I'm not afraid of the darkness or the night. I'm afraid of the silence-where there is nothing to hide me from my screaming thoughts.

Three hours ago I was arrested. The two men pushed at me as we made our way to my holding cell. I had done a lot of terrible things, they knew it. I sat in the cell while being tied up. One more hour and I would be interrogated.

Three hours and fifteen minutes ago I was kissing the love of my life.

Why did I steal when my family was rich? My family name is probably ruined now, my family probably hates me even more now. But I didn't care. I stole because my father and brother never really gave me anything. So I did my own work.

My lips still tingled from the kiss. The only thing that'd make the kiss better was if I could wrap my arms around her waist and hold her.

The hour passed quickly, and I was being dragged down another hallway. I walked into a room and saw my love in her black jumpsuit. She turned around and avoided eye contact.

"Thank you, you my leave" she told the four men that escorted me here.

The big guys left and we were alone. I sat at the table and looked at her.

"Beautiful as ever" I said grinning.

"Shut up, do you admit to your crimes?"

"Of course I do"

"And you do realise how awful you were to do them correct?"

"Yes"

"What was the most valuable thing you stole?"

"Your heart"

She blushed and coughed

"Please, keep this professional"

"Ok, the second most valuable thing I've stolen was the crown that Lady Irene used to wear"

"You what?!?"

"I gave it back because no one would buy it for what it was worth, calm down"

"What is your real name?"

"Garroth Ro'Meave"

"You've caused a lot of pain and unfortunate to your family"

"They're all evil if you ask me"

As we were continuing, a light brown haired man walked in and placed a hand on Aphmau's waist. I clenched my jaw, and balled my fists. I was gritting my teeth so hard they felt like they'd break any second. What really made me angry was when he leaned down and kissed her.

Kissed her

She was supposed to love me, not someone else!

"Sorry for interrupting honey, but I was told to inform you Katelyn will be here in five minutes"

"Ok, thanks Laurence"

Laurence

That was his name.

I glared daggers at him, as he shot ice cold glares back. We stood there staring until Aphmau noticed.

"Laurence, please leave" she insisted. Laurence nodded and kissed her one more time before leaving. As soon as the door shut I stood in my chair as much as I could while being handcuffed.

"Who was that?!" I asked in an annoyed tone

"My boyfriend, Garroth"

"Why? You're supposed to like me" I said clearly ticked off at the fact that she wasn't single.

"Just because you never knew about my love life, and just assumed I was single and free for the taking, does not mean you can be angry"

"But you kissed me!"

"That was a final wish, it meant nothing"

The words stabbed into my gut, but I could see there was something more to it, her eyes were avoiding eye contact and she chewed her lip. Soon a blue haired woman bursted through the doors. I sat down and kept quiet unless spoken to.

"Aphmau! Good job! Now, I've given this a lot of thought, and I think it'd be beneficial if we had Mr. Ro'Meave here, become an agent!"

"What?!?" Aphmau asked in fear. I just chuckled

"I accept"

"Good! First thing tomorrow your official training starts. And if you double cross us" she leaned over the table while glaring at me "we have an electric chair that's just collecting dust, calling to be used." I gulped audibly and nodded. She left the room and it was just the two of us. When Aphmau unlocked my handcuffs, I immediately stood up and pinned her to the wall. I breathed on her neck and lowered my head by her ear.

"Tell me again, what did that kiss mean to you?" I said in the huskiest voice I could muster.

"U-uh n-nothing a-a-at all" she squeaked. I chuckled and lightly kissed her ear lobe.

"Sure..." I breathed and then pulled away. I left the room and decided to take a look around my new home.

Every hallway was pretty bland and empty. But still nice. As I was walking I heard several loud groans, I rounded a corner and Katelyn was talking to a small group of people. They all looked at me and glared. Finally a blue haired man stood up and walked over.

"Garroth is it? I'm Dante"

"Yes, and its nice to meet you" we shook hands and then he let out a sigh.

"I was asked to show you around and stuff, so lets go.."

Dante and I walked down the hallways and met everyone and saw everything. After about half an hour, it was over and Dante left. I walked into what was now my bedroom and sat on the bed.

Ok, well that was an experience

My thoughts scoffed. I got up and went down the hall and knocked on a specific door. Laurence answered and I could see his body tense up, his fists balled and his eyes held hatred.

"What do you want?" He sneered.

"Listen, I'm gonna be straight with you, I'm in love with Aphmau-"

"You?! In love with my girlfriend?! Don't make me laugh!"

"It's true! I'm pretty sure she feels the same-"

"As if" he chuckled.

"What?"

"As if the lovely sweet Aphmau would love some...criminal like you" I felt my heart ache at the words, but I would never let him see me in a weak state.

"Look, all I'm doing is informing you, don't be surprised when she leaves you" I said and started walking away when I heard Laurence.

"She'll never love the bad guy" and that's when I started walking faster.

I went into my room and slammed the door. I went onto my balcony and gripped the railing until my knuckles were white. I clenched my teeth and they felt like they would shatter by the force. My eyes were squeezed shut as I tried to keep the tears from escaping. But it was futile. The tears streamed down my face silently. The cold air hugged my shaking body as I held back the sobs.

"Garroth...?" I heard by the door. The heavenly voice had concern laced throughout it. I didn't turn around, I didn't have to, to know it was Aphmau. I heard footsteps walk closer to me and soon a hand was on my shoulder.

"Garroth..." She repeated, but this time in more of a whisper. I turned my head away and forced my tears to stop. "What's wrong?" She asked while sliding her hand down my arm and to my hand. She held onto it and tried to look me in the eye.

"Tell me.." She pleaded. I made eye contact and saw that her eyes held worry beyond belief. I sighed and cupped her face. I leaned down and placed my lips over hers, I slowly kissed her while my heart beat quickened. She kissed back, but before it got passionate I pulled away.

"Tell me you didn't feel something" I whispered. She looked down and bit her lip.

"I can't lie to you..." Her voice was below a whisper. I lifted her chin so she could look into my eyes.

"I love you Aphmau, seeing you with him makes me sick" I confessed. She drew in a sharp breath and closed her eyes.

"When we started dating, I thought I was in love. He was there for me, and...he was the only one showing interest in me. I felt obligated to date him."

"So why are you still with him?" I asked, I was hurt beyond belief

"I don't wanna hurt him...he hasn't given me a reason to leave him"

"I'm giving you a reason, you're not in love so...why bother?" I asked. My voice came out hurt. More hurt than I'd like it to of.

"I....I don't know Garroth" she whispered. I caressed her cheek. And lowered my head. Our lips connected but soon a loud sound was heard. We turned our heads and in the doorway was a fuming Laurence who had just punched the wall. His eyes were full of hate...towards me.

"HOW DARE YOU KISS HER?!?" He screamed. Aphmau opened her mouth but no sound came out. I saw Laurence wanted a fight. I moved Aphmau out of the way and positioned myself for the fight. Laurence charged at me and punched me in the gut. I grunted but kicked his legs out from under him. He started to fall but managed to push his hands on the ground resulting in a form of back flip. On his way backwards he kicked my face. He stood on his feet again.

The two of us went head to head. Then he pulled out a sword. I quickly dodged the sharp blade.

"LAURENCE DON'T!!!" Aphmau screamed.

Laurence's eyes became red, like he was thirsty for my blood. He was slowly growing and soon he was towering over me.

He looked like a demon.

"HOW COULD YOU KISS HER?!?" He screamed in a demonic voice.

"I LOVE HER" I yelled.

Aphma jumped in front of me and kissed Laurence. He shrunk down to his normal size. When the two pulled away his eyes were normal. Aphmau slapped him across the face and he rubbed it.

"You jealous, idiotic, self absorbed, egotistic, cocky, arrogant, thick skulled, no brained, heartless, monkey faced, cat eared, annoying jerk!" She screeched "how dare you fight him! For all you know I could've kissed him!" She gestured to me, "we will talk later!" She sternly stated. Laurence sighed and left m room.

"Thanks Aphmau I-"

"Don't think you're off the hook! You didn't have to fight him! Why can't you be civilized! Wait I forgot you aren't civilized! You drugged me three times when we first met! BY YOUR LIPS! WHY DO I STILL TRUST YOU?! What is wrong with you?! Laurence is not worth fighting! You should've just walked away! Or not get in a fighting position! Gosh Garroth!"

She continued her rant. I deserved it, it was partially my fault I guess. I listened to the rant from beginning to end. When she was finished she left without another word.

It was getting late. I needed some air so I went out onto the roof and looked over the city. The lights shimmered and the cars passed by. It was beautiful. I layed on my back and stared at the stars as the cold air danced with my loose hair.

It's hard to believe less than a day ago I was the best thief. Now I'm working for the good guys.

I heard the door open and close and a presence was felt next to me. I glanced and saw Laurence was now sitting beside me staring out into the city.

"Hey bro, I'm sorry I lost my cool...I just really love her"

"...so do I" I sighed. He looked at me and smirked.

"I think we should let her choose. It seems only fair, right?"

"Yeah...let's let her choose. We got off on the wrong foot. My name is Garroth Ro'Meave" I held out a hand.

"My name is Laurence Knight" he took my hand and we shook.

I didn't realise it at that moment. But we would become close. So close that we would practically be brothers.

The next day was pretty quiet. I wasn't given any assignments because I was new, and everyone else was off doing stuff. The only other people at the agency was Katelyn, and Dante.

I went to the gym and practiced but it was futile because I was already at full potential.

Soon Aphmau was back from a mission but she was still mad so its not like we could act like a couple. Laurence came back and we kicked back and played video games.

A week later Aphmau was no longer mad. She claimed she wasn't gonna date either of us until she was 100% sure.

One month passed and Katelyn refused to give me work.

Two months passed and Aphmau hadn't made a decision.

Three months passed and Laurence and I were becoming closer. But he was also getting closer to Aphmau.

Four months passed and still no work, and no Aphmau.

I know she loves me! Why doesn't she just date me?!

My skin boiled with anger, its been four months and all I've done is sit around hoping Katelyn will let me do something! I was getting tired of seeing the two people closest to me flirting. I was getting tired of not being able to work. I was getting tired of having noting to do.

I was getting tired.

And I had, had enough.

I packed my things and went onto the roof. I was wearing my black jumpsuit. I stood on the ledge of the roof and looked out onto the city.

I heard the door open and close and turned to see Aphmau confused as to why I was on the ledge of this building.

"Garroth?" She asked her voice shaking slightly.

"Sorry Darling, I guess being the good guy just isn't my thing."

Tears threatened to spill.

"Garroth..."

"It's been nice knowing you Darling" I saluted her and jumped off the building.

"GARROTH!" She screamed. I clicked a button and my gliders popped out.

Oh how I've missed these things!

I glided safely to the ground and ran down the streets. I twisted round corner after corner until I found what I was looking for. I pushed open the door and called.

"Travis? You here?"

The white haired man walked out of the shadows, his emerald green eyes practically glowing.

"Garroth! Long time no see!" He exclaimed. "Where have you been?"

"Eh, the good side wanted me. But it just wasn't the place for me"

Travis chuckled and nodded.

"Whaddya say we pull some tricks on them?"

I grinned.

Yup. This is the life.

The next week we were quiet. Travis and I just sat back and caught up.

A P H M A U

He left....

He just....left

I felt my heart break at the words he spoke.

"Sorry Darling, I guess being the good guy just isn't my thing"

A single tear slipped down my cheek and dried in the cold air. I watched his figure retreating into the busy city. I slammed my fist on the railing. I stormed into my office and quickly pulled up a map of the city. I drew the direction I saw him run. I walked out of my room but was stopped by Laurence.

"What's wrong?"

"Garroth just up and left!" I yelled while chocking back on tears that threatened to spill. But my anger over ruled my sadness.

"What!?"

"Garroth left! Out of the blue!" I clenched my fists and shoved Laurence out of the way

"Where are you going?"

"I'm going to find that idiot!" I growled. I searched all night. And still, couldn't find him. I pulled at my hair. Finally I went back to the agency. I went to bed and tried to sleep.

A week passed and I was called to see Katelyn.

"Aphmau, you need to see this"

She instructed, I gave a solemn nod and looked at the computer screen. It seemed to be some sort of tracking device, a red dot blinked on the map.

"For safety measures, I put tracking devices on every belt of the agents here, I'm sure you're well aware of that." I nodded and allowed her to continue, "this is Garroth's tracking device signal"

I felt my heart stop. And when it stopped, it dropped to the pit of my stomach.

Why didn't she tell me this a week ago WHEN HE LEFT?!?

I balled my fists in anger and she noticed.

"I didn't tell you because I didn't know he was missing till yesterday, and since then he's been staying in that sewer. You go check it out."

I gritted my teeth and nodded once more. I went into my office to grab my tool belt and weapons. I exited my office, slamming the door. I angrily stomped down the hallway.

That no-brained, selfish, annoying ignorant jerk! How could he just up and leave us without warning?!? The heartless moron! He said he loved me! That lying, cheating, backstabbing-

My internal rant was interrupted by sunlight that peered over my head as I walked outside. I haven't been outside in a week, so sunlight is a little new. I looked down in my GPS and saw the red dot hadn't moved.

Maybe he just dumped his belt there. This won't be worth the trip.

I climbed down the ladder and followed the map. I stopped when I saw the silhouette of a man leaning on the wall.

"Took you long enough" the shadow scoffed. It wasn't Garroth.

The man stepped out of the shadows and I saw a head of white hair and piercing green eyes. He held the belt loosely in this hands.

"I was wondering when they would send someone." He threw the belt to his side. He stood outside of the water, as did I. "My my...Garroth was right, you are gorgeous!"

I growled at the remark.

"Now now, don't be rude. Growling isn't ladylike"

I pounced on him and pinned him to the ground. I grabbed his shirt collar with one hand and punched him with the other. He chuckled deeply and lifted his legs begin me. He placed his feet under my armpits and kicked me off.

"Normally I wouldn't hit a woman," he huffed while swinging a leg at me as I ducked, "but for you, I'll make an exception"

As I was on the ground I swung my leg and kicked his feet out from under him. He fell but backspringed back up. I blocked several punches then delivered a fist to his gut. He doubled over and as he was holding his stomach...I kicked him where it hurt.

He fell to the ground curled in a ball and breathing heavily. I grabbed his shirt collar and pinned him to the curved wall of the sewer. I leaned in so that my face was mere inches in front of his. And I growled.

"Where's Garroth"

G A R R O T H

While Travis was out distracting one or two agents, I knew that Katelyn would send her strongest. I got a signal sent to me by Travis telling me it's go time.

I ran to the back and climbed up to a balcony. I went into the room to see it was Aphmau's. I grinned and took her phone.

I went onto the camera and took a selfie. I set it as her background and went back to why I was here. I held my tiny smoke bombs between my fingers and ran to the common room. When I was spotted I threw the smoke bombs on the ground. Everyone started coughing.

I knew I had to go through the common room to get to Katelyn office.

I walked in and she looked up. Her eyes widened as she reached for her weapon. I threw knives and pinned her to the wall. As she struggled to free herself, I went to the filing cabinet and grabbed some files.

I was running out of time so I didn't see exactly what ones I took. I saluted her and jumped out the window. I glided to the ground and ran back to mine and Travis' small base.

A P H M A U

"Where is Garroth"

I sneered. Travis wore a crooked smile and leaned his head to one side.

"You wuv him?" He teased. I slammed his body against the wall again.

"Shut up! Where is he?!" I yelled.

"You think I did something to him? He's my friend!"

I was growing impatient. I threw him to the ground and hung my head so my hair covered most of my face.

"Where is he?" This time my voice came out barely a whisper. And was obviously broken. My eyes stung as tears threatened to spill out of them.

"Right now?" Travis asked looking at his watch he should be safe by now. Well, I'm off great seeing ya"

He threw a smoke bomb and disappeared. I cursed under my breath as the smoke cleared. I leaned my back against the wall and slowly slid down. I pulled my knees to my chest and hugged my legs. I hid my face and silently began to cry.

I miss him

Just then footsteps echoed and slowly approached me.

"Why're you crying....Darling?"

My broken heart stopped at the nickname, and the voice. I looked up through my tears and saw a blurry blond. All my sadness and love were replaced with anger.

"YOU!!!" I yelled and stood up. I slapped him across the face. "HOW COULD YOU?!?!?" I screamed as tears cascaded down my cheeks. "YOU BETRAYED US!!!" I yelled and kicked him multiple times. He didn't even try to block them. He took every blow I was delivering.

"YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME AND THEN YOU LEFT!!! WE GAVE YOU A CHANCE AT LIVING!! YOU HAD IT ALL AND THREW IT AWAY AND FOR WHAT?!?" My voice shook with every word. "DO WE EVEN MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?!? WHAT ABOUT LAURENCE?!? HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO YOU!!!! WE WERE LIKE FAMILY AND YOU LEFT US!! HOW COULD YOU!!!" I continued to sob and hit him frantically. I fell on my hands and knees breathing heavily.

"I loved you...." A broken whisper escaped my lips.

G A R R O T H

"I loved you...." Her broken words fell from her mouth as tears ran down her cheeks. She balled her fists and squeezed her eyes closed.

My heart shattered. Every piece of it belonged to her. I broke hers and she broke mine. We were even. I never thought me leaving would affect her so much. I got on my knees and she sat on her feet covering her face with her hands. I pulled her hands out of her face and looked into her bloodshot eyes. I leaned in but felt a huge impact on my side. Next thing I knew I was laying in disgusting sewage water.

"I'm not letting you break my heart again..." Her hateful words hurt more than any punch she had hit me with. Her cold voice burned me more than any amount of fire could. Her dark eyes burned into my skull.

"Go...."

"Aren't you going to-"

"I SAID GO" She screamed and I ran away.

And hearing her sobs broke me more and more.

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