and Aqua starts crying so Steve makes a bottle of formula and heats it up to the right temperature and feeds it to her and she calms down and a couple hours later Tony wakes up and sees Aqua isn't in her crib and Tony says Jarvis where is Aqua and Jarvis says Aqua is downstairs with the rest of the Avengers and Tony thinks oh shit and he goes downstairs and says hey guys and they say hey Tony and they gesture to Aqua and says who is this and Tony says this is my daughter Aqua and she starts crying so Tony goes into the kitchen and makes a bottle of formula and heats it up to the right temperature and feeds it to her and she calms down and he burps her and changes her diaper and throws the soiled one away and Bruce says can I hold Aqua and Tony says yes you can Bruce and he hands Aqua to Bruce and goes upstairs to his bedroom and goes into his bathroom and grabs a razor and cuts his wrists and cleans all the blood up and hides the cuts and goes downstairs and all the avengers except for Steve are gone and Tony goes to make a pot of coffee and Steve comes in and says I know you aren't okay Anthony and Tony whirls on his heels dropping the pot of coffee and tony grabs a towel and starts to clean up the spilt coffee and says I am, I'm fine, I'm just peachy and Steve comes over and pulls Tony up by his wrist and Tony yelps in pain before he can stop and Steve pushes the sleeve up high on Tony's arm and sees the scars and newer cuts and says Tony explain this before I lose it and Tony says I have a cat and Steve turns around and punches the wall creating a hole and he says god dammit Stark I thought i told you that you could talk to me about this did that mean nothing to you and Tony looks down at his hands and Steve says Tony and Tony looks up into Steve's blue eyes and says you're disappointed and Steve says I'm not disappointed I care about you I really do you don't deserve this and Tony says I deserve this and he walks toward the door and Steve follows and Tony opens it and Steve steps out and says Tony please I'm begging you please stop hurting yourself and Tony says okay Steve and shuts the door and slides down to the floor a tear running down his face thoughts consuming him once more.