I have a problem.

I don't know the answer to something.

I don't know if wattpad is helping or damaging me. It use to help me, but the damage it's caused is much more.

No one here really cares that much about me.

I could dissappear and no one would care.

I'm just another face in the crowd.

I want to delete everything on here

But I can't.

I'm a parasite and wattpad is my host. I leech onto it and use it as my life source.

But I realized otherwise. All I do is post some meaningless chapters and cause you guys to worry about me. All I've caused anyone here is pain.

As far as I'm concerned, I'm worthless.

Maybe if I left I could get my grades up again.

Maybe I could do more than edit a stupid story.

But as I said, this is my life line and without anyone to rant to I couldn't survive.

But I can't survive here either.

I just don't know what to do.

Should I leave?

It would be for the better of all of you.

I think I'm going to leave.

If I'm not lying this time goodbye. I love you. This is for the better. I'll see you on the other side...