Why? Set in their ways and stubborn as hell, blinded and lost and ready to fail. I decide on submitting job applications online instead, and pay for fast promotion. I lean back in a computer's desk chair, twiddling my thumbs, right after the call for hire is posted.

Like a junkie. I survey the screen, waiting for a bing. Will this work in time? These applies take months....what if it takes more than nine? My revenue is dry right now...I gotta pay my bills to live in this house.

My grandmother's house that she passed to me once she parted. I can't imagine what she'd say if I lost it. I lean further back in the chair....closing my eyes, weary and lost on how I will afford my life's fare.

I daze out on numerous possibilities, not realizing that night drowns over me fast. Leave it to tomorrow, I can't think of a rational plan without rest. Come on, I just need to find two guys. I search the room's empty darkness, until my mind finally shuts down. I will reach my goal hopefully by sunrise.

I steam away my stress in the shower, letting the hotness soothe away all the jumping thoughts that my mind overpowered.