Requested by simpforsoup: Y/N and Tom are friends with benefits, and their sex is usually very hardcore, and is to work out frustrations. One day, Y/N is having a shit day, she's expecting her period and is close to crying constantly, but Tom has something that he needs to work out, so they hook up. During, Tom degrades her, which isn't unusual, but this time, it's too much for Y/N. She breaks down, making Tom immediately stop and apologise. He comforts her and cares for her, which leads to much softer sex and love confessions from both parties.

"Tommy, fuck, fuck." I choked, my back harshly colliding with the wall, my fingers pulling at his hair and my legs locked around his waist as Tom fucked me into next week against the structure.

"I'm close too, I'll get us there. Now, shut the fuck up and let me use you." He spat, his hands on either side of my head against the wall as his lips left open-mouthed and nippy kisses on my neck. His words only helped me get to my orgasm, degrading another common factor in mine and Tom's deal as his dick slickly and speedily moved in and out of me. Until, I was there.

"Fuck, I'm there, I'm there, shit!" I cried out, my eyes squeezing shut and my back arching into his chest as my orgasm hit me. The waves of pleasure rushed through me like they always did after such good sex with Tom, my legs shaking around his waist as my body seized and jolted.

"Holy shit, sweetheart, shit, fuck." He grunted, his hands clenching into fists against the wall and around my thigh, the veins popping out of his arms as he came too. His body tensed against me, his teeth scraping at my skin before he relaxed again. We panted heavily, my eyes fluttering and Tom's breath fanning onto my skin as we came down from the amazing highs.

"Wow. I needed that." He sighed out as he pulled out of me before gently putting me back down.

"You always do." I teased, making him smirk and nod as he pulled his boxers and jeans back up, and I pulled my thong and shorts back on.

"Well, no one else can quite handle aggressive sex like you." He continued to smirk, making me giggle as he curled his arms around my waist and leant down to kiss me.

"Ah, you know the rule. No kissing unless we're doing more. And we just did more." I nodded as I put my hand against his lips to stop him in his tracks.

"Yeah. I know the rules. And I hate them." He scoffed.

"The rules are what keeps this from getting complicated." I chuckled. His smile dipped ever so slightly, but I still noticed it.

"Yeah. True." He nodded, making me return it as he uncurled his arms from me and started to head back towards my front door. Tom and I had been best friends for years, our friendship like no one else's. We had always clicked on every level, Tom always making me laugh and just feel happy when we were together. Though our relationship had never progressed past best friendship, which was how we'd ended up in this situation. One day, Tom had come to me to rant, the boy being absolutely furious about something that had happened at work that day. I had tried to calm him down as I'd never seen him so angry before in my life, which had only made him more frustrated. And before I had known what was happening, I had been pinned to the wall with Tom's lips against mine and his body keeping me trapped. Not that I had minded. We had had the most mind-blowing sex that I'd ever had, and Tom had left feeling a lot better about whatever had pissed him off. Though the sex hadn't helped my obvious feelings for him that ran a lot deeper than friendship, neither had the fact that he started to come back to me for sex every time that he was pissed off. And so, we had started the friends-with-benefits situation of essentially using each other to work out frustrations every time that we needed to. Tom would fuck me roughly to work out frustrations of anything that had gone wrong at work, and I would fuck him roughly to work out frustrations of just life in general. Today, it had been Tom who had called me, the boy having fucked me into oblivion because of a scene that hadn't gone quite right for the boy. Though it had given me amazing sex, and had helped him calm down, so neither of us could complain. Though, Tom almost breaking our rule was something somewhat new. Our one rule that we didn't do anything more intimate than cuddling unless it was specifically leading to our pent-up stress sex. We had that rule in place to avoid our arrangement getting complicated with deeper feelings, which it already was given that I loved Tom as more than a friend, but I didn't show that. He almost had done just that, but I didn't want to read into it. I snapped out of my thoughts as we got to my front door and Tom opened it.

"I'll see you later, yeah? Are you coming to my parents' dinner tomorrow?" He asked as he looked at me.

"Yeah, yeah, course, I'll be there." I nodded as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Don't wear something too sexy, or I might not be able to resist you." He flirted. I playfully rolled my eyes and shook my head at his words, though my heart violently leaped in my chest at the flirting.

"Unless you suddenly get angry, nothing is going to be happening." I teased and shook my head.

"I'll just get angry then." He continued, making me chuckle as he leant down and kissed my cheek.

"I'll see you tomorrow, Tommy." I nodded.

"Yeah, see you, darling." He smiled, his eyes flicking up and down my body one more time before he left. I sighed and bit my lip, my heart racing as I shut the door. This was a bad idea, I couldn't start acknowledging my feelings for Tom. If I did that, then our no-strings-attached, you're-still-my-bestie, friends-with-benefits situation would no longer be no strings attached. And I couldn't fuck that up. I shook my head and tried to clear my mind of the thoughts, instead letting my head flood with how amazing the sex five minutes ago had been with him as I sat down on my sofa and turned the TV on.

I lay on my side in bed, tears streaming down my face as I cried my heart out. I had just gotten back from what had been a horrific day at work, my period was due any day now, and so the cramps were unbearable, and I had felt beyond emotional for two days now. Basically, life fucking sucked right now. My phone buzzed next to me, making me sniff and look down at it to see that it was a text from Tom.

Tommy: Have had one of the worst days at work. Your house, twenty mins? X.

I sighed and gulped at the text. I wasn't overly in the mood with rough sex with Tom, especially given that my period was just around the corner. But at the same time, it would be the perfect way to relieve some of the shit that had happened today, and it would be the last chance that we'd get to have sex before I got my period for a week. Not to mention how fucking horny I was, despite how pissed off and upset I also was.

"Fuck it." I mumbled as I grabbed my phone and unlocked it before typing and sending a message.

Y/N: Same, awful day. Make it ten x.

Tommy: Fuck yes ;) x.

I chuckled and shook my head, the tears starting to slow down and the excitement creeping in at the idea that I was ten minutes away from another amazing fucking. Even if I wasn't completely in the mood, I was sure that that would change as soon as Tom pounced on me like he always did. And now, that was only ten minutes away.

I opened my front door, the sight of Tom stone-faced and quite clearly pissed off appearing as he stood on my doorstop.

"Shit day-."

"Don't even." He scoffed and shook his head as he walked in and shrugged his jacket off as I shut the door.

"Gotcha." I nodded. He turned and looked at me.

"What about you? You look like you've been crying." he spoke. I bit my lip and shook my head.

"Don't even, either. Now, fuck me and use me." I shrugged.

"Sounds good." He nodded, making me smirk as he rushed towards me. He grabbed my face and smashed our lips together, me returning it immediately. I raised my hands to his face to hold it, his hands gripping my waist as we kissed. He deepened it and slid his tongue into my mouth to deepen it, the kiss getting more heated by the second as we started to pull at each other. Tom's hands started to tug the bottom of my t-shirt up, making me get the hint. We broke the kiss, both of our eyes still on each other's lips as we pulled my t-shirt off before pulling his off too. As soon as they were off, Tom leant down and joined our lips again. I returned it, the kiss turning into a make-out instantly. He harshly slammed me against the wall, making me yelp out as the pleasurable pain as we made out against the wall.

"Jump." He mumbled against my lips. I complied and jumped, Tom's hands catching me and cupping my ass. Our lips continued to mould together, his hands roughly kneading my ass as he carried me through to my bedroom. He threw me down harshly onto my bed, the boy barely letting my body bounce against the mattress before he crawled over me and kissed me again. I pulled him closer, my hands curling around his neck as he supported his weight above me by placing his forearms on either side of my head.

"God, you're so fucking hot, love." He mumbled as he broke the kiss and moved his lips down to my neck.

"Tommy-."

"Shut the fuck up." He spat, a quiet moan leaving my lips and my eyes fluttering shut as his lips moved to my collarbone. It was common for Tom to degrade me in bed, after all, it only turned me on more, but today, with how emotionally unstable I was, I wasn't sure how much I could handle. But it was what helped Tom to de-stress, so I'd let him say whatever the fuck that he wanted. His arm curled around my back to unclip my bra, him carelessly tossing the garment onto my floor as his lips and tip of his nose continued to trail down the valley of my breasts. I gulped harshly as I watched him, my heart racing and my pussy now throbbing in anticipation as I lowered my hands to his hair.

"I'll never get tired of seeing you like this." He mumbled, making me smirk and bite my lip as his fingers speedily undid the button and zip of my jeans before pulling them down. He threw them onto the floor before immediately pulling my thong. He put my legs straight over his shoulders before instantly leaning down and attaching his lips to my pussy.

"Fuck!" I cried out, my back arching and my hands pulling at his hair as he started to eat me out.

"God, you taste so good, Jesus fucking Christ." He hummed into me, making me choke as pleasure already started to run through me. I could always tell just how frustrated Tom was by how intensely he would eat me out and fuck me, and today, he was devouring me as if I was his last meal. Meaning that I'd be getting one hell of a fucking.

"Tommy, please." I choked as his lips sucked on my clit and his tongue dipped in and out of me.

"Darling, as much as I normally love hearing how good I'm making you feel, I'm really not in the fucking mood tonight, please just let me use you." He snapped.

"F-fine, okay." I moaned, deciding to let him have his way and just pleasure me as the knot in my stomach was building. Tom curled his arms further around my legs and sprawled his hands against my stomach to pin me down, all of it only adding to the pleasure as he delved as far as he could into my pussy. Moans freely left my lips as I squirmed and moved as much as I could underneath Tom's grip, my eyes squeezing shut and my mouth hanging open as my body got thrown towards my orgasm. Tom had never gone down on me like this before, his lips were ruthlessly sucking on my clit as his tongue lapped up as much of my juice as possible.

"T-Tommy, I know that I'm not allowed to talk, but I'm getting so close." I breathed, my fingers harshly pulling on his curls by now as my toes curled against his shoulders.

"I know, sweetheart. I don't need your words to tell me when you're close." He teased. I smirked and bit my lip at him, my body starting to tense underneath him as it got ready for what was about to hit. One more suck of his lips and lick of his tongue...and I was there.

"Fuck, Tommy, fuck!" I cried out as the knot broke. The orgasm started to rip through me, my legs shaking over his shoulders and my back arching as the waves of pleasure coursed through me. My body jolted and seized against the bed, my mouth hanging open and my eyes squeezing shut as I held onto his hair as tightly as I could. After a moment, it passed, making me sigh out as I relaxed back against the bed.

"Holy shit." I breathed out, making Tom smirk as he stood from the end of the bed and quickly started to unbuckle and unzip his jeans.

"I still need to fuck you, you know that, right?" He nodded as he pulled them down along with his boxers to leave him also naked.

"I'd be disappointed if you didn't." I returned as he crawled back over me and grabbed a condom from my bedside table. He smirked as he opened it and rolled it on before raising my legs to wrap them around his waist. He leant down and smashed our lips together again, the aggressiveness of the kiss telling me that he was far from done with me yet. He used the kiss as a distraction to start pushing into me. I breathed out against his lips, my eyes fluttering shut at the feeling of him perfectly filling me. But I barely got that feeling before he pulled fully out before ramming back into me. I cried out in pleasure at the sensation as he immediately started to fuck me into next week. Once again, Tom had never fucked me so hard before in our lives, and I was very much enjoying the building of my second orgasm already.

"Tommy!" I cried out.

"Shut the fuck up, dirty fucking whore." He grunted as he broke the kiss and started to nip at my neck again. I choked, my eyes fluttering open as my heart dropped to my feet. I wasn't sure why, because it wasn't rare for Tom to speak to me like that, but his words broke my fucking heart. He loved degrading me during our aggressive sex and I loved him degrading me too, but tonight, after the shitty day that I'd had and the emotions surging through me, it was just too much.

"Stop, stop, Tom." I choked and shook my head as tears started to leave my eyes. Tom looked up at me, his eyes immediately widening as he saw me crying.

"Oh my god, shit, okay." He nodded as he immediately pulled out of me. I sat up as he rolled off of me, my heart racing and tears running down my face as I stared down at my lap.

"I'm so sorry, darling, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, I'm sorry." he gulped as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his side.

"Y-you didn't hurt me, in f-fact, the sex was great, I just...I'm sorry." I cried and shook my head.

"Talk to me, love, talk to me. I'm glad that I didn't hurt you, but clearly, something is going on. Let me in." He gently soothed as he rubbed his hand reassuringly against my back and raised his other hand to tuck a strand of hair behind my ear. I bit my lip and looked at him.

"It's just been a really shitty day. I know that we only hook up on days like that, but I mean really shitty. I'm expecting my period any day, so I'm emotional anyway, but then my boss yelled at me, and no one was doing what they were supposed to, and...it was just a lot." I sobbed and shook my head.

"Oh, darling." He sighed, his face softening as he gently pulled me into his chest. I let him, my head against his chest as he gently stroked my hair.

"I'm sorry for ruining the sex, I know that you need to still get out some anger." I sniffed.

"Don't be silly, love, you didn't ruin anything. It's okay, I'd much rather be comforting you right now than fucking you to deal with my anger, I'd take comforting you any day." He admitted softly. I bit my lip and looked up at him.

"Can we still finish? I still want to fuck you, and I know that you have to finish too, h-how about we continue, but with soft sex this time?" I suggested. He looked at me.

"Are you sure, sweetheart? Because I'm completely down to finish with soft sex, but only if you absolutely want to." He nodded.

"I want to, Tommy. Let's finish." I spoke as I raised my hand to his face. He sighed and gave me a small smile.

"Okay, love. We can finish." He replied before leaning down and gently kissing me. I returned it, my hand curling around his neck to pull him closer as we softly made out. Tom gently pushed me back down onto the bed, my legs raising and wrapping around his waist as he stroked his hand up and down my thigh. I sighed quietly against his lips as he pushed into me again, though it was a lot softer and more passionate than it usually was. This wasn't our deal, this wasn't the rough sex that we only had to let out our anger on each other. This was love. Tom was making love to me. And I was completely okay with that.

"Tommy." I breathed, my eyes fluttering shut as he broke the kiss and started to gently kiss my neck.

"I know, darling, you feel amazing too." He choked into my neck as he curled his arm underneath me to push me as close as possible. He was gently thrusting in and out of me, my second knot already present again from before as he fucked me so softly, as if he was afraid that he'd break me if he was too rough. But I loved it. The knot was building again as Tom gently thrust his hips against mine, quiet moans and sighs leaving our lips as he pressed kisses to my neck. My orgasm was building by the second, our bodies as close together as they possibly could be as his hips collided with mine.

"Tommy, you feel so good, I won't last long." I choked as I gently pulled on the curls at the nape of his neck.

"Neither will I, but I'll get us there, it's okay." He nodded, making me return it and let my eyes flutter shut as he held me into his chest. My body started to become rigid underneath him as it prepared for what I'd started to get to before I had started crying, and was now despite Tom not fucking me into next week. But it was even more perfect having sex with him this way, and that was all that I wanted.

"Tommy, fuck, please, fuck." I moaned as the knot in my stomach finally broke. My second orgasm of the night started to course through me, my back arching into Tom's chest and my legs shaking around his waist at the feeling. Waves of pleasure once again moved through me as my body seized and jolted underneath Tom, my hands tugging at his hair as I let the feeling engulf me.

"Shit, love, I'm there, I'm there." Tom also moaned into my neck as he came too. His hands clenched into fists against the pillow on either side of my head, his forearms tensing harshly as his entire body tensed. He relaxed after a moment, a sigh leaving his lips as the feeling left him too. We both panted harshly, our bodies practically stuck together with sweat as we came down from potentially the best sex that we'd ever had. And it was the first hook-up blatantly filled with love.

"Fuck." He sighed out, making me return it and bite my lip as he pulled out of me and sat up. I followed him with my gaze as he pulled the condom off and binned it before lying back down next to me. I bit my lip, him returning the gaze as we lay in the bed underneath the sheets, facing each other and just admiring each other as he curled his arm over my waist.

"That was amazing, Tommy. It was amazing." I admitted quietly. He nodded and gave me a small smile.

"Yeah, it was. I think that it was the best sex that we've ever had, and I think that it's because it was loving this time, instead of aggressive." He confessed. My heart leapt at his words, my eyes scanning over his face as I processed them. Was he saying what I thought that he was? If he was, my heart was about to jump out of my chest in happiness.

"What are you talking about, Tommy?" I whispered, even though we both already knew that I understood, and that I returned the feelings.

"I'm talking about the fact that I love you, darling. That, sure, aggressive, angry sex is always good, but I'd take loving, passionate, real sex with you any day. And that's what I want from now on. I'm in love with you, Y/N, and I want more with you. I want it all with you." He spoke quietly as he shook his head. I bit my lip, tears of happiness pricking my eyes as I stared at my best friend's gorgeous face. Though, he wasn't going to be my best friend for much longer.

"I'm in love with you too, Tommy. Fuck, how could I not be? You're amazing in every way, you're so caring and loving, and I never want to be without you. Sure, friends with benefits was a good way to get more, but I want it all too. I want you." I nodded. He breathed a sigh of relief and held his hand to his chest, making me giggle and bite my lip at his relieved response.

"Thank god for that." He scoffed before leaning in and kissing me again. I smiled into it, my hand raising to hold his face as his hand on my waist pulled me closer. I broke the kiss and touched our foreheads as we looked at each other.

"I love you so much, sweetheart. And I can't wait for you to be my girlfriend." He mumbled as he shook his head.

"I love you too, Tommy. And I can't wait, either." I whispered. He smiled again, making me return it as he leant in and kissed me again.