A/N: TW: slight accidental bullying, slight self- depreciating thoughts.

If there's and (edited) thing above the chapter name, you don't need to re read if you get a notif. I'm simply fixing grammatical errors.

Roman was freaking the heck out. He was in his room, sitting on his sofa. He put his hands onto his face, and sighed loudly. He just couldn't believe what he had said to Virgil.

Stupid!

                      ~flashback~
                    

"PAT, I NEED YOU!!!!" Roman screamed, much like a child, as he burst into Patton's room. "...yes, Roman?" Patton asked in confusion, wondering how Roman could have possibly unlocked his door in a matter of just a couple of seconds.

"Patton, I've been trying to tell Virgil how I feel for quite a while now, but every time I try, I chicken out! I'm supposed to be the Creative, lovely, Romantic side but alas, I have yet to think of anything good enough for him yet, Anything to help me find the courage to tell my one true love how I feel" he said this quite dramatically, flailing his arms around while pretending to faint onto Patton's bed.

Patton sighed. This was literally the third time that day. So, he smiled and said, "how about you just...talk to him? (A/N: it's not that easy Patton lol) No fancy or huge romantic gestures. You know Virgil doesn't like to be put on the spot. You'll make him nervous."

Roman suddenly felt like the world has given him a second chance at love.

Of course everything he thought of was too much for Virgil! He needed to simply tone things down! Even though he was worried about things being too little for Virgil, it could get overwhelming if it was too big, besides, Virgil was the literal embodiment of anxiety!

Well, he had his doubts, but in the end came to the conclusion that Patton is the heart. Maybe his advice would work since he knew Virgil better then everybody else, being his 'dad' and all.

Roman thanked Patton for the advice and walked out quickly to go (stalk) hang out with Virgil!

He kept chanting 'Today is the day.' In his head. He decided he was finally going to tell him. He was going to finally tell Virgil how he felt inside his fluttering, beating heart. He drew in a deep breath.

He walked into the commons and spotted Virgil sitting on the couch watching what looked to be a really weird tv show.

'Crap I'm gay' Roman thought, seeing Virgil yawn quietly, 'Welp time to retreat and cry to Patton over how cute Virgil is.'

He glanced at the tv again.

'What was that show?' He thought to himself. 'Don't Hug Me I'm Scared? Yea. That. Maybe I could ask him if I could watch it with him sometime!'  (A/n: oh no sweetie you can't handle it)

He happily walked over to Virgil with the confidence he always knew he possessed and said "Hello. I want to talk with you!" (Basic)

Virgil paused the tv and tensed up.
'I'm gay i'm gay I'm gay i'm gay I'm too gay to be alive I'm to gay to be in the same room as Roman oh lord please save me and give me the strength to live another day.'

Roman looked at the tv and noticed Virgil paused it when what looked to be a strange red shrimp guy was walking away from a phone booth with a suit case. Weird.

Roman's attention was snapped back to Virgil when he heard the soft words,  "Y-yes Roman..?" Come out of Virgil's mouth. He had to hold in a squeal. He noticed how Virgil fiddled anxiously with his hoodie sleeves. So cute!

Patton looked over from the kitchen and snuck behind the couch to stalk- I mean admire them. Was Roman finally taking his advice? Was he going to tell him?! WAS HIS            SHIP-finally-GOING TO SAIL TODAY?!

Roman looked back behind the couch and gave Patton the 'what the frickity frick are you doing here you weirdo?' look. and Patton shot back the 'I'm the weirdo? I know what do in your room at 3 am when you think about Virgil and assume nobody can hear the strange noises of skin being fapped' look.

Roman turned bright red, turned around, and looked down at Virgil. He admired his beauty for a moment, before he whispered, "how are you so...adorable?"

Patton internally squealed. 'What's that I see?! My ship sailing away from the dock and out to open sea?!?' He thought, ecstatic. Virgil's head snapped up and said, "w-what?"

Roman panicked and said, "oh, I said how are you so...horrible you disgusting piece of filthy trash?! Gosh do I really have to repeat myself to you?! Ugh, you're so annoying! People wouldn't hate you so much if you just acted normal!"

His voice was laced with venom, directed at himself but Virgil thought it was directed towards him.

Patton almost actually facepalmed but somehow managed to hold his hand back.

Patton decided to go back to his room, so he sunk down into it before anything could happen and gave Roman the 'you're on your own' look, along with the angry dad face.

Roman fearfully looked back down at Virgil to see him looking down at his lap. He noticed a single tear slid down Virgil's pale cheek.

Virgil got up, lifted his head up, and looked up at Roman with unshed tears before attempting to run out.

Roman grabbed Virgil's wrists and he felt Virgil flinch horribly, (because human contact am I right?) he still set him back down on the couch despite this and said, "Wait!" Virgil Hates loud noises and flinched yet again.

Roman raised his hands in exasperation.

But Virgil thought that Roman was going to bring his hands down to strike him.

Virgil flinched away from Roman and put his hands over his head for protection, then leaned down.

Roman was confused as to why Virgil did that.

Then he realized.

His hands.

Roman's eyes widened as he stood up and walked over to Virgil. "V-Virgil wait no- I would never!"

Virgil couldn't listen. He couldn't hear. He repeated the words Roman said to him. "Filth. Trash. Horrible. Annoying. Disgusting."

Virgil started shaking, he looked up again at Roman fearfully with tears streaming down his face and said, "I'm just your problem..."  and ran out. Towards Patton's room.

Crap.

"Welp, twist my nipples and call me gay." Roman said just as Logan walked in.

Logan stood there, confused. He decided he didn't want any part in this, turned right around and started towards his room.

'Welp...' Logan thought, 'Nobody here is sane anymore.'
                  
                 ~end flashback~

And so Roman was now sitting in his bed staring at the ceiling wondering how he could make this right.

He sighed into his hands and said "I'm a mess.."

A/N: welp.

I'm a idiot.;^;

Wwhy did I have to have a completely random flashback in the first chapter when I could've made all of that..not a flashback and spared the italics? Welp, the answer to that is I don't know.

Well anyways, toodles poodles. Love ya! 😊