I sat on Tom's bed, my teeth nervously biting at my nail and butterflies swarming in my stomach as I stared at my phone. I sighed and bit my lip, my mind weighing up the options that I had. It had been a week since I had overheard Tom talking to Harrison about how bad I had been in bed, making it two weeks since we'd had sex for the first time. We still hadn't done anything more than just kiss since, except for that instead of me coming onto Tom and him shutting it down, it had been the other way around this week. All I wanted was to have sex with the boy again, but I was utterly terrified of finding out that it was just me who was shit in bed, that it wasn't the fact that it had been my first time. The only option felt like to call my best friend and ask for advice on how to do better, but I had been putting that off out of embarrassment. I couldn't anymore, though, I was getting to the point where I needed Tom, and he was getting needy too. I had to do this.

"Fuck it." I mumbled, desperately trying to swallow the butterflies as I grabbed my phone and scrolled along to her number. I took a deep breath before clicking on her name and holding the phone to my ear.

"Y/N, hey! How are you?" She laughed as she picked up.

"I've been better. I have a bit of a situation." I gulped.

"Oh, okay. How can I help?" She asked. I took a shaky breath as I looked down.

"Basically, Tom and I had sex for the first time a couple of weeks ago. But then last week, I heard him talking to his best mate about how bad it was. He knows that I heard him, and he reassured me that the sex didn't matter much to him, but...fuck-."

"You want to have sex with him again, and you want to be good." She finished my sentence for me.

"Exactly." I sighed.

"Okay. You've set me quite a challenge there considering that you're not that experienced, but that's alright. What was it like the first time? I'm assuming that he took control?" She asked.

"U-um, yeah. He was amazing to be fair, he was so kind and caring, and it felt really good, I was apparently the only problem." I gulped, my cheeks blushing harshly at the fact that I was talking to my best friend about my sex life. Or current lack thereof.

"Hey, don't say that about yourself. It was your first time, loads of people are a bit crap for the first time. He took control, yeah? Maybe next time, you take control." She suggested. My eyes widened, my cheeks somehow burning even more at the idea of me dominating Tom. But admittedly, the thought also made the space in between my legs start to dampen.

"W-what? You're suggesting that I take over? That I dominate him?" I gulped.

"If you're comfortable with that, yeah. Look, as nice as Tom is, I'd bet my salary that he's your standard guy when it comes to what he likes in bed. So, I'm sure that whilst he'd have no issue taking control, he also would be very welcoming of you taking control too. I think that that's how you progress right now." She spoke. I nodded and bit my lip, my heart beating less harshly as I thought more about it. I could do that, I was sure that I could. It wasn't as if we were jumping to sex toys and threesomes, I was sure that if given the chance, I could take over a bit in the bedroom. Especially if it showed Tom that I wasn't as bad as he thought that I was.

"Yeah, okay. I can do that. Any other tips?" I asked.

"Yeah. Here's what you do to really get him going." She stated, making me chuckle and bite my lip as she continued to talk.

Tom and I sat on his sofa, our bodies cuddled together as we watched a movie. But just like the last time that we'd been in this situation, my mind wasn't on cuddling. I bit my lip and looked up at Tom, making him return the look.

"You okay, love?" He asked. I gulped and nodded, figuring that now was the time as I threw my leg over his waist and straddled him. His eyes widened at my action.

"Woah, what's-." I leant down and smashed our lips together. Tom's eyes widened further but he kissed back immediately, his hand raising to cup my face as he pulled me closer. I slipped my tongue into his mouth, making him smirk into the kiss as I leant my hands down and started to unbuckle his belt.

"Sweetheart, you don't have to." he mumbled as I broke the kiss and looked down at his belt.

"It's okay, Tommy, I want to." I reassured. He gulped, his eyes flicking over my face as he gave me a small smile. I returned it before leaning in and starting to press kisses to his neck, making him breathe out as he tilted his head to give me more access.

"Fuck, darling." He moaned quietly as my fingers worked to undo his zipper and button. I couldn't help but smirk at the sounds leaving his lips, my confidence already surging as I got off of the sofa and knelt down in between his legs. He lifted his ass so that I could pull his jeans down, the tent now prominent in his boxers as I hooked my fingers into the elastic of them. Tom's breathing was already becoming jagged, his clenched jaw and more heavily rising chest telling me that he was really enjoying this. I pulled his boxers down and allowed his dick to spring free, his hard shaft slapping against his lower stomach.

"Darling, fuck, please just do something." He begged. His words were going straight to my core, the space in between my legs getting wetter at the sight of Tom being so submissive and under my power. I loved it.

"I'll see to you, Tommy, don't worry." I cooed, making him gulp harshly as I wrapped my hand around his dick. I tried to ignore my faster beating heart and the slight butterflies in my stomach, my mind knowing that I was in control and that Tom was really enjoying this. I just had to keep this up. I tightened my grip slightly on him before starting to move up and down him, making him suck in a breath.

"Shit, love, just like that." He choked, his eyes fluttering shut as he rested his head against the back of the sofa. I smirked and bit my lip, my eyes glued to his face contorting in pleasure as my hand moved up and down him. But I could still do more, and I was ready to. I leant down and wrapped my lips around his tip, making him moan loudly at the new feeling.

"Fuck, darling, I wasn't expecting that, shit." He grunted, one of his hands moving to my hair and gently starting to bunch it into a ponytail as his other hand gripped the sofa cushions.

"That's why I did it." I teased, making him smirk and bite his lip at me as I continued to move my lips against his tip. I started to take more of him into my mouth, Tom's back arching and moans freely leaving his lips as I moved my head up and down his dick.

"Shit, just like that, love." He moaned as his hand tightened around my hair. I continued to work his dick with my mouth, my lips massaging his shaft as I swirled my tongue around his tip.

"Babe, shit, stop, I'm going to cum if you keep going like that." He choked.

"I'm that good, huh?" I teased as I stood up and pulled my top over my head before pulling my leggings down.

"Fuck me, yes." He scoffed. I smirked and bit my lip as I pulled my thong down, Tom grabbing his wallet from his jeans to get a condom out as I straddled his lap again.

"Let me." I nodded as I took the condom from him. Tom followed me with his gaze, me maintaining eye contact as I raised the condom to my lips before ripping the packet open with my teeth.

"That was a lot hotter than it should have been." He shook his head, each word only increasing my confidence as I gently rolled the condom onto his dick. I looked at him.

"You ready, Tommy?" I checked.

"More than, sweetheart." He smiled. I returned it before gently lowering myself onto his dick. Quiet sighs and moans left both of our lips, my eyes fluttering shut as I sat down completely onto him.

"Fuck, you feel so good, love." Tom choked, his hands gripping my hips as I put my hands on his shoulders to steady myself.

"So do you, Tommy." I nodded before raising my hips. I sat back down onto him, moans starting to leave both of our lips as I started to ride him. Before long, I was slamming my hips down onto him, my fingernails gently digging into his shoulders as his fingernails dug into my waist.

"You feel amazing, darling, shit." He moaned, his gaze glued to my pussy as he watched it engulf his dick.

"Not as good as you feel." I returned. He smirked and shook his head before leaning up and smashing our lips together. I returned the kiss, the knot continuing to build in my stomach as my ass slapped against his thighs. The sound of our skin colliding bounced off of the walls, the smell of sex filling the room as I rode him as hard as I could. Moans continued to leave both of our lips, our tongues and teeth clashing as we made out feverishly. This felt fucking amazing, and I could tell by Tom's grip on my waist that he agreed.

"Sweetheart, I'm getting so close." he grunted against my lips, a moan also coming from his mouth as I curled my hands around his neck and pulled harshly at his hair in order to deal with my also growing pleasure.

"So am I, I'm almost there." I choked. He nodded and continued to let me dominate the kiss, my tongue controlling his as his hands moved against my waist to help me bounce on him as harshly as I could. The knot was unbearably tight by now, my legs starting to tense on either side of his lap as it built. Until it finally broke.

"Tommy." I moaned into the kiss, my eyes squeezing shut and my hands harshly pulling on his curls as the knot broke. My orgasm hit me full on, the waves of pleasure coursing through my body and making my legs shake on either side of his lap as the feeling engulfed me.

"Shit, darling, fuck." He choked into the kiss as he came too, his hands relaxing slightly against my hips as he reached his climax. We panted into the kiss, my lips slowly pulling away from his and making him chuckle as I rested my head on his shoulder.

"You okay there, sweetheart?" He teased as he gently kissed my head. I smirked and nodded as I climbed off of him and sat back down next to him as he took the condom off.

"Tired." I nodded. He returned it and binned the condom before sitting back against the sofa next to me and curling his arm around my waist. He looked at me.

"That was amazing, love." He stated.

"That's what you said last time." I scoffed accusingly.

"I know, but I really mean it this time. I don't know what research you did, who you called, but...wow. That was mind blowing." He smirked. I returned it and bit my lip as I looked up at him.

"I'm glad, Tommy. I know that you said that sex wasn't an essential to our relationship, and I agree with that, but I still want to have it, and I want both of us to feel good when we do have it." I confessed.

"Well, you succeeded because it felt amazing. And we're definitely going to do it again." He nodded, making me giggle and lean up to kiss him again.