(A/N I am so excited for this chapter, I really hope you all love it ♥️)

(y/n)'s POV
"So are you going to say anything or?" I finally spoke after five minutes of silence. I was sitting on the edge of his bed and he was leaning on the wall in front of me with his arms crossed.

He looked up to me from the floor and nodded, "First, how are you feeling?" He gestured to me with his gloved hand before dropping it down near his thigh.

I sighed, "I'm fine Anakin, like you said, I need rest." I think.. I'm not sure what's been happening to me lately, I'll have to talk to Master Yoda again, "But before you start, I have to ask, what was Padme doing in here with you?"

He knitted his brows together, "How did you know she was here?"

I rolled my eyes, that's not the point Skywalker, "I came over to talk to you. She answered the door and well it kind of looked like-"

He sighed with an eye roll that cut me off, "Nothing happened with her if that's what you're thinking, I didn't even know she was in here until I was out of the shower. She said she wanted to catch up with me, but I told her I had more important things to do." He half-smiled at me.

I nodded with a smile of my own, believing him, "Alright so, tell me what happened that day."

He sighed again and pushed himself off of the wall. He walked over to the bed and sat down next to me while playing with his fingers, "I was on my way to the training room that day to tell you that I had feelings for you," He admitted as he turned his head to look at me and my eyes widened in surprise, he.. he did have feelings for me? "That's when I saw you with Brian." He snorted as he pressed his lips in a straight line and looked down, "So, naturally, I was heartbroken and I couldn't handle being in love with my best friend when she didn't love me back. So I pushed you away, to protect myself." He was looking at me now, waiting for a response.

I had no words, I was upset, I was hurt, I was happy that he actually did feel things for me, but most of all, I was furious, "Thats why?" I shouted as I stood up and turned around to look down on him, "Thats fucking why Skywalker?" I used the force to throw his alarm clock at him and it hit roughly against his bicep.

"Hey what the fuck!" He stood up and I backed away from him.

"You son of a bitch, you treated me like shit for seven years over a kiss?" I pushed onto his chest and he stumbled back, he was glaring at me angrily due to my actions, "All your dumbass had to do was talk to me!"

"Why would I talk to you after I saw that?" He snapped.

"To learn the truth you fucking moron!" I pushed against him again but this time he gripped my wrists to stop me, "If you would have came to talk to me, then I would have told you that I was in love with you too. That I didn't even want that kiss and  I had wished that it was with you. But no, you decided to be a stupid child!" I tried pulling my wrists out of his grip, because all I wanted to do was hit him again. Seven years, seven whole damn years we could have had something..

"What did you just say?" He asked and I stopped moving to look into his eyes. There was no more anger there, it was replaced by something much softer, "You loved me?" He asked like it was something he never expected to be true.

I nodded, "Yeah I did, but then you broke my heart and for nothing it seems." I finally pulled myself out of his grip and turned to walk away from him, "I'm out of here, I don't want anything to do with you." I began to walk towards his door to leave. I can't believe this was the reason, you would think I murdered his whole family or something by the way he treated me

I felt his hand grip my wrist and he spun me around to face him, "What about now; how do you feel about me now?" He asked as he stared intently in my eyes.

(Set Fire to the Rain by Adele♥️)

I shook my head, "I hate you," I pushed against his chest and he stepped back, "I think you're arrogant," I pushed again and his back was inching towards the wall, "I think you're an idiot," Another push, "I think you're selfish," Another and he finally hit the wall aggressively, he stood there staring down at me, "And I think you're the most frustrating asshole in the order." I growled, I was furious that he threw away so much, all because he decided to be immature.

"But." He responded as he still stayed up against the wall.

I narrowed my eyes, "But what?" I snapped.

"But you still love me, don't you?" He asked as he stepped forward and now it was me who was stepping back.

I shook my head, "I already told you I hate you." I growled as I eyed him up and down.

He smirked, "No you don't." He was still moving closer and my back was about to press up against his door, "You want me," He pushed me so I hit the the door with a small amount of force. He got closer to me and lowered his lips so they were grazing mine, "You hate me, but you also love me. You get a thrill when we fight and it only makes you want me more doesn't it?"

"How could you possibly know that?" I asked breathlessly. He wasn't wrong either. Our fights frustrate me to no end, but there's always something else there.

He brought his gloved hand up and gripped my neck, "Because I feel the same way. I love getting under your skin and you love getting under mine, don't you?" He whispered as he leaned his forehead on mine, "Say it (y/n), tell me how you really feel about me."

"I don't know." I spoke out of breathe, my heart was racing and all I could think about were his lips.

He chuckled, "Yes you do."

I swallowed nervously, "You tell me first." I looked into his ocean eyes.

Without saying anything he brought his lips to mine and I felt the same spark I felt at the ball. I felt like I was floating on air, our lips moved in perfect sync with each other. The kiss was rough and passionate, it's everything I ever wanted it to be. He lowered his hands and gripped my hips tightly.

"Wait." I pushed him off and walked away, my back was facing him as I breathed heavily, I could hear him breathing as well. What the hell were we doing? We have a code we have to live by, we took a pledge, Oh who am I kidding.. fuck the code. I turned back around and ran to him, I jumped into his arms and he caught me as I crashed my lips to his. He stumbled back and I wrapped my legs around his waste while he used his hands to hold me. He hit against the door aggressively as I used my hands to tangle them in his hair, "I hate you." I mumbled onto his mouth.

"I hate you so much more." He mumbled back as he turned around and pushed me up against the door. I moaned at how rough we were being. I loved it, it felt like us. The passion we had was intense. I couldn't believe this was happening, he moved his lips from mine and onto my neck. I kept my hands in his hair as I moaned at the tingling sensation of his gentle kisses. My heart was pounding, I was in love with him. I always have been.

He took his lips from my neck and brought them back to mine as he pulled me away from the door; taking me to his bed. He sat down and I straddled him, our contact never breaking.

I pushed against his chest so he would lay down and I could be on top of him as our lips continued to move in perfect harmony. Almost like they were soulmates who finally found each other. His hands were placed perfectly on my waist and I could feel him squeezing tightly as he lifted up his bottom half to grind up against me, "I want you so bad (y/n)," I heard a moan escape his mouth as he did this.

I couldn't help but allow one to leave my mouth as well, "I want you too."

We laid there in sync with each other, both of us cherishing this moment that has been deprived from us for so long.

"I was told there was shouting are yo-Oh my" Another voice filled the room and Anakin threw me off of him and onto the floor.

I was about to yell at him for that when I heard him speak in a panic,"Obi-Wan that wasn't what It looked like."

I looked up to see his Master standing at the door with his jaw slightly dropped, "Yeah It wasn't." I backed him up as I stood up and stared at him with wide eyes. Oh god, this is so bad. What is he going to do; is he going to tell on us?

He tilted his head with narrowed eyes, "Then what was it?"

Anakin and I both looked at each other, neither of us knowing any lie that would cover that up. Finally Anakin looked back to him, "We were, wrestling. You know, practicing for the field and stuff."

I turned my head slowly to glare at him, he was absolutely the worst liar I have ever known. He might as well have not said anything.

Obi-Wan shook his head at the obvious lie, "Right. I just have one question and I don't want to know anymore." We both stood there silently waiting for the question, he pointed his finger at each of us, "Who kissed who first?"

I narrowed my eyes, "Why does that matter?" He just caught us breaking the code, why would he ask such a non-important question?

"Trust me, it does. So who was it?" He crossed his arms over his chest as he looked between us.

"I did Master." Anakin responded looking guilty.

Obi-Wan nodded, "Good, good. Okay carry on." He turned and closed the door behind him.

My jaw dropped slightly, "What the hell just happened?" I looked up to Anakin who held the same confused expression that I had.

He looked down at me as he shook his head, "I don't know," He then wrapped his arms around me, "But he did say to carry on so." He tried bringing his lips back to mine but I pushed him off and he narrowed his eyes at me.

"Don't you want to go figure out what that was about?" I pointed me thumb to the door.

He shrugged, "I don't mind finding out later. I'm much more interested in this." He pressed his lips to mine and I smiled in response as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He's right, we can figure that out later. His hands lowered and he gripped my hips, "(y/n)," He said my name causing us to part for a moment, our lips still so close to each other's that they were grazing, "I lov-"

"Ani are you-" Another voice filled the room and I let out a groan. I wasn't even nervous anymore, I'm just pissed that no one understand the concept of knocking. Anakin let out a similar groan because we both know what he was about to say. We both turned our heads to the voice to see Padme glaring at us, "My apologies didn't realize I was interrupting anything," She spoke in a bitchy tone, she turned her gaze to Anakin, "Don't worry I won't tell," Then she turned her gaze to me, "He's a good kisser though isn't he?" She smiled a smug grin and closed the door.

My heart dropped and I backed away from Anakin's hold. He looked at me in a panic and I narrowed my eyes at him "What the fuck did she just say?"

(a/n so sorry to leave you on a cliff hanger hehe it's my favorite thing to do. Also, sadly I probably won't update again till tomorrow, I have my first exam to study for tonight.. 😭 wish me luck and I hope you liked this chapter!💕)