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16-It's Always Been You

(y/n)'s POV
I sighed as I sat in Master Yoda's quarters mediating, which is what he suggested when I discussed last night's creepy events in my room. He thinks my nightmares are manifesting themselves into my reality, due to an unresolved conflict I have within myself. Which doesn't sound totally unreasonable, I have many conflicts, but I don't know if I believe that's the reason. I'm worried that maybe when I got hurt on Felucia, there was more damage to my head than we initially thought. I didn't want to worry him about it though, so I was going to check in with a doctor on my own as soon as I leave here.

Although that wasn't the main thing that was going through my mind right now, I was thinking of the talk I had with Anakin after I learned about what really transpired between him and Padme. I'll admit, shit hurt. I hated having the image of her lips on his, but I'm just glad it didn't go further than a kiss.

We had a small argument when he tried comparing it to me and Brian. But I quickly got him to sit down and shut up, when I reminded him that Brian was a three second peck, and him and Padmé had a full on make out session which resulted in her top being taken off, thank god that's when he decided to leave. But anyways, there's a huge difference.

Other than that little spat, I'm not angry with him, we were barely talking at the time, granted it was his fault for being immature, but I know I can't be mad about it. But sad? That's a different story. I still stayed in his room last night but on opposite ends of the bed, I wasn't in the mood for anything anymore. He respected my feelings and we haven't really spoken since then.

"Focusing you are not." I heard my Master speak and I opened my eyes to meet his.

I shook my head, "I'm sorry, there's too many things on my mind right now to just focus on one." I informed him with a sigh.

"Want to tell me do you?" He sat in front of me and looked up to me patiently.

I half-smiled with another head shake, "Maybe another time." I stood up and looked down at him, "I have a few things to take care of with my clones, but I'll come back later." I informed him, with a lie. I was going to the doctors, I didn't want him to come because he always makes them nervous with his constant demands and questions.

"Wait," He held his hand out and a lightsaber flew into it, "Yours this is." He held it up and I reached down to grab it from his small palm.

I eyed it and lit the blade up to reveal a familiar purple, it looked like the one Grievous took from me, only the handle was black instead of silver, "You made me a new one?" I smiled as I retracted the blade.

"A back up, I always have. Clumsy you always have been. Your fifth this is." He chuckled and I joined him. I really did have a habit of losing them or breaking them.

"Thank you Master." I smiled down at him.

He nodded with a returning smile, "Now go on, meditate I must." He closed his eyes and I spun around to leave the room. I stepped out into the hallway and placed the lightsaber on my belt. I began walking to the medical wing when my eyes caught sight of Padmè talking to Brian. The sight of her made my stomach hurt, at least now I know why she's always been such a dick to me. She had feelings for Anakin and she knew he had feelings for me. He informed me that he had told her everything about me when he got drunk with her that day. So why she thought kissing him was the right thing to do, even though she knew he had feelings for me, was beyond my understanding.

I turned the other way to avoid walking past them, I thought it was odd that they were talking, I didn't even know that they actually knew each other. I turned a different corner so I could take the long way to the medical bay, "(y/n)!" I heard my name being called from behind me and I already knew who the voice belonged to me.

Anakin rushed to my side and slowed his pace when he reached me. He grabbed my arm to stop me so I could face him, "Are we okay? I woke up this morning and you were already gone." He spoke with sad eyes.

I sighed with a nod, "Yeah, it's just, hearing all of that was a lot to take in and for her to have the audacity to say that to me," I groaned in frustration at the memory of her kissing comment, like was that really fucking necessary? "I just need some time to work through my feelings, but I promise I'll come by your room later and we can talk." I half-smiled up at him and he nodded in understanding.

"Just know that it was a drunken mistake, she never meant a thing. It's always been you." He looked down the hallways to see if anyone was around before placing his hand on my cheek to caress it softly.

I nodded as I gazed into his ocean blue eyes, "I know," I leaned up on my toes and pressed a kiss to his cheek, his smile grew in response, "I'll be there to see you soon, I have some things to do first." I informed him.

He nodded, "Okay I'll be waiting for you." He dropped his hand down and turned to go the opposite direction I was heading.

~*~•~*~

The doctor walked back into the room with a tiny bottle in his hand. "So from what you've told me, it sounds like you have a Post Concussion Syndrome known as Psychosis. It's not too common but it is possible." He began writing something in his chart, "It can manifest as hallucinations, delusions, paranoia, or any other perceptual disturbances, sound familiar?" He smiled up with a raised brow.

I nodded with a sigh of relief that I wasn't going completely insane and there was a real explanation for all of this, "Definitely, is there anything you can do to help me?" I asked and he nodded while holding up the tiny bottle and the pills inside rattled.

"It is treatable, I'll prescribe you with medication that you'll have to take daily. But you'll also need to inform Master Yoda about this, it's important he knows. Also, I'll need you to check in with me every once in awhile, so I can make sure you're doing better and this is actually the cause of what's been going on."

I hopped off of the medical bed with a nod, "Of course, thank you for this."

He smiled at me with a shrug as he handed the bottle to me, "It's my job."

~*~•~*~

Anakin's POV
I laid on my bed, waiting patiently for her to come here. The events of last night played in my head and I felt my heart race at the image of her lips on mine and the way her hands tangled in my hair gave me the most intense butterflies. It was the most amazing feeling that I had ever experienced. I felt it at the ball too when I kissed her, but this one felt different. It was full of so much passion and love, the whole situation was intense, in a good way. It truly was everything I had dreamed it would be and more. But then Obi-Wan had to come in, which I still need to talk to him about, but I wanted to get things straight with (y/n) first.

Then it had to be ruined more by Padmè. I don't understand why she had to say that either, it's not like I didn't plan to tell (y/n) what happened, I did. But I didn't want her to find out that way. If I could take that day back, force I would do it in a heart beat.

The door slid open and I sat up on the edge of my bed with excitement, thinking it was (y/n), but to my dismay, it wasn't, "What are you doing here Padmè?" I asked with slight annoyance, "And can you ever learn to knock?" Now I get why (y/n) gets so upset, it's annoying as hell. But I did get to see her boobs for the first time due to my lack of knocking, which was quite a lovely sight.

Padme sighed sadly as she walked in, I was about to stand up but she held her hand up, "No you don't have to get up, I'll be quick."

I remained seated on the edge and looked up to her as she stood about a foot away from me, "What do you want?" I was so angry with her, she could have ruined something good for me. Luckily (y/n) is a sweet and reasonable person.

She sighed again as she looked to me with sad eyes, "I just wanted to apologize, I shouldn't have said what I said to her last night," She began and I stayed quiet to listen more, "I was just jealous, I've been in love with you since we were young and I had always hoped it'd be you and me. Not you and her." She looked away from my eyes and down to the ground.

She hadn't told me anything I didn't already know, I probably shouldn't, but I felt bad for her. I know the feeling of unrequited love with (y/n), even though it actually wasn't unrequited, but I didn't know that at the time so I still felt it as harshly as Padme does right now, "I'm sorry that it wasn't how you hoped it would be. I do care about you Padme, just not in the same way you care about me. I've always loved (y/n) and I'm sorry that I allowed what happened to happen, it wasn't fair to your feelings." I apologized with a sigh.

She looked back up to me with an unreadable expression, "I know you do, I guess I just hoped that you would change your mind about her."

I shook my head with a solemn expression, "That'll never happen." (y/n) is everything.

She shifted her feet on the floor, "Does this mean that she felt the same after all?" She asked with a little reluctance.

I nodded with a small smile, "Yes it does. You'll find someone Padmè I know you will, I'm just sorry it wasn't me."

She sighed, "It'll never work with her, you're both Jedi and you hardly ever get along. It's just a tragedy waiting to happen."

I shook my head, becoming slightly angry at her words, I was about to tell her that her opinion was invalid to me. But before I could say anything I was cut off by a tap on my door. I turned to face it, but before I could comprehend what was happening, she had pushed me back on the bed and brought her lips to mine.

(y/n)'s POV
I held the bottle of pills on my hand and I eyed the label. I had to take it every morning and every night. He had instructed me to start tonight. I stuck the bottle in my pocket with a sigh. I really hope this helps with everything. I knew I had to tell Master Yoda but I had one goal set first, to go talk to Anakin. After spending time with myself I was able to feel better about the whole thing. His parting words earlier did help me a lot, it felt good to hear him say that it's always been me that he's cared for and no one else.

I smiled to myself as I made my way to his room, but someone blocked my path, "Hey (y/n)." Brian addressed me awkwardly as he scratched the back of his head.

"What's up?" I questioned with a confused tone.

"Where are you going?" He asked and I knitted my brows at him.

"I don't see how that's any of your business." I responded with a little annoyance.

He sighed, "I know you've been spending a lot of time with Skywalker lately." He looked up from the ground and met my eyes.

"Once again, I don't see how that's your business." I crossed my arms over my chest.

He rolled his eyes slightly, "Look, whatever is going on with you two is between you two, I won't say anything. But I just want you to know that you should be careful with him, you shouldn't trust him."

I tilted my head with curiosity and worry, "Why do you say that?"

He sighed, "Follow me." I nervously did as he said and we turned all the corners that led to where mine and Anakin's rooms were, until we finally stood outside of Anakin's door.

"I don't understand, why are we here?" I looked to him confused on why he led me here.

"I'm showing you the kind of person he really is, so you know you deserve better." He tapped on the door which I found a little odd, but I quickly let it go when he pressed the button for the door to slide open to reveal Padme and Anakin kissing with her on top of him. My heart shattered in that moment and my eyes instantly watered.

He grabbed her and pushed her off, "What are you-"

"What the fuck." I spoke up cutting him off and his eyes darted to me and they grew wide.

"No (y/n), this isn't-" Before he could finish I turned and ran down the hallway as the tears ran down my cheeks, "Stop!" I heard him shout from behind me, but it only made me run faster. I was about to turn a corner when I felt a grip on my arm, curse him for being faster. He spun me around to face him with panic in his eyes, "Please listen to me she-"

I shook my head, "Shut up, I don't want to hear any excuses from you." I pulled my arm roughly from his grip, the emotional pain I was feeling was unimaginable, "I'm done with whatever this was."

He tried reaching for me again with sadness in his eyes, "No (y/n) it wasn't what it-"

I held my hand up again to stop him, "No I don't want to hear anymore Anakin. Just stay away from me." I snapped and turned around to go to where I was originally running to. He didn't follow me this time.

I reached the door and knocked softly. I was hardly containing all the emotions I was feeling and I'm sure he felt it too. Master Yoda opened his door and looked up at my emotional state. I'm sure I looked like a crying mess, "Okay are you?" He asked with worried eyes.

I shook my head as the tears continued falling, I dropped to my knees without responding and pulled him into a hug as I cried into his shoulder.

Captain Max's POV
Jimmy, Edge, Dax, and I stood there with our arms crossed as we witnessed something tragic. "That was planned." I snapped in annoyance as I saw Brian and the Senator give each other a look when General Skywalker ran after our General. I was pissed to say the least. We finally were all excited to have them be together after General Kenobi told us what he witnessed. Thanks to us of course, who do you think told him there was yelling? We just needed him to walk in there since all of us were too afraid to do it ourselves, but we needed to know if what we assumed was correct. And it was. But now it's being messed with.

Edge nodded in agreement, "Hands down, how could they do something like that?"

Dax sighed, "From what I've gathered, the Senator is in love with General Skywalker and Brian is in love with General (y/l/n). So of course they're going to try and ruin the relationship."

Jimmy chimed in, "Normally I'd appreciate some good drama," He grunted as he folded his snack and placed it in his pocket, "But they're messing with the General and we can't allow this."

I nodded in agreement, "I think we need to step in boys and take care of the situation."

"Are you suggesting murder?" Jimmy smiled at me and I chuckled with a head shake.

"No, we're not killing anyone."

He groaned in annoyance, "Why not; did you see how hurt the General looked? Those two over there deserve it for messing with her happiness." He growled as we watched them walk away together down the hall. No one could see us since we were all leaning over a corner to watch.

"I don't disagree with you, but we're still not killing anyone." I rolled my eyes, even though a part of me liked his plan. But it's not something we can morally do. We continued to watch as General Skywalker came back into the hall and went into his room, we may be slightly far, but it wasn't hard to tell that he was crying.

"We need a plan then," Dax spoke up, "to get the General back with General Skywalker and expose those two assholes." It's time to intervene. For the sake of our friends feelings.

I nodded, "Call General Kenobi, we're going all in boys."

(a/n Hope you liked this chapter 💕 sorrry for the drama but I couldn't make it too easy now could I?🤷🏻‍♀️)

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