After purchasing the gun, I needed to clear my head. All I wanted to do was find out where Will was and blow his head off. I knew that this would only half-way deal with my problems, because he was now introducing me to more of his people. If Will went missing, it'll only be a matter of time before they come for me.

I found myself at a bar on the beach, in the middle of the day. The sounds of the waves crashing, the soft jazz music pouring out of the speakers, and the stiff drink I was sipping on; made me relax in no time. Turning off my phone, I didn't need any interruptions from Will or his crazy ass sister. I just wanted to be alone.

Thinking about the repercussions of my affair, I wished that I could turn back the hands of time. All the bullshit and drama I was currently going through could've all be avoided. Just my luck, the one woman in the world that I chose to have sex with, has a brother who would kill anyone without a second thought. Someone who is involved in only God knows what, and here I was right in the middle. Having not one, but possibly two babies on the way, the weight of it all seemed to rest right on my shoulders. I was eager to release some of this stress.

I took another swig of my drink, watching people as they walked by. Wondering what issues, they were dealing with in their own lives, knowing it didn't have shit on mine.

After about an hour, I decided to go home and keep the soothing vibe going by taking a bath. As I turned the water off, I heard the sound of the front door slam.

"Christopher!"

Shit. The sound of her voice ripped through the house. What did I do now?

With my shirt off and boxers on, I found her coming out of the kitchen. She was searching for me as if I were lost.

"Why the fuck is your phone off? I've been calling you! It could've been an emergency!" she said she pointed her finger up at my face.

Is this why she's angry? Ah, this is nothing. I'll just rub her feet and feed her, then she'll be alright.

"I'm sorry baby, I just needed to clear my head. You know I do..."

"No! I don't know shit! The only thing I know is that Kim was at my yoga class, and she's pregnant!"

I had to be hearing things. My buzz from the bar had officially left my system. Kim had lost her damn mind yet again. I just might have to kill her and Will.

"I...I don't know anything about that." I threw my hands trying to plead my innocence.

"I've been taking this class for over a month now and I've never seen her....is she stalking me or something...Christopher...."

She walked towards me as I backed up into our bedroom. Vanessa could lash out at times and get physical. I wasn't in the mood for any of it.

"That better not be your baby!" she said as the tears began to flow.

I went into the bathroom to let the water out of the tub. The calming bath I pictured in my mind, wasn't going to happen. I could feel her presence behind me.

"Vanessa, look. I haven't heard from Kim in months. We always used condoms, there is no way that the baby is mine." I placed my arms on her shoulders, looking into her dark brown eyes. Even when she was an emotional wreck, she was still breathtaking. Seeing her like this, made my heart ache.

There was no way that I could tell her the truth right now. It would destroy her. Me. Our baby's life could be at risk. It was too much to put on her, I vowed to lay the whole truth out after the baby was born.

"Chris, I can't go back there. I don't know what I'll do if I see her again."

I guided her to the bed, letting her get comfortable as she put her back against the headboard. Grabbing the oil off the dresser, I took her right foot and started to rub it.

"You don't have to baby. I'm sure it was a coincidence. And like I said, her and I have been done."

She took a deep breath, attempting to pull her dress over her head. I laughed as I watched her struggle. Once she finally got it off, her long brown hair was now scattered all over her face. She blew out hard as if she were blowing a bubble, giggling at how her hair was moving up and down. I combed her hair back with my fingertips, cupping her face with my hands and placing a kiss on her soft lips.

She was now in her bra and panties. I eyed her stomach as I saw movement, Vanessa placed her hand on her side.

"She's been so busy today," she said with a smile.

"I can see that."

I couldn't wait to meet my angel.

"What are you thinking?" Vanessa asked as she took off her bra and panties.

"I'm just excited about everything, I really want us to keep moving in the right direction."

"Well, I think marriage therapy will help us with communicating too."

I agreed and went back into the bathroom to turn on the shower. We've talked about counseling many times, but at this point I'd do whatever I had to in order to save my marriage.

"Let's go shower babe," I said as I reached for her hand. Seeing her naked got me excited.

"Chris, why are you giving me those fuck me eyes," she smirked, covering her bare breast with her hands as she stepped into the tub.

Without answering her, I turned my back to the warm water, as she backed up against the shower wall. Moving her hands away from my snack, I covered her right nipple with my mouth, fondling the left with my hand.

"Chris....mmm....wait...they're...a...little sensitive..."

Feeling her body quivering, I turned her around. My dick throbbing from anticipation. I knew she was nice and wet by now, and I needed to release this tension built up inside of me. She put both palms on the wall as I bent my knees to enter her from behind. She was shorter than me and this wasn't the ideal position, but at this point I didn't care.

"Damn Chris!" she screamed as I rammed myself inside of her.  My rock being met with her warm heavenly juices.

After a few pumps, I could already feel the sperm trying to make a run for the exit. Damn. Why did this have to feel so good? I tried my best to buy more time before I was forced to give in.

Gripping her waist tighter, I sped up, embracing the inevitable. She spread her legs out more, ready to receive the load she was encouraging me to release.

"Ahhhh," I grunted as my legs turned into noodles. My hamstrings were burning, but the pleasure made it bearable.

"You're done already?" Vanessa joked with a grin on her face. I could tell she was feeling herself.

"Don't worry, round two will be later and I'm going all night," I said as I flicked some water on her face. I treasured moments like this. If i don't get a handle on this Will and Kim situation soon, then life as I knew it would never be the same.