Lol my mom and grandpa think I have anxiety. My grandpa use to have anxiety so idk.

Maybe they're right. Maybe I'm having an anxiety attack right now. Maybe that's why my heart is pounding in double time and I feel like I'm about to faint while I drown in a tsunami of emotions. Maybe that's why I'm struggling to stay upright barely able to type.

I don't want them to worry about me though. They have enough on their hands, they don't need to take me to the doctor causing them to crawl even deeper into debt.

Fuck everything. Idk what to say, so fuck everything seems to sum it up pretty damn well. So yeah, fuck everything.