Since the day his happiness was snatched away, Everyday and every hour he spends in sorrow. Tom's perfect heavenly life was turned into a dark hole of misery. Everything was working out. His family, his friends, his career and you. They say all good things must come to an end, but so soon was heartbreaking.

There goes my heart beating
Cause you are the reason
I am losing my sleep
Please come back now.

He misses his life. With you beside him, he was himself. now he seems lost and he forgot what his life's propose was. His heart is craving the love you gave him. Days go by spent in the thought of you and nights go by drowning in Alcohol as he tried to get you out of his head. He is begging to have you, to hold you again and to feel your lips against his own.

And there goes my mind racing
And you are the reason
That I'm still breathing
I'm hopeless now

You, your smile, your laugh, the way your hair blew in the air. You were the reason he was alive. Every time he closes his eyes, everything about you, those beautiful moments you both shared flashed in front of him. You giggles and laugh bouncing in his ears. It was the drinks, oh he only wished if it was real.

I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken

Tom would do anything to see your smile again. He would hold you close and solve the misunderstandings you both had. Spend hours in your arms while your fingers tangle in his hair. He'd break the sky, burn the oceans, give up his own life just to spend another second with you. The way you bit your lips when you were lost in thoughts, intoxicated him and he loved it, every second of it. The type of intoxication no drug was able to give him.

Oh, cause I need you to see
That you are the reason

If only he could hold you close, make love to you and prove how much you mean to him, because you are the reason he was happy, the reason he was himself and the reason for who he had become.

Here goes my head shaking
And you are the reason
My heart is bleeding
I need you now

As the drinks wear out, reality hits him. He can't have you, not anymore. Tom drops to the ground breaking into tears begging to have once again. Punching on the wall, hard enough to bruise and bleed but the pain was nothing compared to what your lose felt. He wants you, damn he need you beside him. A painful sob escapes his lips as he closes his eyes wishing for you, wishing to see you again.

If I could turn back the clock
I'd make sure the light defeated the dark
I'd spend every hour of everyday keeping you safe

Just a second chance is all it will take, for him to redeem and have you. Tom would change and become the perfect man for you, just for his Y/N. He wipes his tears still slightly whimpering as he joins his hands closing his eyes as he prayed to get you back. He had become just a mess with out you. The good in Tom was brought out by you.

Tom slowing opens his eyes as his breath way shaky. He gasped at the  sight,"Y/N".
You were in-front of him smiling like everything was fine. His heartbeat was becoming steady just by looking at your sweet smile and bright eyes. Tom smiles for a second before breaking into tears as he chuckled, he sat there just looking at you.

You move closer cupping his cheeks wiping the tears off his face. Tom's eyes looked weary, his hair messy, shirt crumbled and he was unshaved. The smell of Alcohol was covering his sweet musk. "Tom, hey it me", those words leave your mouth sending a wave of relive over him. He still questioned if this was a dream or hallucination, but tom didn't care as you, his love was in front of him.

I'd climb every mountain
And swim every ocean
Just to with you
And fix what I've broken

He takes your hand off his face kissing your knuckles. Tom pulls you into a tight hug as his face sinked into you beautiful hair. The lavender scent of your shampoo hit his nose as he lets out a sigh breathing it in. He could see you, smell you and feel you so this is real right?

"Oh I missed you so much Y//N", tom said as he kisses you cheek before pulling away and looking into your eyes. "I am so sorry for everything, please forgive me baby". You smile and nod. His eyes light up in delight.

"Come back, come back to me", he pleaded with eyes filled with desire and apology.
Tom spend such a long time without you, and he can't wait to spend his life with you again.

"Tom, I forgive you and I love you so much", you paused looking at him as he started to become a little restless. He feared for being rejected. If not today he would die without you. "But I am gone, and you need to let go". Those words teared through his chest. His drying eyes where becoming teary as his vision was being clouded.
You kiss him. Your lips against his felt so good and perfect. He missed this feeling of you. A tear falls does his chin as you pull away. "Why? Just come back to me". You shake you head in response before slowly pulling away from him.

His eyes widened as he watched you drift away from him. Tom's gaze fixated on you as he wanted to trap this moment inside his mind. "Good bye Thomas". He heard your voice before you disappeared in front of his eyes. Tom Sat there still lost in his thought of you. Seeing you gave him peace, something he hadn't felt in months.

He curled up, next to a wall as he smiled remembering you. 'I forgive you' those words ring in his ear. At least you did forgive him. Tom blamed him self for being the reason everything ended, but now he feels at rest as some of the burden of blame had left his shoulders. The room was silent, only the whistle of his breath and the steady thumbing heartbeat. Tom's forehead resting against the wall as he looks at the messed up room he is in. Destroyed furniture, broken glass shattered across the floor and spilled whiskey.

The man gathered all his courage and stud up, well at least tried to while fighting the intoxication of the alcohol he consumed. Ran his hand across his face while he sniffed his nose wiping away his tears and sweat. Tom walks across the room before stopping and looking at the large cracked mirror in front of him in which his reflection stared back. If mess had a face it would be his. He takes a deep breath trying to calm his mind. 'This is not who Y/N loved' he thought to him self as he unbuttoned his shirt before pulling it off. 'He has to change for her sake and get it together' puts on another clean and tidy shirt but not buttoning it all the way, just like Y/N liked it.

Splashed cold water onto his face as he tried to feel sober. Tom then tired to fix his room, or at least the part he could. He sat on the bed drinking a glass of water. nothing changed though, he just is happy that he got to see you again.

"Tom, what happened did you agai-", Harrison entered the room and looked at the shattered glass. He then turned towards Tom, "bro you need to stop, and at least try to forget but not in this way". Its been 6 months since his girlfriend whom he planned to marry one day died in a car accident after a heated argument between the both. Of course Tom blames him self for that. Harrison has been there looking out for Tom ever since.

"I am fine, really.",Tom said meeting Harrison's eyes. "I just- I am better now and will continue to be I promise". This relieved Harrison, his best mate was finally excepted to get better. He simply nods in response. "I saw here, Y/N sh-she was here and she said she forgive me...she forgave me". Tom repeated those words as his head hung low.

"Mate, I don't know what your talking about, but I am glad that you finally understand it was not your fault.", Harrison sat next to him. "Just remember the good times you had with her, and trust me it will get better". He tried to comfort his broken but slowly healing friend.

Tom is going to get better just for you, just because he loved you and always will. He would be the Man you always wanted, and instead of drinking and mourning he would work hard to become the one he once was and the one you loved. You were, are and will be the reason he would be strong.

Cause I need you to see
That you are the reason

AUTHOR's NOTE:
Hello guys, so this is my second imagine. Its a sad one and also a song imagine. You are the reason by Calum Scott is a beautiful song and I just wanted to write something related to it so here it is. It would be awesome if you read this while listening to the song. Hope you enjoyed reading this, don't forget to comment your thoughts. Give it a thumbs up too and share the love. Thank you for reading love. Until next time my beautiful reader.
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