(y/n)'s POV
I've been counting down the time of how long I have left. Grievous finished his little torture session not too long ago. And he was right about one thing, what happened with the pirates really did feel like a vacation in comparison. Everything hurt; my chest, my back, my legs, my abdomen, my head, my arms. He really is ruthless.

He left two battle droids in charge of me as he left the room, for what? I'm not sure. But all I know is, I have maybe less than ten minutes before he comes back, "Hey, you two." I spoke in my weak, tired tone.

"We're not supposed to talk to you."

"You're talking to her now."

"Oh oops."

I snorted at their idiocy, "Listen, Grievous told me I had to tell you if I had to use the ladies room." I lied, I've accepted I'll most likely die here, but I'll be damned if I don't go out fighting.

"He didn't tell us anything about that."

"He never tells us anything though."

"She could be lying."

I fake gasped, "I'm a Jedi, we don't lie. It's.. against our code." I continued to lie to them, but they're stupid, they'll never know, "Please I really have to go."

"Well if Jedi don't lie, I guess the General really did say that." I smiled as I saw one of them walked over and pressed a button that lowered my body down. I almost cried at the pain it brought me, there were so many injuries inflicted upon me, but I needed to be strong for now. With the containment field gone, I felt the force return to me.

The other one held his blaster to me, "Alright Jedi no funny business."

I chuckled, "I wouldn't dream of it." I looked up and waved my hand so they both smacked against each other aggressively. Then I squeezed and they both crushed and fell to the ground with mechanical screeches. I lowered my hand down quickly and caught my breath. That took a a lot out of me.

I tried to stand up off of the platform, but I fell roughly to the floor and groaned at the pain. I had to get up, I placed my hands on the floor and helped myself stand up. It was agonizing and I held in a scream as I stood up straight. I slowly walked out, but not before checking the hallways for droids or Grievous. I had no idea where I was going, but I knew I needed to hide. I'm sure Master Yoda or someone, is on their way here now to attempt a rescue. I know my Master well, he wouldn't give up on me without a fight, it's how he raised me to be as well. I just needed to hide and keep myself alive in the meantime.

Anakins POV
"I said to be discreet Anakin." Obi-Wan scolded me as we stood in the hangar of the Malevolence with fire around us. I shot out the shields in order for us to get inside, as well as hit a couple ships in the inside, they may have exploded.

I shrugged, "This was the best I could come up with." Besides, all that matter is that we're inside, I can feel her too. She felt weak, but she was alive, "Come on we need to find her." I'm not sure how much time we have left.

"You sure haven't been acting like someone who hates her Anakin." Obi-Wan side eyed me as we quietly turned a corner to hide.

I side eyed him back, "I'm doing this for Master Yoda." I lied, I'm doing this because she means more to me than I'm willing to admit.

He snorted, "Sure."

I ignored his comment and continued following her force signature. My feelings for (y/n) is not something I want to discuss with him. Besides, I wasn't sure exactly how much of it he would condone, it's not something we've ever talked about. He's tried having a talk with me once before about her, but I immediately left the room. It was a few weeks after I stopped talking to her and he was trying to get a sense of what happened. But I was still too hurt to talk about it. I know I acted childish and immature, but even to this day, I've never felt a pain like that one. And of course, as a teenage boy, I turned my pain into anger. I was unnecessarily mean to her, which resulted in the relationship we have now. But even as were screaming at each other in the hallways, I feel nothing but intense feelings for her, the amount of times I wanted the fights to end with her in my bed was astronomical. But the heartache over what happened always kept me from pursuing anything. I was afraid to be rejected, afraid to feel hurt all over again.

I tried everything to get over her, but nothing has ever worked. Even when I tried hooking up with girls, I never went through with it. She was always in my mind and I wanted it to be her instead of them. I even wanted my first kiss to still be with her, even if I wasn't hers, but when I was nineteen I ended up kissing and even almost having sex with-

"Anakin battle droids!" Obi-Wan shouted and I lifted my weapon up in time to deflect their shots back to them, "That was close, you need to stay more focused." He scolded me and I rolled my eyes.

"Come on, I feel her she's close."

(y/n)'s POV
I found an empty dark room to lie in. I laid on the floor on my side. I could feel people getting close to me, force-users. I couldn't tell who since I was already too weak.

The door to the room slid open and I wanted to react, I didn't know who it could be, but my eyes refused to open, "Oh my god (y/n)!" Anakin? I felt arms grip me and I winced at the pain of them touching my injuries, "Shes badly hurt, we need to  get her out now."

I managed to open my eyes slowly and I was met by his blue ones, I gave off a small breathy chuckle, "Thought you said you'd never come for me." My voice came out scratchy and rough.

He sighed as he lifted me up bridal style, "I say a lot of things I don't mean."

"Fuck." I whispered as shockwaves of pain shot throughout my body.

"You alright (y/n)?" Obi-Wan asked with concern in his voice.

"Oh yeah, I'm super." I half-smiled as I leaned my head against Anakin's chest with my eyes closed, "Just get me out of here." If I wasn't on the brink of death, I'd probably be enjoying how close I was to him.

"I thought you'd never be dumb enough to get yourself caught?" Anakin spoke and I felt his chest rumble as he did.

I slowly brought hand up and slapped him, it was a weak slap that I'm sure felt more like a pat, "Now is not the time. Besides, you jinxed it." I huffed. I felt his chest moving like he was laughing, asshole.

"Alright the hallways look clear, we just need to get to the hangar." I heard Obi-Wan speak to Anakin.

I groaned, "That fucking Grievous has my lightsaber." I highly doubt I'm getting it back either.

"You can make a new one, this is a rescue mission only, let's go Obi-Wan." I felt them begin moving quickly down the hallway. I began to slip and Anakin's grip on me tightened as he held me close to him. I brought one of my hands up and held onto his cloak for extra support, "Obi-Wan destroyers ahead." Anakin informed him and I felt him maneuver to a corner to shield me from the attack.

"This way let's go!" Obi-Wan shouted and I could feel them picking up their pace, "Get her on the ship while I hold them off."

I opened my eyes to see us in the hangar, Anakin was rushing me up the ramp. Obi-Wan was quickly behind us with his back to us as he walked up backwards, deflecting shots as they came. Anakin set me on the floor of the cockpit, "I'll be right back." He told me before he went to help Obi-Wan.

I heard the ramp close and the men frantically getting the ship ready for take off, "Hurry up Anakin, Grievous is right out there."

"He's shorter than I expected."

I let out a chuckle at his comment and I felt the ship lift up.

I could tell we were safely away when I heard them both sigh with relief, "Alright (y/n) I'm going to take care of your injuries." I felt Obi-Wan next to me. I cringed a little at the idea because he was going to have to undress me and I didn't need him see my tits too.

Almost like Anakin read my mind he came up next to me, "You pilot the ship, I'll do it. It's not like It's anything I haven't already seen." I heard him chuckle and Obi-Wan let out a disappointed sigh at his former Padawans immature nature.

"He's not wrong." I added with a sigh of my own. I had no choice but to let this happen.

I opened my eyes to look at them and Obi-Wan stood up with a nod. I knew he'd agree, he didn't want to see anymore than I wanted him too.

Anakin picked me up again and took me to the back where he placed me on a cot. He grabbed the first aid and set it next to him. I closed my eyes again, I didn't want to look at him right now. This was already awkward enough, "I'm going to take it off now." I nodded in response and I felt as his hands began removing my tunic. I felt a tug on my wounds and I winced.

"Don't pull on the clothes, just cut them off." I told him with a strained voice. He immediately let go, knowing that his effort was causing me pain.

I felt my clothes being cut and the air hit my chest, "Hello again." I heard him speak to my girls and I opened my eyes to shoot him a glare.

"Don't make my hurt you." I threatened.

He smirked at my reaction, "I'm teasing." I sighed and closed my eyes again as I felt him clean the cuts, "He really did a number on you." I heard him sigh as he applied cream to the one that was gashed along my chest area. I didn't respond to him, I just kept steady while he applied the cold contents to my body, "I'm sorry you went through this, again."

I sighed and opened my eyes to stare up at the ceiling, "It's alright, comes with the job I guess," I turned my head to look at him, I admired his concentrated face, he truly was a beautiful man, "How is Master Yoda?"

He gave off a single dry chuckle, "Panicked as always when it comes to you." He half-smiled, "You have to be more careful, you're going to give that old man a heart attack." I looked away sadly, I hated making him worry so much. But it was impossible, he even worried about the little things. Like that day in the garden when I hit my head, he kept me in the medical wing for an hour to make sure I didn't have a concussion. Even though I told him I was perfectly fine. He made that poor doctor run the test three times.

"I know, but we're in the middle of a war. There will be casualties and he has to be prepared that I may possibly be on that list." Any one of us could go at any point, wars are unpredictable. I felt a stinging pain on my stomach, "Ow!" I looked down to see him pinching me.

He glared at me as he shook his head, "Don't say things like that."

I rolled my eyes as I laid my head back down and looked up at the ceiling, "Please, like you would even care."

"I came today didn't I?" He sighed, "Clearly I care (y/n)." He probably came because he was told to.

"Funny coming from the person who pushed me out of his life, shows how much you care." I turned my head away to face the wall. I didn't want him to see me get emotional. In my moments when I thought I was going to die, I thought of him, I thought of telling him how I really feel. But now that I'm here, I don't see how. It'll only result in more heartache and I don't know if I could take that pain on top of everything else right now.

"(y/n)," He sighed as he began addressing the wounds on my abdomen, "I had my reason for that okay."

I snorted through my nose, "And what was this golden reason Anakin; what was so bad that you threw away seven years?" I felt tears coming to my eyes and I quickly blinked to push them away.

"I'll tell you, but not when you're like this," I heard him close the cap of the medicine, "When you're better we'll talk," I've waited seven years, I can wait another day I guess, "I'm done by the way."

I turned my head to face him,"You're going to have to do my back too." I informed him and his eyes darted to meet mine.

"Anywhere else?" He asked with a look that I could only describe as equally angry and sad.

I nodded, "Everywhere."

(a/n Hope you liked this chapter!💕)