Day 1 Part 3 - "You even forgot my name?"

Jungkook's POV

I stood there with my eyes fixed on the door, unable to forget the way she looked at me. So broken, so fragile, hurt by my actions and words more than I had ever imagined.

I never intended for this to happen.

I never realized the consequences of my actions, only thought of myself and my own misery. Seeing how she took them, I damned myself for doing everything I did.

I felt all kinds of emotions as I stood there with my heart crumbling down into useless little pieces.

Mad at myself for throwing unnecessary words because of my anger, regret for doing something she would cry over, and sadness for everything that's happening to us.

I felt hurt at how she just came and said that she wanted to have nothing to do with me, that we should leave each other for good.

She didn't realize how much she meant to me, how much I still loved her and how blissful I felt after having her back in my life again. I wished she knew just how much I cherish her.

That was why I cried almost every night after she left me without a word years ago, wondering if I did anything wrong, and then finally decided to let her go three months ago and find someone else to fill the hole she left in my heart, thinking that was what she wanted.

What I didn't expect was for her to come back and get hurt by my actions.

My eyes were puffed and eyelids were heavy... She cried all night after our fight yesterday just like me. My heart clenched. I was beyond disgusted at myself for making her cry.

I wanted to hug her and tell her that all I ever wanted was her, but she wouldn't let me go near her now, would she? After all, she thought that I betrayed her and no longer wanted her.

My eyes trailed down to the necklace I was wearing.

Scoffing in disappointment, I took it in my hands, gazing at the lone swan.

If only she knew why I gifted her with this necklace...

I snapped out of my daze when I remembered that Y/N had work at Paradise travel agency. I should be going to her work, too.

Forcing my legs to move, I trudged back into her bedroom to change. When I searched her wardrobe, I found the baby blue colored suit that I bought her. Taking it out, I put it on her bed before heading to the bathroom to wash up.

Every time I took a glimpse of her face in the mirror, my heart ached and I couldn't even bring myself to face her. I had no rights to do such a thing.

After finishing my preparation, I came back to her room and proceeded to wear her clothes after shrugging off my pajamas. Honestly, wearing a bra never felt so awkward.

I was ashamed of the fluttering feelings that filled my stomach whenever cold air or my fingers brushed my bare skin. The beating of my heart accelerating for the fact that I was, in fact, undressing her was disgraceful.

Be respectful, Jungkook!

I sighed and continued changing clothes with my eyes fixed on the window to respect her privacy somehow. Then, I checked myself in the mirror and realized just how short the skirt actually was.

My legs getting exposed to the air felt so uncomfortable and I already wanted to change into pants.

"She works in an office, bear with it," I whispered to myself, shutting my eyes tight. "Ugh, but why do I have to wear an above the knee skirt, damn it."

Doing everything girls did, styling my hair and putting on makeup, I wore flats because high heels were not for me, and then left the apartment with her phone in my hand to guide me towards her company.

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"My god, Y/N! How could you forget our biggest client?! We've been telling you so many times that we must prioritize her wishes above the others', and you just denied her requests?!"

Some woman with short curly brown hair, long navy dress that hugged her body, free of any crease, and a stern, rigid face raised her voice at me, something every other chiefs in their forties did.

"I just conformed to the regulations," I mumbled. I didn't see anything wrong with it. That woman wasn't going through the standard procedures to receive services and acted rude towards me.

She heaved a sigh, clearly stressed and exasperated, and pinched the bridge of her nose before walking away. "This isn't going to be overlooked. If you make another mistake like this, I will be giving you disciplinary punishment."

My breath hitched.

Shit, I could get Y/N in trouble...

We better find a way to switch back fast.

"Y/N?"

I lifted my head up to see an orange haired tall girl towering me.

"Are you feeling okay today?" Her face crinkled in worry. "You've been acting strange ever since you stepped in this office. It's like you're coming here for the first time..."

Oof.

"Uh..." I scratched my nape while smiling sheepishly at her. "I actually suffer from short term memory loss..."

She scrunched her nose. "Um, what? Are you telling the truth or...?"

I nodded vigorously. "Yes! I do!"

"But the human resource never told us about that," the woman with short curly hair exclaimed in confusion as she stopped on her tracks with her hand holding the door handle. She must be Y/N's boss?

I gulped.

"Uh... It's never hindered my life before so I thought it wasn't something serious...?" I cringed.

What am I even getting Y/N into?

"Well then, write what you should remember on notes or something, and prevent from accidents like this happening again."

With that, her boss left the room and I finally let out a breath I was holding for so long.

"I'll help you, Y/N," the orange haired, sunshine looking girl offered and pulled a chair from somewhere to sit beside me.

"It's really not necessary," I stammered, hoping that I wasn't bothering her.

"Of course it's necessary, girl," she chuckled. "Let's go over everything again for you to write down now."

My heart fluttered and a smile grew on my face.

"Thank you... um..."

She gasped, gawking at me. "You even forgot my name?!"

I bit my lips, cowering.

"It's Jina," she chuckled and shook my hand with much amusement. "I hope you remember that I'm an ARMY."

My eyes widened. "Oh?"

"You forgot that, huh," she sighed. "This will be a long day."

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A/N: Y'all don't know how much I want to skip these office scenes 😔 I want the juicy stuff, not this boring work and stuff lol

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